Times that we shared...

2009-01-11T15:54:00.003+08:00

Hey, everyone! I am back again. My monitor hangs nowadays that's why I rarely online cos my bro also don't really like me to use his new com. Well, thanks to my dad's magical hands... i can use the com now. I do not know when it's gg to hang again. Hai..Maybe a new 22" monitor will come my way if this monitor is gg to collapse totally. LOL. But times are bad so I just hope this monitor hangs on.

Hmm, cindy.. Ou Xuan's eyes may be pretty but she is just not well-polished in acting skills. A lot of viewers are complaining about this. Eh, if got cancer, no use getting the vaccines already. What come after being diagnosed, may be surgery, chemotherapy and radiography follow by long term medications and the lists go on...SO, CHOY! Hai, there's no cure for cancer. All we can do is to lead a healthy lifestyle. Saying is easier than doing. Well, prevention is better than cure and everyone knows this.

Oh Kon! I think I have roughly the same ideas as you. I will likely go and do it unless it is 100% safe! But money wise is ok as i think with $600, we can immune ourselves against cervical cancer so it's really worth it.

Hope tml's ccs3 will be nice=]

Good luck in all your modules, pals!

AMZ3--seehui--roxanne

2009-01-05T12:03:00.005+08:00

Hello everyone again! Hope you are all doing well. Yes, this blog is still so dead. But, I am still going to blog for Kon and Cindy! The reason is Kon wants to read my next post. Also, I rmb Cindy telling me to post=]

Ok, girls there is one medical news and i wonder how many of you know. There is a vaccine against cervical cancer. This is reported in 2006. Even though it does not 100% safeguard you against the cancer, it can immune 70% of the cervical viruses and 90% of genital warts viruses which is a great medical break though. I hope my info is correct cos i read it about a week ago. lol. Therefore, I made use of the opportunity to ask my GP regarding the cost of it! (Well, cos that time i got food poisoning mah) There are 3 doses. Each dose cost $200 so it is a total of $600. So will you girls do it? (Pls tag) As for me, I really don't know as there are controversies about it. To find out more, simply google it.

I am eagerly waiting for the release of zbCOMMA! Hope the articles are juicy and crispy. Wed quickly come please!

I read a news interview yesterday (published by zb). Well, this guy is amazing. His tenacity in training the ironman competition... His hard work paid off and he got 2nd in the whole world for tour competition in which he participated 5 ironman competition in a row across various countries . On top of this, he is a triple master holder and a doctorate holder. A rare local talent indeed who is so pro in sport and academic. But what most important is that he is really HUMBLE. When the reporter asked him about his acad achievement he just said "ok la." and is not bragging about all the scholarships he obtained and the branded school he attended. This news interview ended off interestingly. After a long interview about his achievements and the difficulties he faced during training, this reporter ended off by saying that the parents here are making a fuss of the tight schedule of a CCA which affects their children's studies. You get what he meant right? haha.. But, I just think no comparison ought to be made. After all, different people have different abilities.

Did u people watch the local top drama "Little Nonya"? I read a zb article about viewers' comments on the show. There are many negative comments. Yup, some of the plots are quite bad and il logical. I found that the comments they made about the actors/actresses are simply compelling. First and foremost, it is the female lead Ou Xuan. From holland village to little nonya, i feel that there is a slight improvement of her role as Ju Xiang the Yue Niang part eh....One viewer said she can only act as deaf-mute person once she talk bye bye already. Another said all her angry expression got the "Ou Xuan pattern". In fact, I think all the show that she acted in got the same expressions. She is just like Terrence Chao. But she is at least better than him. One even mentioned that Joanne Peh should have taken her role instead! Possible! Another said that Lin Xiang Ping will be a better choice instead of Ou Xuan! Oh yes, I like Lin's acting. Just as I like Xie Shao Guang's too. Good acting skills! I like Joanne the most in this show. Her acting skill is commendable and she sacrificed a lot for the show. All the traumatic scenes really touch one's heart. Another commendable person is Huang Hui. One viewer said that Huang finally knows the tricks of the trade. Moreover, it is hard to act as a crippled. The last commendable actress is Lin Mei Jiao. You look at her face can already. The fierce looks simply send shiver to one's spine. Lastly, a viewer's comment is thought-provoking( at least to me). She praises that little nonya depicts one reality, If you do bad things , the misfortunes may not happen on you but it will happen to your descendants and it will be the one who is the most obedient. In addition, she had seen a lot of such cases. Whatever it is, i just feel that as long as you do not break the law, not hurting anyone, be humble and filial. lol. Just my little thoughts^^

Eh, i am just wondering what toothpaste did you all use. (Pls tag. Thanks!) After using pearlie white, i cant stand darlie because pearlie's smell is so much milder as compared to darlie so i turn to colgate. Well, colgate is just a little better than darlie in terms of the smell. Haiya, why pearlie white so exp..one tube costs $9.90! With this price, one can buy two bigger colgate toothpaste. Oh ya, I used freshie white before. The cheapest brand i guess. The quality goes along with the price. LOL! Eh, I've also use Lion's before but it is meant for the children plus got fruity taste. HAHA! Of course, I used that when I was a kid.

CNY is around the corner. Have u ppl buy new clothes and goodies? Rmb our dearest Elaine is selling CNY goodies for charity. Do consider to purchase from her after all it is for a good cause! If xmas is a time for people to do good deeds why cant CNY be too? I guess many of you had read her email. Rmb no commission is gained by her cos it is all for charity!

AMZ 3--See Hui--Roxanne

2008-12-26T23:17:00.005+08:00

My first ever home-cook DISH!
Aw, pls view it by turning ur head such tt this pic is uprite. lol. ps, I don know how to rotate it. Pls teach me. Well, this can be a great idea on what u can cook for our one and only AMZ's Potluck Day! U can ask ur mum or aunts for the steps to cook this. It is pretty easy. You can ask me too. But i am not a cook, mind u! haha.. I am just a first-timer. But of cos, I know how to cook rice, all kind of eggs, vercimilli (don kno how to spell), sphagetti and porridge. With the wok and microwave, I know how to make sandwiches, steamed fish, chicken, duck nah.. Just put them in and on it for a power boost! Control the heat and time well too.

Hello everyone once again! Happy belated Christmas! I am really sorry to those who had wish me merry xmas but yet I didn reply. Oh man, it is due to my new hp. It hangs quite a lot of times already! Hmm, as for the rest I wish u belated xmas too!

As for e 31st of Dec 2008, I wish u all HAPPY NEW YEAR!! ( in adv) May ur angels be with u! All the BEST=]

First thing first, I would like everyone to know that our dear elaine is doing come charity work! She is selling CNY goodie. Pls give her ur utmost support as she really needs it! For a list of CNY goodies, lame pls upload it for ppl to make orders frm u. Frm what i can rmb, there are Ba Kua from Xiang Wei, almond cookies, prawn rolls and pineapple tarts! They are all simply delicious and the baker's recc is the almond cookies! If u make any purchase thru her, it is all for a good cause=] No profit is gained by elaine!

There will another AMZ outing on the 1st of Jan. I suggest we go eat cafe cartel at tampines. Hope all of u are agreeable. If u think it is not suitable, then tag here regearding on wher u wan to eat. Be proactive gals!!

As for our annual Potluck Day, pls prastise at home to ensure that u cook a decent dish for everyone! It is a time to show off ur culinary skills during our mini gathering wor^^

Cya everyone!
AMZ 3 --See Hui--Roxanne...signing off here~

2008-10-10T20:05:00.004+08:00

Hey ppl! The blog is really rotting...Anyway thanks for the wonderful dinner and the card last nite! Hope we will always celebrate our bdaes every year!

AMZ 5

2008-06-15T15:25:00.002+08:00

Haha. It has been such a long time ever since MS last blogged. Haha. So i decided to blog sthg. Ytd, we celebrated lame's n Yi Chen's Bday at Pasir Ris Park. Haha. It has been so long that we have last seen some of our secondary sch friends. But they did not change much. Haha. Anyway, i rmbed that last time yi chen and a few of them gave themselves a name called e "Dream Express". After tt, Ah Ma Zu then existed. Time really flies! haha. 转眼间, we r all very 老 le, entering the double digit age, startin w 2! Haha. Anyway, every1 muz continue 2 strive on to achieve wat they wan! N most imptly, continue 2 keep in touch!

Sarah=)

2008-04-04T22:24:00.005+08:00

okk. weeks or perhaps even months since i last did sth to salvage tis pathetic deserted old blog of some ah ma gang. alrite!! but mayb it's good to blog once in a blue moon so no one will really notice it n it'll b freedom of speech n free flow of thoughts all ovr again yeahh.

hmms. guess wat. i suddenly got tis impulsion to start muggin!! woohoo!! =P alritezz.. i noe i'm abit sick in e mind larr. but i guess it's all bcos of e recent spate of events which i'm nt sure if they were considered fortunate or unfortunate. nvrtheless. my mind has been pretty clogged up by all e uni admission complications n the pathetic combination of boredom n tiredom which arose from my ever increasing workload seemed to b drainin my life bit by bit away from me. every mon n tues i will hav tuition aft work. for wed i will alwaz hav sth on but i nv seem to recall wat happened afterwards. thurs is tuition day again. fri i'll b stickin stickers all e way aft lunch time n tt will b when wat's left of my miserable amount of energy turns null. hmms. mayb tt's y i'm really nt so ON bout weekend outings nw. feel lyk slackin at home larr. hmms. i shall nt tok bout e admission matters cos they really suck. seriously, i really feel lyk swearin at all e recent admission stuffs cos all e unfortunate events seem to concentrate on me. =X

alrite. nw tt my interview n application r done, i shall b more serious towards life. no more clubbin. no more alcohols. no more nights out. alrite. i shall start workin hard for e future lerh. it has been proven tt e world is realistic. nt a single flaw is allowed. n u're nt supposed to b common. haix. great. i'm startin to agree w my frien tt e world is e most horrible habitat yet humans r forced to live thr. i shall start to live life all ovr again. yea. mayb tt's wat i'm supposed to say. seems lyk i've nt thought bout my life enuff all tis while. shit. i feel tt my life is in a mess. shit.

minsi

2008-03-02T22:37:00.003+08:00

hmms shall nt use green tis time. aft browsin thru e budget airlines website for e umpteenth time, i still cant c a reasonable price for a tix to taiwan. nvm. mayb it's fated tt i cant go tis time round. wat a letdown!! =(

aft today's ktv session, i realise tt kbox is no longer toppin my list of entertainment favourites. come to tink of it, i tink i'm seriously addicted to thrill n excitement tt i can no longer live w/o. bet sihan is juz lyk me nw. haix. evr since tt msia trip, she has been livin in her sms world which is ya, kind of virtual but yet somehow real. for me, i'm startin to get bored, i mean really bored, of all e mundane lifestyle here n all e stuffs we usually enjoy doin. tv is no longer a must in my life. i don even watch a single hr of tv show in most weeks. so i guess e kind of entertainment i'm really lookin forward to are things lyk motor-bikin. kks. i'm nt e driver so no worries. hmms. LIFE IS BORIN NW!! anw. hope tt i can go bar again on e nite b4 A's results r released. tuition is takin up too much of my time. i'm gettin sick of it. y cant money juz fall into my pkts. or mayb we shld start devotin our time to inventin a drug tt makes money reproduce itself. HAI... =X

minsi (lollls. i really tink i shld start studyin for e basic theory test n stop whinin so much)

2008-02-26T23:47:00.002+08:00

everyone muz b aslpt by nw since no one, even chan, is online. hahs. argh. cant stand e fact tt results r comin out nxt week. my period of fun n enjoyment seems to b reachin e end soon. haixx. lets all pray 4 e best, juz lyk wat my frien said, thr's really nth we can do other than to pray.

geez. i've finally RECOVERED. but appetite wise still abit affected. eat too much or too fast will make me feel lyk pukin. then i can feel giddy ezily. haix. feel lyk a sick person. anws. i muz abstain frm too oily or unhealthy food in case my flu symtoms reappear. i muz at least stay well until aft tis weekend when i come back frm msia (most likely will b goin) n oso kbox on sun (hopefully =P). woohoo!! cant wait to meet u peeps. tink e last time i met u guys was lyk cindy's bday?? actually it's nt really long lar. but to me, even a week of nt meetin friens seems lyk a yr. yea mannn. nid to really juggle my time well. my mum has been complainin bout me treatin my home as a hotel cos on most nites, she wld hav been asleep by e time i reached home. hahs. alrite. time management is a skill i promise i will master shld i get superb results for A's. okk i'm makin too many promises for e sake of gd results man. i juz told sihan tt i will bia once uni-life starts n make sure my J1 slackness does nt repeat itself again.

finally get to watch spiderwick chronicles tml. haix. i really admit tt i'm a sotong mann. tot i had booked e tix last week. it was only till an hr ago tt i realised tt i had nt booked e tix @ all. oh wells. seems lyk i gt to sit at e front rows tml. haix!! hmms. watched Juno n L changes e world. don tink Juno was nice cos e slank n e speed at which they speak really made me feel lyk they r speakin tamil or sth. another reason cld b tt i really hav no interest in romance movies aft all. hmms. L changes e world is zan!! but if u're lookin forward to all his tinkin process lyk me, then mayb u'll b slightly disappointed cos e show is more of L n wat he does. hmms. tt's bout it. lols i feel lyk i'm writin a movie review. alrite. cya guys. n thnx for ur care n concern when i'm feelin so sicklish feeble those few days.

gotta slp lerh. otherwise tml i sure die liaoo. hehs =))

minsi

2008-02-14T23:58:00.005+08:00

hhas!! ytd e dept dinner was really zan!! thr were 8 of us n e bill costs 500 over bucks. my colleagues said tt it's quite cheap n i was lyk huhhhhhhhhhh. but anw. it's my best dinner buffet ever larr. it was really an eye-opener =))

hmms. today is e worst v-day evr since i noe wat v-day is all abt. other than e food gift given by a colleague, i received nth else lor. haix. siann. wats worse was tt i spent e day sloggin lyk a dog. aft work went straight for tuition n listened to my student tellin me bout some guy who gave her a bouquet of 12 blue roses n a PSP as v-day gift. i'm lyk stunned larr. e guy isnt even her bf n he's juz waitin for her only. i'm lyk soooo amazed by how low tis guy's IQ is. n my student was tellin me tt even if she was to forget her ex-bf, she wldnt even consider tis one. hahs. but nvm. i tink gals shld learn to b stronger than guys.

thr's tis new colleague in e HR dept. i toked to her durin lunch today n realised tt she's nt really an ez-goin person lyk janna. n she's pretty much livin in her own world lar. she kept emphasizin on how much she loved her bf n bout her own life. i dono how janna felt but i was lyk "okkkkk. can u stop tokin for a moment". hhas. nw i hope her bf calls her everyday so tt she doesnt join us durin lunch. i wonder if tis is good or bad for her lolls.

i wan sth for v-day larr. everyday can b a v-day for me as long as we spend time tgt but tt is nt possible cos he's in army while i'm super bz w my work n tuition. haix.. nw i cant even giv him instant sms replies cos my tuition ends exactly at e time he has to sleep. oh n btw. while i was filin e jan invoices tis aftnoon, my mind suddenly drifted towards e meanin of love. hahs. ok tis may sound abit gay but y does love usually blossom btwn a guy n a gal?? if love really mean feelin so much for e other pt n wantin to c him/her everyday, then gd friens can oso b lovers wat. cos i oso hope to c my gd friens everyday n hav fun. similarly, i oso hope to c him everyday n tok lyk anythin. so thr isnt any diff is thr?? aiya.. suann le. mayb i shld brood over more relevant stuff lyk tis sat's trip which i haven even gotten e details. i haven even packed my bag nor exchanged e currencies. i feel so dead larr. so many things r crashin in on me n i really feel lyk havin a good break w a good date. manns.

ms.

2008-02-13T00:26:00.000+08:00

seehui, emo to me means goin to lose ctrl of one's emotions n on e verge of breakin down. so my defn is diff frm tt of cindy. cos emo is a strong word to me. i seldom use tt. hahs. regardin e ms diary, i'll fill u up another day. ms can b alot of things, nt only my name. Lols.

hms. today's quite sian n irritatin. look at e stack of invoices n i really wan to puke. i was rather satisfied when i finished ytd's stack but today's stack came in less than an hr aft i finished e prev one. manns. thr's so many reminders tt i wana faint lerh. plus. our electricity bills actually hit 1 million. hahs. can u believe it. my colleage was makin a big fuss out of it. haix. my eyes r bulgin soonnnn. gonna drink more coffee tml =P

hmms. how i wish i can hav 10 more hrs each day. haix. really lack time. =(

~minsi~

2008-02-12T13:17:00.000+08:00

I cant help it but to blog when i see ms's post. Yea, indeed i feel the same thing yesterday. A tinge of disappointment. And same here, I am hiding it. Although we may be one big grp--"AMZ" but still there are cliques within it. At closer scrutiny, actually we can't help it cos we are from MTVNy JC and so naturally we have diff common topics. chan and sarah are frm the same class so they usually tok. Cindy and Kon are frm ny so another clique and most of the time they are walking at the back. As for for the rest probably no clique? haha. And, ms i tot u most of the time got a lot to talk? I think that ur talking skill is the best in the grp. haha

Think of the present..i cant share w u all abt working life. Think of the future.. i cant share w u all abt uni life. Think of the future future..i cant talk to u all when u all step into the real working world. which is equal to sian siAN SAIN. But, I will just listen even i got ntg to say. haix.. like sarah say yao kan de kai...

Can someone tell me what is the dfn of emo? Is it being over emotional or it is that there is too little emotion till the point where it becomes cold? ms, wad is the difference btw MS diary and minsi diary? rofl..

seehui

2008-02-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

hhas. juz came back home frm cindy's bday celeb. time seems to fly wheneva friens gather tgt. haix. tml onwards, life's gonna b sian n hopeless to me all ovr again. nth to look forward to n nth to wish for. haix haix. hav decided to blog here cos i wanted a feel of bein involved in e world's affairs. alrite. i'm exaggeratin again. hahs. anw. i haven been updatn my MS Diary. nt minsi diary btw.

hmms. today's kind of a disappointment to me. cindy commented tt i looked emo durin e dinner. hahs. actually my 1st thought was, "i emo meh??" cos i wasnt feelin emo exactly. okk. mayb one cant feel emo. emo isnt a feelin. ok wadeva. but anw. i'm really okk juz tt too many things r runnin thru my mind at tt point of time. plus, i'm weak at facial expressions. hahs. so i tend to distort my face at e wrong time. hmms. anw. i tot i was more straightforward in e past compared to now. i noe tt when e entire gp hangs out tgt, some may feel kind of left out owin to lack of common topics. i'm tryin hard to engage everyone in some common topic but it's kind of difficult. n sometimes, ppl don understand n e result is things get worse. or mayb it is me w e prob. mayb no one really bothers bout it afterall. oh wells. ah. DISAPPOINTMENT. i dono whether i hid it well juz nw. but i really feel disappointed at how vulnerable alot of things can b sometimes. r materials really more impt than sth tt can nv b measured? if today's celebration wasnt meant for cindy, i'm tokin bout if, then e ppl feelin disappointed wldnt only b me. nah. i don tink i'm pek chek or irritated, i tink i'm juz simply too disappointed. it's nt a matter of difference in characters, but a matter of principles.

sometimes i wish i can stop tinkin for a moment. i'm scared tt i will become a deep person though i noe it's quite imposs to happen. alot of ppl may appear blur or innocent on e outlook, but on a closer look, nah u've been cheated. yea, e more plain u r, e more unpredictable n complicated u may b. sorry tt i cant stand tis kind of character. i noe tt ppl hav diff character n their flaws, juz lyk i hav my own, but juz lyk wat a frien of mine once said, "i try to do e best for my friens". n i believe she really tried her best. tt's friendship, for real n for life.

minsi

p.s mayb some things r better when they r left unspoken. mayb.

2008-02-05T17:07:00.000+08:00

http://youtube.com/watch?v=AqbWu8rXW8c&feature=related

If u have watched channel 8 news yesterday, u shld have seen how the maid abuse the baby. It is so cruel. The baby is only 2mth plus old and yet an adult can treat him/her inhumanely. So i think i wont dare to employ a maid. Not only is there maids abusing baby, there's also maids who perform rituals in the toilet so that her employer will obey her. Also, there are maids who pour her urine into the family's drinking water or sometimes they use pads. They are just so gross! eek..

I was watching CJ7 part A just now. quite nice, I am now gg to watch kinship 2. haha.. Time flies and tml is CNY's eve. I cant wait to eat the cheese hotdog on the CNY day itself=p

ms, hope u get well SOON!

seehui,amz3

2008-02-05T10:26:00.000+08:00

e recent posts r all bout quizzes n results!! hahs. so funny worx.looks lyk i'm quite free today lehh. can still blogg nw. hmms. actually i took leave today lar. wan to die lerh. sick lyk anythin. my fever comes n goes so i feel hot n cold all of a sudden. so irritatin lor. dono to wear jacket anot. haix. anw. i'm oso coughin badly so i'm afraid my germs will spread to all those near me. hope i can recover today lehh!! otherwise i'll nt b able to enjoy e new yr goodies or meet anyone. huh. my mum said i'm nt to go anywhr in my sick state. =(

lookin forward to cya peeps!!

minsi

2008-02-03T19:12:00.000+08:00

Wahaha. I went to did chan mali's quiz. One of the sections of the results is so funny loh.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
(haha=) mayb i m quite efficient but like elaine, i m not very str. forward at times)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.
(haha)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
(Wahaha=) super funny hor!!! laugh until my stomach pain )

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
(tis one is super true)

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
(Tis is true. I think i m getting more practical nowadays)

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
(not really lar. I try but not so scare of failure cos life has its ups and downs)

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
(sometimes it's true)

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
(haha, tis one is quite true as i often play e role of a listening ear)

Sarah

2008-01-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

How well do you get along with others?
Here is the analysis:You can make friends with anyone and are always interested in what people have to say, but you can also spend time alone quite happily and without getting bored. You don't overreact to things around you, and people consider you to be a bit of a cool cucumber.

The five-question personality test
Here is the analysis:
1. Your ideal mate has a good figure.
2. You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
3. Success or failure, that's no big deal. You don't care. That's your attitudes towards success.
4. You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations.
5. You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

i decided to add on to the mess. dunno how true the results for these 2 quizzes are. and i think no. 1 of the 2nd quiz is funny. haha

hui chan

2008-01-31T13:02:00.000+08:00

http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv

Here is the result fort the personality disorder test:
Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Low
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Moderate
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Low
Wah..luckily everything low except avoidant...hee

http://www.gotoquiz.com/what_mental_disorder_do_you_have

Here is the result for what mental disorder do you hav?:

What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) You have a very hard time focusing, and you find it difficult to stay on task without your mind wandering. You probably zone in and out of conversations and tend to miss out on directions because you cannot focus
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
Manic Depressive
Paranoia
GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
What mental disorder do you have?

haha..attention deficit disorder...perhap lol

2008-01-31T12:28:00.000+08:00

Eh..how cum u 2 blog in the same post? U 2 meet up yesterday huh? Hey, ms..i think that the last photo is nice..good job!! the chopstick box u refering to is it the calendar one with the chopstick family inside?hahax

Here is the analysis:

You'll drop everything to be with the partner of your dreams, and you'll give their sentimental presents rather than expensive ones. Nevertheless, your spontaneous nature does have a limit, and when the romance is over, you'll head back to work to pick up the pieces. (Wah, will i go to the extent to drop everything for the other half? lol.. I think this is super power la..once the romance is over, i "can" pick up myself and go to work like nobody business? cool)

Here's another quiz!

See+Hui took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test!

"Seeks success, stimulation, and a life full of exp..."

Click here to read the rest of the results.

2008-01-30T21:21:00.000+08:00

oh hang on. tis is another interestin one. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test93.aspx

tis is mine.

If your house was on fire, you would risk your life to dash back in to collect your bank book and tax papers rather than a photo album or the first love letter your sweetheart ever wrote you. At least you would feel remorseful afterwards. You sometimes feel torn between your work and your love life, but when it comes to the crunch, your work is more important.

hahs!! i tot it was v.funny. lolss. XD

minsi

2008-01-30T21:14:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. (that's pretty true but i dun think i am a super straightforward person bah)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (i realise my taste changes everytime! but personally, i think the first impression really makes a great difference to me)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. (Yup...that's what i think so too! relationships shld be treated very seriously, most of all just follow what ur heart tells u to!)

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. (hmm, maybe the best way to end any relationship is to be honest with ur the other half so that both of us dun end up suffering in a relationship that is long-gone!=] )

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. (hahax, true! i wanna learn until i become brain-dead! =X)

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success. (that's quite true too! haix...i just have problems deciding my future career path...agrr)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (not very reliable wor...i believe in doing my best for everything so that's no need to worry too much if i fail!=] )

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. (TRUE! but the anger part not very true coz i will just get very emo...)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. (quite true too! hahax...some stuff really requires to be rational and not emotional)

elaine! =D

2008-01-30T20:26:00.000+08:00

n here's mine. =D

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. Really mehh. then y i alwaz get dao-ed by ppl huhh.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. ya i lyk smart, serious n determined guys. i agree tt looks arent impt but thr's still a certain standard to b met lar huh.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. hmms. nt really lar. i don mind datin a stranger as long as he's nt some terrorist or sicko.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. plenty of dates? r u sure?? i'm alrdy tinkin of goin for matchmakin plssss.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. WAH. tis is damn true can. i oso wan to earn as much as i can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. practical. not realistic okk. i agree w e 2nd line. =)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. quite true sia... hmms.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. anger?? ok.. mayb bahx. i'm nt really sure myself. =X

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. it seems tt i alwaz regret when i follow my heart. oh wells.

nt sure true anot lehh. mayb 80% accurate bahx. but i tink e qns r abit irrelevant larr. =/ nvrtheless, i'm so touched when i c HC's post. hahs!!

my 1st, 2nd n 3rd attempts usin adobe respectively. e 1st one is kiddish i noe. hahs!!

minsi.

2008-01-30T13:12:00.000+08:00

Yoz, feel like watching L changes the world., gong fu guan lan and CJ07...

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. (true...)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (1st sentence true..the sec one i dont know..haha)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. (of course)

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. (lol..)

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own. (no,not v. true)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (haha..quite true)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Wah..many are similar to hc...ys, what abt urs?=p

2008-01-28T20:04:00.000+08:00

i'm sick and stuck at home today. slept too much in the afternoon and feeling rather bored now. so i decided to kop a personality test from my friend's blog.

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. (I agree abt the straightforward part)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. (Haha! the may not like to study part is very true)

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (very true...)

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. (somewhat true...)

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. (erm.......)

quite accurate for a 9-question quiz though.

hui chan

2008-01-16T23:03:00.000+08:00

alrite. b4 tis blog is bombarded by sh's qns... i shall do sth 2 prevent it. hahs. anw kinda tired. i tink tis feelin has nv stopped since last mid yrs exams. lols. oh manns. guess wat. tt tuition rite, e father asked me 2 give 3X a wk for both his daughters. lookin @ e money, i'm really tempted even though i'm dyin of fatigue nw. haix. frankly speakin lar, i tink i'm overloadin myself 4 $$. but my mum's rite in some way tt i shld make use of my youth 2 make money b4 i become old n can no longer move bout. quite true lar. lookin @ my own health i don tink i can survive too long oso. mayb my life span will b abt 60 yrs? haix...

okk. enuff of tt. shall stop tinkin bout birth n death. workload is gettin heavier arr. i'm practically gettin more work than i cld finish. my spacious table seems 2 b gettin smaller each day as stacks of invoices n cheques pile up on it. lucky i can use e space nxt 2 mine. meanin tt i'm usin 2 ppl's seats nw. LOL. kinda glad i switched jobs cos tis job is definitely better than e prev. but @ e same time, i tot tt e prev job was impt 2 me in a way tt it taught me more bout SAP which makes e job nw v.much ezier. =D

alrite. shall sign off here. lookin forward 2 chalet!!

minsi

2008-01-11T22:24:00.000+08:00

Lotta THANKS to cindy,sarah and yanshan for answering my queries! Happy working everyone!! Jiayou too^^

I rmb viewing one of ys's blog posts saying that she still rmb the structure of social studies's SEQ. Impressive! I think that those who have truly learn something well will have the knowledge of it for as long as it can be.Then, these ppl will not simply forget the knowledge they absorbed even after years.. just like ys and my bro! After a few years they still rmb..thumb up! haha..
Well, my friend once said that getting good results and high IQ score does not means that you are smart. Agree. It just shows that you have acquired good study techniques and as well as being diligent. Without being diligent, no matter how smart a person can be, he or she will still fall back at times where diligent plays a role in determining good results. eg. those that require practices..maybe maths=p But, being diligent does not mean that one will get superb results cos time plays a very impt role. With gd study techniques, one can possibly save more time and study smart not just hard!!

Don know what i say is all crap or not?!? Ppl pls tag to comment=D

2008-01-08T17:46:00.000+08:00

Hmm..hq..so you think shadow class is cool..haha, me too, jus by looking at the word "shadow" But the real thing is stil a bit weird.lol.. oh ya,does elimination takes place when (CH)3COH and conc D2SO4 come tgt.another q, what happens when CH3COCl3 and NaOD and D2O react tgt? Well, anybody can tag to ans these 2 q? esp AMZ and ys and eve and whoeva..thx a million..muack!

I was quite sad that i cant make it for the 4S outing as i had to attend a wedding dinner. Really hope that there will be another one coming up soon! I also hope steven will go too cos i want to see his new image!haha=p

sh

2008-01-05T23:55:00.000+08:00

hahs!! kinda happy today cos sihan finally gt wat she wanted. aft hearin bout e MC King's death, i felt tt life is too short 4 regrets so we shld really set out a list of muz-do(s) n try our best 2 fulfil 'em. as such, i'm quite irritated w those who r undecisive cos they alwaz fail 2 make their own stand n keep losin focus on wat they really wanted. worse still, some only noe how 2 give empty promises. so i told sihan 2 ignore 'em n we can proceed w our plans, alone. it's nt lyk clubbin is a big risk rite. @ least thr r 2 guys comin along w us n we can still enjoy as much as we wan.

alrite. enuff of my irritation. yay!! guess wat.. minsi learnt how 2 bake cookies le!!! of cos lar, today's cookies were baked w e help of lame n hc. initially wanted 2 bake 4 someone but decided 2 suan le n juz eat 'em myself. my mum commented tt it's quite nice n sihan agreed 2 bake w me when new yr's approachin. =D whee!!

super excited bout e upcomin weekends!! JAY CONCERT!! CHALET!! CLUBBIN!! hahs. i tink i can go crazy @ any moment. hope e weekdays juz zoom past so i can enjoy weekends asap. CHEERS!!

~minsi~

2008-01-03T16:43:00.000+08:00

Well, it is not i who don't want to be make a firm decision. But, w/o their supports, it seems that i am forcing them to let me stay. I am so pissed off at that person. Just by reading a book you think you seem to know everything and refuse to believe what the professional said. Well, if that is the case then anyone can just cure themselves by reading a book. You are not a god, ok?! So what if u're at a much higher seniority than me? U still shld not impose ur thinking on me. I wont and dont believe in whatever you said. To my utter disappointment, the other person who has a higher seniority than me but lower than Person A also agree completely with person A. Nah, of course la.. Or else he will lose his rice bowl. It is just like rubbing salt on my deep wounds. So I am really at a loss and don't know what to do. I also do not want this to happen, ok? I do not pray to the god everyday and ask Him/ Her to give me an illness. I was withdrawing from reality at that period of time. What do you expect if u cant even watch a 7pm television for a number of days? You cant even follow the the characters' emotion, the story's lines...You cant even play a com game. When you are playing a fighting game, you also cant follow the movements of the character, not to say competing with the oppenent.. What's more when you cant response well to people talking to you. It was a loss of complete concentration with deteriorating memory..A period of anxiety and fear..With stress from external situation, the stress level was up to the max where stress became fear..to the extent that you couldnt even bear to hear the tick-tock sound of the clock that you took down the clock and removed the batteries. With voices in your head all day long, your head is almost bursting with blood which is the same meaning as sitting on the inverter for more than a day. With insufficient funds to go to other places and no support to stay, the future is bleak.

sh

2008-01-01T10:34:00.000+08:00

~woohoo!!~ i love GREEN!! hahas!! e long-awaited 2008 has finally arrived!! may e long-awaited A(s) will oso come soon!! =DD

New Yr Resolution/Wish:

1. Superb results 4 A lvls

2. Gettin a job w gd pay n fun colleagues

3. Become more desirable (TT gang's term.. LOL)

4. Build up closer ties w existin n outside friens

ahh. feelin so drowsy nw. =/ 1st nite @ lame's hse, we slpt @ 4am. 2nd nite @ lame's hse again, i only slpt 4 few hrs @ lame's livin rm. 3rd nite @ my own hse, i cldnt slp cos i was too excited abt mon's packed schedule. 4th nite @ huihui's hse, i was totally sleepless cos we spent our time chattin @ pasir ris seaside till 3 sth in e morn after e countdown @ hui's hse which we missed by 2 secs. btw, pigsy was e only high 1 cos she was literally shoutin n dancin although hui's parents were slpin. she even made us sing auld lang sye which was really funny dao.... anw, she's quite pissed tt she missed e countdown 2 yrs in a row. XDD. ehhs. then we started tokin bout relationships @ e seaside. so cool ar!! pigsy said she don mind havin a bf w a bald head. i was lyk HAHA!! pigsy is really a happy nut manns. whoeva feels down bein w her is really a toot. =D finally when we went back 2 slp @ hui's hse, me n sihan were literally tremblin cos e wind was too strong. n it's lyk all 6 of us were "scattered" all over her livin rm. bet her parents wld b shocked @ e sight of "dead bodies" lyin arnd. LOLs. but anw. me n sihan were cold + hungry + tired so we left @ arnd 6 plus in e morn. all in all, it was a super fun experience. plus, e chocs frm japan were really zan!! fattenin as well... aww.

alrite. feel so hopeful suddenly. mayb 2008 will really b a great n fun-filled yr w lotsa surprises n happiness. ya. i muz start 2 tink tis way. lets pray 2 get e best in wateva we do.

special thnks 2 hc n lame 4 helpin me in many ways. love u guys loads =))

~MiNsI~

2007-12-22T10:56:00.000+08:00

wahaha=) bought my first phone, same as yan shan de.the sandy beige one. see hui, hao jie shao, sony erisson phone not bad leh. haha. very fun loh. Tis morning, i was busy making tang yuan cos today is dong zhi, so i shaped the tang yuan of my teddy bear. haha=) anyway, i think min si muz b thinking of ways to "kill" mi le cos i not so enthus abt gg pple's house to stay. haha=)

Merry Christmas!
Sarah
AMZ 4ever 1

2007-12-20T10:13:00.000+08:00

wow, watched a new mv just now...fei lun hai and SHE de xin huo..Not bad..There is 1 part which is v.funny. There are 3 pairs dancing tgt and guess who is let out?yan yalun..bet eve will be v.angry when she sees this..

Think ms n i will be gg to c k later..gonna c his botak head and listen to his complaints..hai, no wonder my bro is so happy getting out of army b4 Chinese new year..lol.. Anybody keen to go karaoke with ms n i? Contact us asap wor..

Cant wait to c u all on sat again!=p haha... we can c c c c one another until sun..i think sun..i gonna visit sarah again..sarah ah, u must cum down since u nv go overnite at ms's hse...

amz three^^

2007-12-16T00:00:00.000+08:00

~haha!!~ seems lyk our tagboard is goin 2 b e way of communication btwn sh n yanshan, though i don really understand wat they r sayin. ~manns!!~ i tink i'm really gettin more backward nowadays. =X

2day went 2 bugis w pAMZ. hahas. actually hor, i realised tt we dint do much lehh. e most vivid memory is tt we kept eatin. i spent lyk 10 bucks on food cann. abit guilty when i tink of it. n i had nt finished those tt i bought even nw. ~haix!!~ v.tired lehh.. actually i tot tt mug was pretty cute de. but then i really felt v.broke so i decided 2 give it up. otherwise i wld buy e 1 w "thoughts 4 2day". so cute lor!! =D ehhs. can we go 4 another K session soon. so sianns. i really nid some wonderful activities on weekends so i can muster my courage 2 go 4 work on weekdays. really cannot tahan lerh larr. SO DAMN SIANN N TIRIN!!

*yawns* juz finished bloggin 1 post n here i m, a 2nd 1. mayb i'll juz stick 2 tis principle. blog abt amz stuffs here. hahs. @ least it's more relevant.

no mercy!! u still owe my "the little prince". n ya, ppl. details 4 all e overnite stuffs. pls take note:

1. comin weekend--minsi hse

(lame is goin out on sat. hq works frm morn 2 noon while sh works frm noon 2 nite. so any suggestions wat we can do on sat?? i'm tinkin of mahjong since after minusin off those who r nt available, thr will b roughly 4 of us left.)

2. nxt weekend--lame's hse

(we r tinkin of holdin a K session on sat cos we cant possibly spend e whole day @ lame's place. as 4 dinner, i rmb sh plannin some "cook-ur-own-dinner" durin our A levels which i DELETED BY ACCIDENT. so do u guys wan tt on sat/fri nite?? erm. i wld suggest sat nite cos most of us r workin on fri n i don tink we hav e time n energy 2 buy n cook. mayb some1 can bring some shows so tt we can watch on fri nite. hmms. do we hav our fri dinner @ our individual homes or outside??)

okk. peeps. gimme ur suggestions SOON!! most ideal is via blog/ sms. hmms. if nt then we'll juz go ahead w e above 1st. or mayb we can make some changes along e way. =D (don say i nv help 2 plan le ar) oya. how bout e tAMZ ppl. any takers??

minsi =DD

2007-12-12T18:46:00.000+08:00

Yay! I finally watched finished Romatic Princess.
ms ah..it is bugis la..who told u is city hall de? u super sotong lei.. We are gg to accompany confused to buy bags wor..Then u hor, why don wan to help hc n i to tell the rest abt the outing that time ah? Anyway, we are gg to meet on sat! wohoo... finally..for the second time only wor.
Hmm..i m gg to meet hc tml for job hunting. We are gg to recruit express in the East (Tampines). Then, kz travel for that cust service job. Then the tele officer job interview or the sales job.. Guess only hc is willing to pao tou lu mian with me..haha..gonna go out soon!

Amz 3

2007-12-10T22:46:00.001+08:00

~woohoo!!~ 2 wks of work passed jux lyk tt!! oh so great!! i wonder when my pay will b arrivin.. e feelin of earnin my own livin sounds so noble n WONDERFUL!! haha!! life's great nw, all e more since lame's back. i've dyed my whole head red n i really love tt color manns. tis is e kind of hair tt i really wanted thru-out e 18 yrs of my life. ~yay!!~

other than e times when i felt lousy ovr my lack of capability, i simply love goin 2 work cos it makes my time worthwhile. most imptly, i really love tokin 2 some of e ppl thr. haha!! thr's tis guy who can really click w me lo. most imptly, we gt e same likins n taste!! ~whee!!~ rmb tt i said tt i wanted e green model 4 my current hp?? he said e same thing!! HAHA!! oya. e things tt he said r oso rather similar 2 mine. =DD

ok!! i shall go back 2 my korean drama. felt lyk bloggin here cos i saw hc n hq's posts which really inspired me 2 continue bloggin here. haha!!

sh, can we meet earlier 4 sat?? nt bugis mehh. y izit city hall?? ehh can some1 clarify my doubts?? =X

MiNsI =DD

2007-12-10T21:43:00.000+08:00

ahh! started work today. and i miss sch all of a sudden. working actually makes me appreciate sch better. haha! wat an irony considering how much i used to hate gg 2 sch. slacked a lot in the morning but i prefer a busier job so that time can pass faster! got so much time but nobody to talk to also (or mayb it's bcos i'm antisocial). sian.

ok i shall stop whining bout my new job. anw, the shanghai trip was quite enjoyable. the scenery there is really breathtaking. but the sales ppl there are really scary. cant upload the pics cos it's stuck somewhere in my sis' laptop. i'll upload next time.

looking forward to the wkend!!!

a.m.z 5

2007-12-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

Hey~
Little miss confused here.
i didnt touch my blog for ages and its getting rusty
so tis blog's like so honoured tt i'm actually blogging here =P
In response to sh's call, since laine's away n ms busy i guess..

I've started my job on monday and it was damn busy..
I knew 5 other temporary staff like me on the first day and we became instant friends.
got along quite well actually and had been having lunch together since!
the only timeslot i looked forward to during work actually~
So i took my first step to the working world
to learn the difference between fairytales and reality.
But it came to me
too sudden too fast.
My friend whom i only knew for 2 days,
whom had been teaching me for my first 2 days, was terminated.
Who would ve tot such?
Though we've met for only 2 days,
I cried.
Am I too stupid or weak for the truth that reality bites?
My lunch kakis are laughing at me for being so pure..
But i seriously cannot help it.
It didnt even cross my mind.
A tribute to a departed friend -
the least i could do is to heed your advice.
Im so sorry.

The first at work i was asked to do ot.
I cannot reject.
The second day I was asked to open counter.
O.0 open counter.
And interact with customers.
I had to call their number, approve their papers, find their visa and issue to them.
Im just a kid.
But i did aw, it was scary though..
Customers there are regulars and know the place better than i do.
Many asked if i was the new gal there,
I said ya and asked if i was that obvious..
They said normally the malay ladies are a bit fierce but im alright and have got customer service..! wahaha... actually i was freaking out on the inside..

Third day.. i got i'll nvr see my friend again.
I went to work - gloomy. Lost in thought of a lost friend.
Yet, I saw.
A second chance given!
Back to the original position.. and pending for further arrangements.
You couldnt have guessed how happy I was.
Suddenly my day brighten and becames lotsa happier.
My department wasnt many ppl I can talk to
and i dun wan to lose a friend whom i can laugh wif.
I cried subconsciously cos it feels like another tj days.
I desperately nid laughter.
A stupid laugh.
But happy days dont last long.
The nt day, he was really terminated.
Im so sorry, really.
I'll remembered watever you've said and heed your advice.
Believe me.
I'll stay away.

Fourth day, a new guy came.
He looked like a complete stranger to me
and yet he asked me if i was in tj.
I said ya and omg..
He was from tj too.. 10/06.
I knew no one from the class and wonder how he recognise me..
Have I already start forgetting people from the dark memory?
Maybe, I already start erasing people whom hurt me from my memory..
Still, at least, someone to talk rubbish and chit chat during ot...

Today.
A saturday.
I still have to work for half day till one.
I was so happy for one and a half day break and i treat myself meltz.
I walked past comics connection... again.
My heart was itching to buy a ouran comic book but
my brain was seriously debating wif my heart that it was very ex.
My heart won by telling my brain at most work an extra hour during ot to pay for my comic.
And by a twist of fate, all chuangyi books are on 20% discount!
wahaha... discounts rocks!
I cannot wait for the nt episode..
I've bought a huge ouran poster calander for 2008 wif my cousin..
Oh man.. im way seriously getting addicted..
Nvm..
But a new comic book!! wahaha
I've been suppressing myself for so long..
Time to unleash.

I wanted to enjoy my break.
Happily.
But i saw the book which a compo on me was written and published.
Written by my grandpa, on me.
Every sat, i walked over the market to my grandma hse.
Normally, i'll chat more wif my grandma.
Arrange activities and always trying hard to find ways for cousins to have fun together there.
Trying to bring everyone together.
Overnight stays, outings, chalets, overseas trips...
Always trying sth new..
And forgetting that my grandpa was always around..
observing me,.. seeing his grandchildren.
His compo.. how true.
Every word.. it spoke of exactly the way i feel..
I was stunned.
Maybe my granddad knew me better than my whole family added together.
My whole horrible past.
How exact.
Den i realised, an author had to be observant for his stories..
yeah.. when i tot i could keep my blood and tears to myself..
when i thought no one will ever know..
when i thought no one will ever see through me..
when i thought burried deep in my heart's enough..
when i try so hard to smile..
why then,.. make me cry?
Well, my life's truly tis way.. i had to accept..

You've gained my respect.
Like pisces, whom see it all and know it all,
but not nesscessarily tell it all..
I really miss the past.

Nites,
miss confused-not-emo

2007-12-07T18:11:00.000+08:00

Hi, anyone (esp ELANIE and YAN SHAN) wanna accompany me to go for an interview next Mon to be a tele-officer? to ys and lame, pls reply me via sms when u see this post..
Here are the details:
Nearest Mrt station: Tiong Bahru
Address: 123B Telok Ayer Street (a 5 to 7 min walk)
Salary: $6 per hour
Flexible working hour: min 3 hrs per day, min 3 days out of 5 weekdays
If you are good, they will increase ur pay.
For more info, call the company's person-in-charge--92360920!!
Anyone,other than lame n ys, who are interested sms mi too..haha..cya^^

Amz outing(including temp amz):
Next sat,15/12/07. 1pm, meet at city hall platform. can or cannot?!?! sms me!! thanks=p

sEE hUI
[[AMZ three]]

2007-11-28T00:46:00.000+08:00

I've decided to blog again since i cant sleep..lol.. To be frank, I am still thinking of the interview even though i am not nervous. This is the 1st time i am gg for an interview on my own. I guess i will only be nervous when i am in the MRT dan qiang pi ma to go ther and fight. Will temp market surveyor awaits me? If not the promoter job u will 4 mi ba. I am also wondering what deoes a temp market surveyor does. except conducting survey regarding the market. That's all? Cant be that 4 9 bucks per hr?
heya gals! do u know what is my bro doing rite now? He is actually marking his P5 eng vocab ass. oh man, he completed in 2 daes! Sorry, i cant help it but blog this cos to me it is v. shen qi. super fast.. Hai, if he can be that hardworking during exam then it will be gd..but doing it now on his own for nxt yr's preparation also sounds fantastic. seems like a genius.lol..too exaggerative..
Oh ya, connie, gonna meet u on 3rd of dec if possi. depend if i am working or not..haha..anyway, what time does that thg starts? do u hav any idea?

amz rox 4 life!
AMZ 3

2007-11-28T00:25:00.001+08:00

Heya! I'm back!
MS!! How can you say that u cant believe i'm the first to blog? oh man, i'm not bad hor..don u agree? Well, i shall hear frm u how fun ur job is when i see u.. i will open my ears big enuff to hear what u say.. gd enuff? jaiyou ba.. aniwae, y did u hav the same feeling as schooling when u r working? must be tough.. oh ya, make-up always enhances look if one use it correctly! What's more media can turn an ugly duckling to a swan! Enhance ur look? It takes less than a day. Enhance your character? It takes years.

Next, sarah and hq can the 2 of u pls blog stg 4 lame n hc to see when they cum back! Then hc after u r read this post, blog hor..I think u r one of the worst in terms of no of posts in AMZ's blog.. jkjk..haha=p
Hai, I wonder what're the 2 of u doing out of singapore? I am also wondering how's K enjoying himself at the bbq..eve, u found any job?

I will be having an interview tml at 11am at sing post. Well, wish mi luck. Hmm, if i gonna lose this tree, i still have the rest of the forest..haha..cos i have another job offer by staffinder which is a promoter! again!!this pay is lower.. 7 dollar per hr sumore must pao tou lu mian..but who's care..only a mth ba le..dong a job may be fun if u really enjoy..when will u eva enjoy?WHEN!?

With lotta love,
AMZ 3: sEE hUI

2007-11-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

heyhey!! ytd was plain tired so didnt really blog on my 1st day of work haha. tt's cos i rushed all e way 2 taka after my work 2 look 4 my mum. wow. i realise tt my mum looks ravishin when she puts on make-up. hehs. hey i'm nt tryin 2 boast or sth but it's true okk!!! nxt time i'll show u all e pics tt she took. haha!!! i wished i had her looks mann. LOLS.

ok lar. ytd morn was a disaster 4 me. shant exp further. but nvrtheless i tink e ppl thr r quite nice bahx. n e youngest person workin thr was a guy still studyin uni. he's 22. so i guess it'd b much ezier 4 me 2 relate 2 him when i nid help bahx.

haix. siann larr. it's nt tt my job is borin or wat, lyk wat seehui n kenneth r criticisin, but man, workin itself is a chore can. juz lyk goin 2 sch.but anw my aunt said tt it is a big company. nt sure if i can divulge anythin but yea, mayb it's a gd thin tt i can learn 2 handle such a system cos my aunt said only big companies can afford tt. ah. so lehh. nw i'm so worried tt i learn too slowly n get chucked away by e company. how?!?! b4 A's i'm scared of doin badly 4 exams. nw, i'm scared of gettin fired. HAIX. i tink i shld hide in my shell n b a coward mannn.

alrite. i don wan 2 blog further le. cya guys. n 2 all those workin out thr, JIAYOU!!!

minsi

2007-11-24T16:07:00.000+08:00

i'm surprised tt sh wld b e 1st blogger.

but anw, A's O-V-E-R!!!.
hah.if each second can b exchanged 4 money, then we'll all b millionaires!!
hah!! okk. hmms. how's tis skin ar...
i hope it looks ok 2 all of u cos personally, i tink it's quite nice larr.
if u all don wan tis skin then i'll use it 4 my own. haha!!

hmms. gonna start work on mon.
cant help feelin anxious n worried.
i went 2 tt place but i cant c e entrance.
i don care lo. i'm juz goin 2 call tt person-in-charge 2 fetch me. argh.
anw, i'm goin 2 miss my fav 4.30 show le larr.
even if i gt wings, i wldnt b in time 2 watch e show cos both my show n job end @ 5.30. boooo.

mayb it's cos i've nt been bloggin 4 a mth, i dono wat else 2 say.
okk lar. don care le. cya peeps.

ms

2007-11-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

Yeah! Finally can blog le! You see i so guai trying to make the blog alive again.So elaine are you happy? Well, I shall stop prasing myself in case you all puke. haha.

Hmm, the outing on 22nd is so fun and memorable. I think we shld go k again at the same place. The price there is a real good deal. We celebrate hc's birthday on that day..bet hc was touched to the core. haha.. In addition, the temasek cheer and claps that we did during the k sessions were once again so touching. Not to forget the lyric of Zhou Hua Jian's song " peng you yi sheng yi qi zhou" I wish we can walk tgt even after we retired. I also hope that one of us can own the karaoke set and we can sing until we go crazy. Yea! Hua Qian! You must jiayou. When's your nxt check up? We accompany u ok?

Hc and lame are leaving for holi tml. I am so envy of u 2. Bonn voyage for your trips!! Do take more pics and show us=p But at the same time, Sarah and I must be proud of ourselves for staying within the boundary of our beloved Singapore for at least 10 years. Come on, Singapore rocks! Temasekss rox even more!! But, AMZ will alwaz be NUMBER ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, wish me luck on 30th!
That's all! Hope to see you all again and again. MS jiayou for ur jobs=)

2007-03-08T21:27:00.000+08:00

2007-02-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

happy bdae huaqian aka amz 2...hope ur 2007 is a year filled with happiness and love! we love u!

2007-02-13T21:30:00.000+08:00

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2007-02-10T12:36:00.000+08:00

HI!!! how's everybody doin so far? personally, i felt quite relaxed if nt fer the econs test coz it has been a smooth-going week fer me... haha=) at least it's nt that stressful compared to the past few weeks...just hope these good times can last longer...=x

ok, tt aside...i am really excited about friendship day or v day, coz i m gonna surprise all of u lo....yay! but i am still cracking my head over wat to gif u gals...but just wait fer my surprise kaes? hee=x quite enthu about the newspaper and old clothes collection tmr coz at least we nid nt attend sch on mon!!! hohoho~~~

and 1 last thing is i nid to plan our amz reunion dinner or lunch...just hope everybody is able to make it like fer the bbq last yr...coz it has been quite sometime since we last met up rite? and i bet we can make full use of this gathering to 'catch up' with one another...=) so i really really really hope we can all attend ya? details of the dinner will be posted by next week....so check e blog fer details kaes? thx!

love all of u!!! muackz =D
elaine<3

2007-02-05T16:17:00.000+08:00

yepsss. no more tests nw!!! great man. but results sure jialat. haix. every test i alwaz sit @ e corner lo.. so tt i don feel any pressure when others flipped their papers sia. pathetic lehh. alrite. shall stop complainin. laine, tis wed is ur last test?? lets meet up soon ><

er..... erm.... so sian gt pe larr. sick. today cheated abit. supposedly 4 rounds but i ran only 3.. siann larr. siannnnnn.

life's pretty interestin nw eh?? hmms. sth i wld say "weird" happened last sat?? haha. well. stilll an exp of a lifetime. oh well tt's too exaggeratin larr.

sth worth tinkin bout. ok i shant ask it as a qn. it has been taught, be it in sch or even @ home (sometimes) tt ppl shldnt despise each other in terms of academic diff, or rather we shld nt ostracize anyone bcos of e sch they're frm. ok. but realistically, we often associate students frm ite 2 thugs. but thr've been cases whr law breakers come frm top schs too. even if we do accept ppl frm ite, then i'm sure thr wld b few who wld fear e opinions of others rite. HAIX. tis is a fact tt many of us refuse 2 face. but it's still the truth. so sad.

alrite. nvm.

ms

aiya.

2007-02-03T20:42:00.000+08:00

argh. hate math. so siann. chem + math = waste pen ink. =X aiya. my probability sucks larr. e prob tt i'll solve e qn is 2/5 lo. so jialat. =((

hmms. i love my dad

hahas. tt was so random. ok larr. i love my mum ><

-_-''

suddenly felt myself so blessed. hope it's nt too late. =))

shall go prepare 4 my chem test. hope it's nt too late too. 3 topics seh. erm shld b ok i hope. I HOPE.

>>whr'd u go. i've missed u so. since lyk it's been 4va since u've been gone....<<

haha. dono y i lyk 2 insert tis kind of sentimental stuff so randomly. ok me goin siao soon.

y no 2 liddat.... huh y lar... haix. so disappointed. ok lar mayb nt so. but still disappointed. so siann. siannnn. U NOE WATS SIANNN?!?! fine.

minsi

2007-02-02T23:25:00.000+08:00

whee. finally can blog sia. after waitin 4 more than an hr. zzzz.

ahh. loads of stuff. shall keep it short sweet n sharp (sth which is UNTRUE). wadeva.

thr's jts today. sooo funn. 2 seniors of cos lar since we ate lyk as if thr was no tml. each of us ate 1 main course plus 1 cake. haha. siao larr. e juniors juz sat thr eatin 1 slice of cake. pathetic. felt bit guilty but it didnt last 4 more than 5 secs. omg, m i bein sarca?? *sry* well though my clique gt splitted into 2 larr. but its great still. though no.2 nv came (NEVER COME!!!!!), i still felt pretty alrite (yea rite). my friens kept sayin i'm disappointed, made me damnn paiseh. PAISEH CAN. been a long time since i last felt tt. mayb i've become more thick-skinned?? haha. anw. main pt is tt i realise my eyes tia stamp lar. ok larr. other than slightly taller than me, he looks decent n honest mah. how come e truth is tt he's horny?? wwah i really cant imagine leh. zzz. ok lo. ya... mayb juz nvm lar or wadeva... ya so, aiya, still cant help askin Y LYK TT?!?!?!

ok fine. V day comin worzzz. *wheee*. ok lo. still don understand y i'm so excited bout it though tt day doesnt really matter me @ all. ya y ar... anw. ppl. u'll get a surprise then. if nth goes wrong. hopefully. *prays*. vday mah. so i'm plannin 2 bake cookies 4 some friens. of cos 2 ensure consumers don go 2 e loo after eatin tt, i'll let my mum do most of it. its nt tt i don wan 2 bake but juz 2 ensure consumers' safety. yepp. ehh. self-production leads 2 low production cost, hence higher profits. =)) 100% satisfaction guaranteed!!!!

laine don stress urself too much k. although tis is gonna b a stressful yr, but we can still change tt fact. slp more. sometimes i feel tt life is juz amazin. u noe, way too amazin. its lyk everythin is planned out. wat bout fate wat bout destiny. e way u wan 2 ctrl ur fate is pre-planned. jus let it b then.

aiya wateva. ok so it turns out i didnt hav much 2 say oso. it all revolves around no 2!!! heh. ok lar. i muz nt let myself b as crazy as my friens. zzz

nites ppl. laine jiayou go go!!!

minsi

2007-01-26T16:43:00.000+08:00

=X realised sth worryin. i tend 2 shoot my mouth off too easily. today simin left her bio tb @ e canteen. so she asked charles 4 allowance 2 go canteen. then i kind of told him i'm pei-ing her. he said, "sch gt ghosts meh". =/ FINE. so i juz said ok. then he said bye 2 simin so loudly as if she's deaf. zzz. then he told me tt thr's no point 4 me in goin down. then i juz rebutted, "tt's y i said ok". then he's lyk sayin, "u shldnt even hav suggested it". OI WTH LAR. tis is my mouth cann. plus thr's freedom of speech. irritatin freak.

hate it. i hate it when tchers said unnecessary stuff tt's meant 2 b BUT NOT FUNNY. no wonder my friens called him charles. ya lar. thr's still alot of names tt we gave 2 other tchers. darn funny. well. so much hw n tests tt i wana go crazy liao. =X n 2day's kinda bz sia. kenneth asked me 2 stay back with him till 3.40pm when i finish lessons @ 2.30pm. then my mum called me n said tt my aunt came all e way frm clementi 2 ask me help her with her hp. then my friens goin out 4 lunch after sch. n i kinda promised kenneth ytd nite. so it doesnt sound rite if i cancel it last min. but i oso promised my aunt e other time though i didnt say today. aiya. so ended up i pangseh kenneth liao. v.v.v sorry.

fahrenheit's here today!!! so happy though i can only c 'em on mon. wah sounds lyk they r my friens sia. heh. anw. its v.sweet of my angel 2 give me e feb issue for teens which has fahrenheit as cover. haha. i cldnt stop smilin tis morn. No.2!!!!! haah. guy frm my jr class. its so pathetic tt we hav 2 resort 2 jr guys since our batch, or rather those we noe cmi. ok larr. mayb only me=P. no 2 is nt shuai or cute or lyk wat my friens go 4 sia. but no 2 has a decent look, lyk abit tu tu but still preserves his own looks. aiya. dono how 2 exp. juz rite 4 my likin *oops* but perhaps bit too short larr. HAIX. no one's perfect anw. haha. okok. enuff of these. then tt day votin 4 face of e yr. i'm lyk shoutin in class lar. cos my frien wana sabo me so i no choice but 2 sabo back. funny lar. totally shi tai. zzzz but its fun. tt day was lyk dreamin in class then e tcher called me suddenly. my frien said i jumped lar n it's pretty obvious. so paiseh cos i started all e "er... er...". okk. luv angel n mortal game cos both my angel n mortal rock. haix. i was still tinkin whether my angel wld b no. 2. zzzz

aiya i tink i'm siao alrdy. v.long nv watch hana kimi. super lag. but well, work is lyk pilin up every min every sec. zzz sh's online. better go. LOL. juz kiddin. =PP

duh. who else will blog.
minsi

2007-01-25T17:33:00.000+08:00

Hey all Amzians, thanx for e cute little tortise that u all gave mi! Gg to bring it to "yun nan" soon so that it can grow some hairs on its head> haha.. Oh.. it's lying on my bed f yest till now. Wen I took it hm yesterday, it was peeking out of the plastic bag. so cuteee!!! she bu de to take it out of the plastic cos scared dirty.. Thanx a lotz for ur wishes and everything !!!

Sarah

2007-01-23T19:26:00.000+08:00

if out of A, B, C, D, i could only have 3 in my life, then i would give up D. w/o A, i wld cry my heart out. w/o B i wldnt hav e courage 2 live anymore. w/o C i wld lose e colors in my life. but w/o D, i realise life can still b beautiful afterall. rite nw, i actually start 2 dvlp a small liking 4 sch life. i wan tis 2 continue. n i hope it'll. thnx 2 whoeva makes it come true. i'll no longer dread tt kind of feelin i had throughout e whole of last yr.

Sarah happy bday!!! JY!!! =))

minsi
>>sh, it's alwaz more sincere 2 give wishes through bloggin, nt taggin ><

2007-01-18T19:17:00.000+08:00

cant help but start 2 tink tt edu in spore has loopholes. but most unfortunately, thr's little tt can b done 2 better e means of educatin today. shall identify 1 such prob. =))

we hav 2 upgrade ourselves constantly bcos e world is dynamic n information gets disseminated just as easily as how we change our clothes. ppl constantly seek new methods 2 replace e old n inefficient ones. thus, edu becomes a means 2 sift out talents n engage them in an all-rounded dvlp, trainin 'em 2 become part of e elite group. it has been suggested tt all e concepts n theories tt famous ppl took yrs, or even a lifetime 2 discover/prove cant b possibly hammered in2 our heads within a few days. when i say "hammer", i wasnt referrin 2 understandin. its in ur brain simply bcos it has 2 b. bcos of time constraints, we r compelled 2 memorise, leadin 2 e risin popularity of e "art" of memorisin as yrs go by. 4 instance, SPA skill A @ our lvl. does einstein take 1 hr 2 come up with his theory? No. we, though nt bein exposed 2 as much science as he did, still hav 2 come up with a outline of expt based on e given reagents n certain criteria. how much can our brain process in 1 min? needless 2 say, our brain switches 2 e memorisin mode automatically n we start 2 throw out wateva we've memorised frm e supposedly model ans given by e sch. tis has defeated its original purpose of groomin innovative minds tt can engage themselves in independant learnin, come up with brilliant ideas n tink of effective solutions 2 problems. instead, it encourages conformity. y do i say tt nth much can b done 2 improve then? well, b4 we r able 2 tink critically, we nid 2 b equipped with relevant skills n basic knowledge. tt, nids time. if we hav chosen 2 learn @ a slow rate, when then, wld we b ready 2 accept e row of challenges awaitin us?

minsi =))

2007-01-12T21:43:00.000+08:00

oh my god. (LOLS). no matter wat i typed, it bounds 2 link 2 Fahrenheit =)). Shakespeare says, "To b or nt to b, tt's a qn". haha. aiya. e whole KO 1 show is funny. n towards e end it gets alittle more dramatic n touchin cos all e friendship n love arise. hmms. rite nw i really tink tt all members r equally gd in their own way. 2 tink tt i actually criticized calvin so much tt time. hmms. dd n xy kinda lyk aq while ys was e 1 hu totally cant stand love. e ironic thing was tt e show ended up with only him bein tgt with e 1 he lyk. haha. its sooo totally rock, esp e part when they both refused 2 leave each other n ws still clung on2 his back tightly even in e face of evil, n i meant literally fightin e demon. 2 tink i cld still finish 3 pieces despite watchin it on a norm sch day =P. aiya. tink i cld juz rattle on non-stop bout tt show... zz... [i luv fahrenheit!!]

hmms. dono whether i shld watch hana kimi. as i'm bloggin nw, i'm oso waitin 4 e show 2 load but its super slow sia. SIAN lo. but tink i'll go read newspapers l8er. ya then i'm facin a crisis nw too =XX. shld i drop econs/bio? haix. after a mental struggle last few days, i've decided 2 drop econs. but i'm so scared i'll regret. no matter wat i drop n even if i don drop, thr's both boons n banes. so i went 2 research on uni ytd aft n had a chat with my relative. well, i juz hope my decision wld b rite n most imptly, i wont regret. aiya, i'm alwaz so scared of regrets n e most ironic thing is tt i seem 2 regret wateva decision i'd made earlier. so sad rite. so muz really tink properly. =S

2day my frien said i looked sad larr. well i felt so cold n tired 2day. n it juz happened tt 2da ended quite late. well 2.30pm is quite early 4 last yr cos latest was around 6. then nw shld feel contented but well, ppl do de chun jing chi, so of cos i wld look forward 2 thurs when i wld end on 12.10pm!!! HAHA. n my enthusiasm simply undergoes "constant deceleration" frm mon 2 fri larr. so today i put lots of chilli in2 my noodles, be it e sauce n e 1 cut in2 pieces. chilli is def. gd 4 generatin heat. cos i felt so "hot" after e meal. lols.

eh faster decide on e dinner/lunch stuff can??best is around 24th Jan =)). hahs. ok larr. shall end off here.

yours sincerely, faithfully, truly,
minsi
p.s: cant rmb e diff btwn e 3 =X

2007-01-08T21:38:00.000+08:00

yoyo. haha. well shall start boldin everytime nw. gd 2 eyes lols. so siann 2day. tot can pon pe but ended up runnin 6 rounds. bleh. well all e best 2 those caught ponnin cos e nxt wk they gonna run 10 rounds man. better go drink redbull sia. lols. anw. e mock nafa i had better passed. otherwise i wld hav 2 stay 4 4 hrs in sch every thurs 2 wait 4 3rd period pe. tt's so sick larr.

"zui gao dian" seems nice leh. COS most of my fav artistes r involved. =))). heh. aiya. watched tt KO1. v.v.funny sia. really laugh dao..... n sth ya, pls don scold me hor, cos i realise calvin oso v.cute. haha. but i don lyk his hairstyle nw. prefer his looks in KO1. aiya.... his "shakespeare says....." sounds so intelligent. n ya, i lyk intelligent guys. =P okok. initially lyk xiao yu (aaron) but then kinda get turned off when he fell 4 a gal whom da dong lyk. aiya wadeva cos i hate tt gal sia. every action of hers is sooo slow larrr. cant stand tis kind of ppl. by e time she finished tokin e world wld hav collapsed lo. she spoilt e show i tink. SO wats e conclusion?? I LOVE FAHRENHEIT. =)) haha. usually i dislike boy bands cos they rather gay larr. but tis is e 1st band tt really caught my attn n i actually lyk all e members sia. GREAT.

ehh. suddenly my hse is lyk overwhelmed with study mood. i actually c my bro doin my work (tuition) voluntarily when i came home frm sch 2day. its either my dad's gonna struck lottery or i'm gonna get straight As 4 all Alevels. muz b e latter. *beams*.

sometimes e saddest thing is tt u don feel sad @ all. how ironic. hmms. tis yr i shant say i'll bia cos everytime i said tt, it doesnt work. juz wish 4 everythin 2 b e best. oh mans. i'm startin 2 feel as if its e end of e world. nvm. better than sian anw. stupid probability qn made me tink 4 2 hrs but still came 2 nth. damn e topic. tonite brain sure fried de larr. =((

minsi

2007-01-07T21:19:00.000+08:00

know its a bit early to say tis kind of tings ya but im really looking forward to tis yr's new yr... too much dreams n promises had been pinned on tis new yr tt i cant wait for it to come.. promises tt my cousins gave r really enticing though.. in an instant my heart juz flew to them hahas... the fun n tings tt we promised.. ahhh... i wan it to be tml.. i dunno lah but tings tt they say r really nice.. last dec my biao ge planned a party n invited everyone to his hse to stay for 3 days 2 nite in jurong but my sis wanna work, my biao mei's in china n another biao di's too young to go so in e end there was 5 of us, which is a lot of kid... but i cant make it on e first day cuz ive class cip on e sec n me going wil mean me waking up @ 5 e nt morn juz to rush back to bedok.. so i missed e first day n reach on e sec.. but i knew on e first day's nite tt they wldnt slp... tts like very very expected... they'll play n play n play laugh n laugh n laugh.. but den they CALLED me on e first day's nite at ONE AM... my whole hse was aslp lah.. i wasnt cos i was looking for colour pencils for e kids nt day.. i picked up e phone immediately for fear of waking my parents up.. they very dumb lor they shld've called my hp.. aw, my first reation was u crazzyy ar??!! den from e other end was ewhole bunch of them, laughing n giggling n my biao ge on e speaker n was e only onr talking... i tot there was some kind of trap to make me say sth or catch in e middle of some lame jokes but there wasnt... he juz plainly asked wat time i'll reach tml n ask me to rmb to come early n tt they'll be waiting there for me.. tt sounds nice.. really nice.. n maybe new yr's e time when everybody n i mean e whole lot of us could really come together n ve fun.. i mean they really did stupid tiings when i wasnt there.. my cousin paid for an eleven dollar ice cream in coins n my biao ge was e one hu helped him paid e money.. den they made so much noise tt e father on e sec floor asked them not to go up again n e mum on e first floor asked them not to go down again... den we bowled, pooled n went to arcade... n played monopoly till 4am cos my biao ge refuse to admit tt i've won him n the whole game like leave only 2 players n dragged on till i lose a bit of money n we r like almost draw... fun huh...

zelcy - wishing to happy new year soon =)

2007-01-05T18:21:00.000+08:00

ah. decided 2 use black otherwise my eyes wld b v.painful. rmb i told u all on tues tt i wld bia my work tt nite rite. haix. i worked thru e econs till lyk 12am larr. then i only finished 1 qn n a few more parts. tt's all lo!!! eyelids r droopin halfway le. then started 2 pack my bag. don wana slp too late cos i scared cant wake up in time e nxt morn since my neighbour who was admitted 2 vjc offers me a ride. then i realised sth horrifyin. my maths tut!!! e instructions printed thr nearly made me faint larr. it wrote "2 b handed in on e 1st wk of sch". then i tot of my maths tcher... 1st day of sch get scolded v.suay de lo. SO i grabbed my pen n rushed thru e tut when i dint even read thru e lect notes. tt day, i slpt @ 1 sth. =((

sth fortunate 4 e cca walkabt, despite only 30% of e J1s r guys, we managed 2 grab a couple of guys 4 GAS. =)). i kept pushin my friens out 2 get ppl while i juz sat n slacked thr. well ya. hah. e best part is tt some of those guys r e type i lyk de. lols. ya so nw i wld hav motivation 2 attend every meetin le. sth bad. received a new chem tut which muz b finished by fri. 1 day left. ok lo. they really win liao. i went home rite after sch 2 do. around 6pm, received tis sms "pls complete ur bio tut by tml n bring 2 lesson". DIAO. i haven even touched it larr. i mean e lect notes + tb. once again i slpt @ 1 sth. zzzzzz

anw. my frien lent me zhong ji yi ban leh. yay. hmm ya quite guilty 2day oso. my frien gave me christmas gift but i told him i nv get anythin 4 him larr. feel quite bad. but i don really hav e habit of givin gifts de. feel so wat. went popeyes with my friens juz nw. aiya. only e "biscuit" was nice. siann.

haix. promised 2 give my bro $16 out of my wage. pls lo after givin him, my mum n dad money, e rest is 2 b deposited in2 e bank larr. i dont even get 2 keep a single cent. then he kept askin me 4 it. when i told him i havent get pay he said he tot i pretended 2 keep quiet n nt give him. WTH LARR. i wldnt hav said i wanted 2 give him shld i nt wan 2 in e 1st place. cant he use his brain 2 tink?!?! or he don hav brains in e 1st place?!?! irritatin can. n ya it seems tt once sch reopens, i'm gettin more n more short tempered le. ytd i kinda raised my voice towards my dad lar. felt quite guilty so i quickly lowered my vol. i mean its lyk i really feel so irritated when ppl tell me bout those useless stuff. 4 eg when i'm rushin my work, obviously i noe its damn late so u don hav 2 say " v. late le. u better b alsp b4 11 pm " tt kind of thing. its lyk forcin me 2 slp larrr. u tink i don wan 2 slp meh. ya. then tt day my frien called me around 11 sth when i was rushin my bio, kinda sry tt i gave him short replies. cos @ tt time was quite pissed off with writin so much plus i had 2 keep my vol down otherwise my dad wld wake up n start questionin me bout e calls n my work yea.

OK. totally exhausted nw. but cant help laughin when i tot of wat my gp tcher said bout my frien. e "carefree" word is a super funny adj can. hmm. actually tis wk quite fun oso larr. nt much lessons plus quite a no. of jokes cracked. did some paiseh stuff oso. hah. jy bahx

minsi -_-zzz

2007-01-01T19:09:00.000+08:00

a brand new yr. a brand new start. ggjy everyone!! =))

haha. ps 4 nt taggin/even online ytd or rather tis morn 0000 hrs. =P. cos my hsehold was aslp le. then i 4gt 2 tell my mum 2 on e comp b4 goin 2 bathe. so end up cant use. but anw. i did stay up 2 12am kaes. well i did a live countdown on my own. haha. but siann larr. 1 person lyk so lame. ok lo. but anw tt sms i sent u all rite was meant 2 b at 12am sharp. so sry i delayed till tis morn cos my hp kinda batt low n refused 2 fulfil my last 2006 wish. so bad rite. argh.

hmms. 2day's new yr. well dad's nt workin. i was supposed 2 finish up my hw larr. BUT ended up nt havin done it even till nw. cos i was bzin cleanin up my rm larr. so today my whole family was cleanin tis n tt e whole day. so tired seh. i threw away so many things till my dustbin became so full. then i wonder how many times i went 2 change e water liao. haha. i'm most proud of my windows. haha. feel lyk kissin it lo. cos my mum told my dad 2 clean all windows. then me n my bro were in charge of our own rms. if we don clean she'll take $10 frm us as punishment. but if we did it nicely, she'll award each of us $10 instead. well my bro so lazy haha. he only gt $5. lols. i gt $15. =)) so happy larr. but i really spent hrs on my windows k. so my dad was sayin even if i clean it so beautifully thr's still no point cos i spent too much time thr le. heh. then i went cleanin up e bookshelves, table n drawers. nw my fingers r achin le. realised tt e last time i cleaned up my rm was around 2001 if my memory did nt fail me. hmms. can imagine how thick e dirt was?!?!

hha. lookin lyk a typical "ah sao" nw larrr. muz go bathe soon. oya, tis time cant use e comp till late into e nite le. cos my mum promised nt 2 lock my new comp if i don hog e comp till nite. gd gd. =))

haix. muz go watch tv le. n mayb watch hana kimi l8er, if poss larr. lols.

minsi.
(haha. my dad's learnin how 2 play hp games nw. so funny. XD)

2006-12-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey!!! minutes to nt yr sey... my blog's under repair so i blog here first.
i jus came back from charmaine hse n going to my cousin hse for countdown.. dinner's great.. charmaine they all damn funny.. they watch lots of animes i dun uds some but enjoyed aw... she even burnt me the show actual love or sth when i missed it!!! i juz got it n am damn happy cos my idol- a small boy who acted in nanny maphee called simon is in it!!!! Also, i juz noe today tt my nt yr's class civics tutor remains unchanged!!!! wat a happy new yr hahahz... cos my civics tutor is like e kindest cher i've seen in tj... anyone hu wans to watch e show juz ask from me ya? HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!

Lols zelcy...; excited from a series of sweet animes hahaz =) esp. ouran!!

2006-12-31T00:06:00.000+08:00

AIYA so hooked on2 stef's songs. nw a nutty thought is startin 2 form in my mind. haha. i feel so much lyk buyin all her albums b4 e moment album. haha. ok tis is crazy i noe. AIYA.

wah v.wat larr. my bro spotted a spider on my bolster then nw he moved back 2 his rm, leavin me 2 fend 4 myself... WAT IS TIS?!?!?! don care lo, if he don sleep in my rm tonite, i wont let him step in2 my rm again. ARGH.

anw. anw. today last 2nd day. nw 1 day 2 freedom frm work. haha. yea man!!! hmms. tml e last day of 2006. tis time i suddenly feel gan chu liang duo lehh. okk larr. wont type out cos l8er u all complain i naggy or wadeva. anw i tink liao jie by stef sun is a super nice song. kinda sad. ren xing oso!!! haha. whoops. suddenly seem 2 blog daily. =P PLUS i alwaz blog after 12am larr. ohh. tis reminds me of it. so nw its 31st le. nw its e last 1216am of yr 2006. i'll nt miss 2006. cos well, we shld look forward 2 e future. furthermore, 2003 is e yr i wana rmb 4 life, nt 2006. i really miss e days when 6 of us plus ppl lyk yc, cindy,.... studied within a same square compound. n as yrs go by, e geographical distance btwn me n u all seem 2 grow. okk. don wana get emo. LOL.

n ya, 2 sarah hc n elame, don wait 4 7th Jan 2006 lerh. COS e ans is don hav. tis time can confirm. lols. i luv u peeps.

my 2007 wishes:
1. get in2 top 20% of e cohort.
2. everyone 2 b in pink of health
3. *** *******
4. get gd results despite slackin
5. alwaz meet up with u all
6. become richer n richer =))
7. continue meetin great friens in maple (ok abit lame)

okk larr. 4 nw cant tink of anymore. pt 3 i wont state cos i scared u all punch me. its abit lame 2 u all de lo. but i treat it v.seriously. its major 2 me k. =))

minsi>> gogo jiayou

2006-12-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

bet e clock juz struck e silent "dongs". haha. its 2 mins past 12. mayb i shld go slp liao since tml still workin. last 2nd day!!! woohoo!!! =)) shld i b happy or wat?? aiya i wld miss e ppl thr leh... =(( but i cant help feelin glad tt i wldnt hav 2 stand under tt scorchin sun / endure tt unbearable pain on my shoulders, waist n legs. poor 'em. okk lar. enuff moanin n whinin. =P

sian leh. sch reopen actually means alot of things 2 me larr. all in all it fits 1 word--SIAN. no more maplin (except 4 tt weekly basis crap =.=), no more slackin (unless i wana flunk A's, well tt's perfectly alrite then), .... aiya basically its all work no play (makes me a dull gal). SIAN SIAN SIAN. anw. don tink so much lo ms. its lyk 1 yr gonna flies past v.fast de. time flies rmb? BUT ONCE AGAIN, my cca mate juz smsed me 4 e cca walkabt larr. I GONNA MISS LESSONS ON E 1ST WEEK!!!! crap seh. how can i mug then?? 1 lesson impt K!!!!! ok lo. i muz dpend on my lao po then. haix. ah gong n ah ma divorce liao still hav 2 face each other everyday once sch reopen. oh mans, how cld i find my other half then?!?! I WAN FREEDOM!!!!

okkkk. seriously larr. tt day forced my frien look @ my blog. then he said my blog nonsensical larrr. wtc!!! ok it means (wat e crap). no matter wat it sounds more refined than wth or wt_. o well, fill in e blanks urself. till nw i haven scolded tt yet. pls don lemme meet tt person who wld make me lose it all. ah ha. anw. yea. 2day SO TIRIN. thr's a dead corpse standin outside ngee ann city lar. bet all e tourists cant stand its sight too. 2 those slow ones, tt's me. ah well. wadeva.

m i tryin 2 create e longest blog of all?? haha. aiya. dono y juz feel lyk typin non stop. or rather, "nonsensical" thoughts juz flow thru my mind. i do realise tt wateva i typed juz nw r practically NTH. but @ least they reveal sth rite. reveal how sian i feel tis v.min, v.sec. hmms. sian nt as in nth 2 do. but juz a feelin of cant b bothered?? self-pity?? oh wadeva it is, actually i appreciate my life nw lar. i've thought thru alot alot n 've decided on alot alot of things. ok so i've decided on my life. n i'lll start 2 appreciate those who really care n stop zhuan1 niu2 jiao3 jian1. yep tt's it. ggjy wor ms!!!

ok lo. if u all find me sth wrong in e head, well tt's wat tt only flows in my mind rite nw. =))

minsi

2006-12-28T23:13:00.000+08:00

hah. 2 interestin things 2day =)).

deathnote!!!! haha. it rox so totally. all e plots. so intrisincally planned. haha. but accordin 2 my frien its diff frm e comics. but no matter wat, i really take my hat off 2 L's intelligence. if only i cld hav 1/2 his brain. (n mind too larr)

ookkk. another interestin thing is kinda maple stuff. somehow related 2 guild again, but more 2 personal stuff. haha. so i shant say so much. but anw i'm juz surprised @ how mature young kids can b nwadays. haha. anw. i shall miss every single 1 of e ppl thr, esp when sch reopens. JY orh!!

haiya. ya i promise myself nt 2 get waivered so easily. jyjy

minsi

2006-12-23T22:27:00.000+08:00

HAI. ok its gonna sounds abit lame larr. but i really do find maple depressin nw. cos of my guild. as in well, she quitted cos some of us wanted 2 quit. so he told her 2 quit. tt kind of thing. but things werent same as b4. ended up he quitted too. when ideals r diff thr's no pt hangin on. yea, i agree tt we do learn frm each other though its only a game. tt's a kind of ppl i wana meet in maple. mature, nt childish type who only learn how 2 ks/raid maps. or speak vulgarities. i tot she was e type of demandin sort whom i wld despise. arrogant lyk many hav said? but y wld such a nice him take her as maple sis. but nw my doubts r cleared. e ans is simple. cos their ideals, their objectives, their goals r similar. guild is when a gp of ppl gather 2 achieve common aims. so y force him 2 stay when he no longer finds purpose in stayin. we do wan him 2 stay on, but definitely nt 4 us. n yea, we do respect him more than e ldr. mayb tt's our fault too. e ldr is nt informed of all these. but e ldr has made a wrong move tt time. out of ambition. attitude beats altitude, nt e other way round. anw, rite nw, i'm so gonna tink bout my life seriously. alot of things, i do realise, nid moderation. i don wana find it a mess e day i died.

so much when i wanted freedom. i decided 2 give it all up but nw i realise it has nv left me. i was juz lyin 2 myself. all tt sort of stuffs. but nw i realise how gd it is 2 b free by myself. i hate gdbyes. juz lyk wat has happened in maple. esp those whom u r really close 2. i respect those who r able 2 provide gd solutions 2 everythin, those who r able 2 make me feel secure, those with a tinge of humour tt is enuff 2 brighten up my day. i nid vibrant ppl in my life. ppl lyk my colleagues nw? i wld rather leave ppl's life than hav ppl leavin mine. tt's selfish i noe. but i cant stand sayin gdbyes 2 ppl whom i cant stop frm leavin. i rather b e xiao sa 1 n leave. e only memory was e jump quest. his words still remained vividly in my mind. tt was e day he left a deep memory in me. even nw i cld almost picture him sayin those words again. but again, its only a game. its virtual. tt's secondary though. primary thing is 2 clarify all my doubts in my life nw. wat char? wat kind of life? wat goals? b realistic. don defy e original purpose cos u'll end up nowhere. thnx 4 teachin me tt. tt's 1 valuable lesson i'm nv gonna 4get. jiayou bahx minsi =))

n ya, b4 i leave. i juz wana thnx my colleagues 4 brightenin up my day. all e humour. despite e exhaustive work n discouragin comments i wld get @ times, i still feel fortunate 2 hav gotten tis job cos nw, i'm clearer bout orchard routes n hav become more confident in speakin 2 foreigners. n most imptly, its my honour 2 hav meet fun ppl in my life. =)) ty

ms.

2006-12-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

haiis. wanted 2 maple. then sth v.bad happened. i realised tt someone left e guild lo. i mean its nt uncommon larr. BUT its e fact tt more n more ppl r leavin. all bcos of someone. yea. n i don realli lyk her larr. she joined cos of some guy larr. then nw tt guy left e guild le. he's e reason y many stayed in e guild. most of us respected him n even adored him larr. ok mans. so she kinda forced him out liao. of cos larr. alwaz stick with him lyk tt. v.wat leh. tt time i only asked sth then she actually opened up a convers with me 2 ask if i lyk tt guy. i was lyk ?!?!. so wat if i lyk rite. so wat if i lyk e guy she lyk. pls lo. tis world is sooo democratic. n its nt as if tt guy lyk him larr. so immature. well ya, if tis guild is tt kind of normal maple guild i wldnt hav cared a single bit larr. but its lyk most of e guild members noe each other in real life lo. so ya well. anw. i've decided le. if he's nt comin back i'm gonna quit n join another guild which another member of my guild is gonna set up. haix^.............000. so sad. sian oso lar. no mood train. =((

lols. ok. 1/2 of my anger subsided le =)) haha. today went shoppin alone in orchard after work while waitin 2 hand in my time sheet. lols. spent $$ lyk wat sia. ok shant say wat i spent on. =X. anw. received yc's christmas card. haha. tyty. abit touched too. i wana wish u all merry christmas here. ps i nv send u all cards k... cos thruout my life i nv send card de. heh. psps.

jiayou peeps.

minsi

2006-12-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

1stly, muz apologise 4 nt goin kbox n cip... haix. tis week kinda don feel lyk goin out. tt kind of "yi xing lan shan". i juz cant shut e thought of hw out of my mind. anw i finally went 2 e bunk with my bro. haha. 1st time n its quite fun. =)). o well.. anw. my blog can end here le. e rest is of utmost insignificance.

anw. rainy season is here n it has been rainin n drizzlin since days ago. v.cold larr. i can even shiver on e bus w/o my jkt. hmms. whr's my hot steamy char siew bun?? haha. tis is nt random k... haii. tot i found tis bun but nw i'm startin 2 doubt whether its virtual afterall. my pri sch thought was so simple back then. but such a simple thought wld nv hav become reality. yepp so i gave up waitin. time is such an intriguin thing. we cant ctrl it but it's able 2 ctrl us, our every thought, every move @ every min, every sec. keep in contact 3 mths l8er. indirectly it means "4get me". well ya, how highly he tot of himself. 3 mths is too long. human mind works in a fascinatin way. 1st day, u'll weep till ur tears can almost fill a bucket. 1st week, u'll feel super down, as if u'll nv b happy again. thr's such a deep hole in ur heart n it juz seems 2 grow bigger everyday. but. after tt week, colours fill ur world once more. not only do happiness n joy appear again, ur life becomes even more vibrant. u learn thru failures. thus i believe time is a jolly effective remedy. time has cured my confusion n uncertainty. nw i'm sure. i shld hav stayed by my original principles n nt get influenced so easily. although it's only a few wks, my job has shown me alot of things. 4 eg, i wld hav tot tt walkin alone along places lyk orchard road or tampines mall seems kinda weird, as if u r ostracized by e world. but nw, i find myself lookin forward 2 e times when i wld walk along e crowded n bz street alone. e way freedom wld b. i told my jc frien tt e other day. he said tt he wld hav preferred alone in a quiet place. but tt wld nt hav been my kind. i wanted solo, but in a crowded area. i prefer nite, cos it simply enhances e beauty of e bustlin city life. rmbed few mths ago, i was still lookin forward 2 walkin along tt route juz outside esplanade, but nt alone. it wld hav been so sweet 2 walk hand in hand while e occasional bands juz played on. e time had been rite once, but e person wasnt. so i juz look forward, occasionally imaginin wat wld happen if my wish comes true. it nv happen anw, n perhaps even more so in e future. cos i wld rather walk alone on tt long path nw. if i say i'm sick of waitin, its actually nt v.true afterall. cos anyone wld hav been willlin 2 wait no matter how long it takes. it's e case of change of perception frm my pt of view.

haha. so long. hmms. these thoughts alwaz occupy my mind durin a long bus ride home. cos mayb too tired but cant slp yea. n ya, its time i start usin my brain instead of e usual "don tink bout it". go go jia you bahx =))

minsi

2006-12-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

whoos. luv all e stuffs we did. heh. anw. i'm gonna help my mum with her hsewk liao. =)) w8in 4 laine's pix 2 b uploaded ya? hmm.

2day sooo gd sia. 1stly, i earned 6 hrs de $$ but i worked only 1 1/2 hr larr. shuang rite. cos of e heavy rain larr. its lyk rainin 4 soo long so i juz stayed in e svc with e ppl in charge thr. then chat with 'em. quite funny @ times lo =)). its juz great 2 make new friens i guess. PLUS e fact tt these friens r nt of my age. kind of widens my social circle lols. then hit it off best with e 1 who's 2 yrs older. haha. mayb generation gap plays a role bahx. hah. we share some past exp n i was so amused by e way my frien tok lar. haha. i cant stop laughin sia. anw. nw i don really dread weekends le. cos @ least i can look forward 2 meetin 'em yupps.

nw i kind of luv my hp le. i mean my dad's ex. lols. dono y tis hp looked so sian when it was in my dad's hands larr. but nw it becomes so cute 2 me. eh btw my mum agrees lo. haha. mayb it reflects on it owner?? LOL.

kinda learn alot of stuffs tis few days. ok. still hav impt stuffs @ hand. JY ppl

minsi

2006-12-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

yay. today went vivo with my friens 2 watch eragon. haha. quite nice e show. or mayb i prefer tis type bahx. =)).

v.tirin tis few days. but finally lvl up 4 maple. abit bia tis few days cos my guild leader kind of told my bro tt i only lvled twice while he lvled up 7 times within e same freakin period of time. ok lo. so nw i manage 1 lvl. can slack 4 sometime liao. haha. well lyk my guild alot larr. its lyk they really will go all out 2 help 1 lo. then interaction is kinda fun. makes trainin less tough n seems alot faster. aiya. alot larr. n thr's tis person in e guild who seems quite nice larr. he sounds lyk xiu yi tt kind of ppl lo. but bit more serious. haha. juz 2 my likin. =)) n wats more is tt my bro agrees. haha.

hmm somehow i tink i muz go slp liao. haix. otherwise i'll keep tinkin of gettin new hp. cos my dad n bro juz gt theirs larr. n i'm goin pok le. sad sia. spent too much recently. its lyk goin out everyday n $$ juz gets lesser n lesser...... argh.

oya. wats e pt of tinkin so much when thr's nth u can do bout it rite. anw. sometimes things r juz nt meant 2 b ours. let it go bahx. mayb i shld start over again. HAIX haix.

n ya. sry 2 those whom i replied in super short smses. cos bit bz recently. anw i'll give u all my replies tml ba. psps.

minsi =))

2006-12-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

hmm. today really paiseh dao.................. haix. today nv met any artistes. cos all were @ star awards i guess. lols. but i met 2 american chaps who kinda made a fool out of me larrr. i wana cry le lar. lols. don feel lyk repeatin e whole scenario larr. but i really was intimidated larr. he's lyk tellin me nt 2 feel scared n tt i shld feel free 2 express wateva i wan 2 say. ok lo. he's rite in a way. but he said i look lyk a kid. ARGH!!! wat kid lo. i whr gt kiddish larr. short oso doesnt mean kid wat. pls. 2nd person asked me wats unique bout spore. ok man i nv anticipated such a qn larr. so i juz gibbered bout food n e way sporeans interact. e man's reply was "oh ur ans is unique too". i was lyk stunned lo. it's almost lyk OP lar. but tis time round i was left alone 2 ans everythin. feel lyk juz squattin down n start cryin lyk a kid lo. cos i'm sooo tired @ tt pt of time n i really canot do QnA le. but of cos, i dint. otherwise i wld really hav become a kid.

hmm. tis job really teaches me how 2 interact sia. all e "hi wld u lyk 2 take a look" followed by a "thank u" crap. then everytime has 2 direct lost tourists 2 e rite venues. last time i really stammered lar. then everythin oso " oh u may wan 2 ask e ppl in e SVC". @ least nw i'm able 2 tell 'em which direction 2 go in a confidant way. but still everytime i wld end up prayin tt i was rite. lols. actually tis job is ok. juz tt i really nid a stool. yup.

oh mans. nw my blogs r all bout my jobs. heh. tis mornin juz gave my bro tuition. haix. 4 e sake of $$ i really bia sia. super tired. whole day WORK WORK WORK!!! sometimes feel lyk juz slpin thru n heck liao. hmm. siann tt i miss e star awards larrrrrrr. =((

ok. jy jy.
minsi.

2006-12-10T00:21:00.000+08:00

wahh ppl!!!!!!! juz when i tot nt yr is going to be better, i've learnt of terrible news and nt yr's going to be a busy year yea? Actually my last blog intend to post a convo up but it didnt worked -- dunno y oso.. nvm.. next week starts guitar practice!! i'm already dreading it... if those ppl there were a bit friendlier... i might be more happy to go =X

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Anyway, hc sent me a msg recently.. abt my class nt year n askin me not to wry too much.. its not e content but e msg itself --- struck me sth very impt. Can u believe it? But i think her msg is e answer to the qus of y i feel so uncomfortable with my class.. lols... i tink i've figured tt out.. hahaz... the answer tt i took 1 year to find, after going through so many things... oh y didnt i see it earlier? nevertheless, finding the solution alone aint going to solve my problem next year.. i've to do sth.. if you r a detective, try solving tt out.. i tink xiao huo long's e only one up to e task... eh, meitantei =P

contented zel; HC!! u r a genius!!

PS: for you, i'll rmb to bring my deathnote cd on mon. dun forget to ty me hor.

2006-12-09T22:51:00.000+08:00

wah. today n ytd super tirin larr. e thought of tml is gonna make me faint. well but thr's a gd side 2 my job de lo. shall elaborate l8er. anw. ytd arrived home super late lar. 9 knocked off but reached home @ 11++ close 2 12. ok lo. gt scolded by my parents. well its nt tt i don wan 2 reach home early larr. but if i take mrt i hav 2 top up myself leh. so i managed 2 get 10 bucks frm my mum tis morn 4 toppin up =). so today 10.15pm reached home le. haha. great diff sia. but mrt quite packed so i hav 2 stand. wah i can say tt my face really sulked dao........... haha. i was almost kissin e metal pole in e mrt lar. cos i simmmmply hav 2 rely on sth n it juz happened tt e pole was in front of me.. so i juz pressed my head on2 it. n my mind was totally on my achin legs. poor 'em. as if standin 6 hrs straight was a peanut 2 me. i really feel lyk kneelin down. shoppin's nt even as tirin as tis lo. i really salute those who can tahan. tsk tsk.

hmm. lucky it's orchard. cos its kinda bustlin esp durin nite. so @ least i wld nt b bored. hmm actually thr's still lots of other associations givin out flyers lar. count myself lucky tt i dont hav 2 wear those santa costumes or even walk on stilts larr!!! i recog 2 guys in santa costume. saw 'em last wk, then nw again. 1 of 'em looks lyk galvin lo. i almost mistook him last time. lols. but @ least they get 2 walk abt lo. i hav 2 remain in 1 small pathetic squarish area. hhaaaiiiizzz.

okok. e gd thing. hhaaa. its juz 5 days but i've seen quite a no. of celebs, be it new or past. lols. 2 most prominent ones happened juz today!! =P wah. 1stly, i saw yang libin. cos i've seen too many ppl 2 e extent tt they all seem alike 2 me, i actually recog her as a tourist lar. so i juz held out e flyer. then she n her frien lyk so cool so i juz stared @ her. then i realised her identity. ok then 1st instinct was "omg!!!! stare longer otherwise no chance le". haha. guess i kinda look stupid bahx. haha. as she left i was tinkin whether i wld get e 2nd chance. ok man. guess who i saw nxt?? e hongkong celeb--luo zhen yu if name is correct. he starred e best pilot in e cong1 shang4 yun2 xiao1--10pm @ channel U on weekdays. omg m i advertisin 4 him nw? ha. anw.. yep, i saw him. I SAW HIM. haha. tot i was damn lucky sia. 2 in a day. but tis time i became even more retarded. i 4gt bout e brochures n merely stared rite in2 his face. oya, both he n libin were juz infront of me btw. lols. n wats more stupid was e after-effect. i started 2 smile 2 myself larr. n my face became somehow distorted as i tried stop my smiles frm turnin in2 laughters. okk. enuff i noe.

actually tis job requires light make-up n jeans/jean-skirt as dresscode. haha. well, 1st day 4 e sake of trainin thing i applied e lip balm. but its actually useless cos i sweated lyk anythin after spendin more than 1/2 hr searchin 4 e place. ok then after tt i nv put anythin liao lo. hah. then nw worse, i don really follow dresscode le. as in i even wore e exercisin 3/4 pants 2 work ytd. haha. cos i was tinkin it wld b more comfortable if i sleep on e bus l8er on. ya lar, nw don take bus le. but i wont really bother still. =))

lols. today entry sooo long. did i win elaine?? hhaa. hers damn long seh. i mean her blog. read till my eyes wana dry up. ok lar. lookin 4ward 2 nxt thurs. jiayou wor

minsi

2006-12-08T11:48:00.000+08:00

wahah. ytd escape abit lame haha. we were playin "wet n wild" in e rain larr. heh. n ya, nw my arm muscle kinda aches lar. aiya muz b i held too tight le. oh mans. abit shi tai on e pirate ship sia. lols. ok nvm.

hmm. ty 2 every1 yea. but ytd was abit sad 4 my dad cos he cldnt make it back in time b4 e clock struck 12. well we sang bday song 2 him thru e hp @ 11.55pm. so my bday wish tis yr is 2 b able 2 spend future bdays with my family. haha. was tokin 2 my bro n i realised tt when we were younger, bday's alwaz bout presents n cakes. as years passed i tink its more bout how we spend each yr's bday. durin pri sch, it was only my family. then sec sch, it became friens+family. n ya nw jc le, my day was spent with my family, friens n ya. =)) but @ e same time, hope thr wld only b ppl enterin my life n no 1 leavin. (lols. sounds abit selfish =p)

okk. siann. l8er work again. HAIX. laine jiayou 4 ur guitar practices lol. sh shld b returnin 2day yep. n ya, hana kimi really rox. "hey man wassup". haha. tis elaine really go bonkers le larr.

minsi.
==i lyk e pendant alot. ty==

2006-12-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

hey man, wat's up...

dese were the words i kept repeating today...hahax...feels kinda weird tt they just came out of my mouth literally...=p think i suffering from SHC aka severe hua chi-ness....in case some of u dunnoe, minsi and i are chasing this show called hana kimi in chinese--hua yang shao nian shao nv...i loved the actors and actress like ella, dadong and wuzun, and oso the songs like ze me ban, zhuan shu tian shi and nt forgetting chao xi huan ni...dis is a super nice and super MAN show wor, u gals must catch it when u all are free....=)

anyway, i am glad to see that u gals just took the effort to meet up when i am nt around...so events i/c can pass her job to someone else le, yeah!!! besides that, i guess wat's most touching is to see u gals BLOG when i m away...@ least i can get to noe wat all of u are busy wit the past week...=) i will blog abt my trip to shanghai maybe tmr k? for those hu are interested check out my blog tmr coz i will be putting up my fotos dere...=D dun wanna slow down the loading process of our amz blog le....=p

ok, today was fun with the viking ship ride, rainbow ride and the haunted house....except the sky wasnt doing us any justice coz it kept pouring...hai~ but dese did not dampen our spirits rite? haha...and minsi had her wish granted coz she finally got the chance to eat her shrooms meal after missing it quite a few times...=)

lastly, wanna wish minsi-- HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY!!! may ur year ahead be filled with lots of happiness, love and hope! go go jia you wor!

(p.s: hope u lk our presents....hehe)

elaine

2006-12-04T15:00:00.000+08:00

1stly, i'm sooo glad last week has passed cos finally i can sms elaine. LOL. ehh u muz tell us bout shanghai k. hmm. anw. soo many things happened 2 me sia. n ya, tink my brain gonna burst soon. ytd nite only slept @ 2am larr. haix. lyin on my bed n so many thoughts rushed in2 my mind. no matter how i tried 2 purge out everythin, my brain nv stopped processin a min. well tis time round, guess my thoughts were nt as meaninless as b4 le. =)) haha. guess wat.. i'm gonna hav a laptop soon=P. but still it'll b locked by my mum but @ least i cld still feel its presence cos its gonna b MINE. n i can use it anytime. hah. but seriously i hate 2 hav ppl restrictin my freedom larr. so no matter wat after tis A's, i muz get rid of e password.

ya lar. other thoughts included new hp (my bro n dad bought a new hp each n tt was wat i wanted so desperately larrr!!!!), cip stuffs, escape trip, my jobs (i juz realised i'm havin 3 jobs currently sia), hana kimi (how much e show n all e male chars + ella rox), hw (which i really don tink i can finish), rev (all left rottin), when can i meet u all out again, upcomin tv shows n movies, how 2 spend my pay, stayover @ elaine's hse n how much time left 2 freakin schl reopen blah blah blah. haha n ya, sth most imptly, maple stuff. heh. actually was startin 2 feel siann le... then i joined tis superb guild with all e ppl who simply rox lar. hhaa. ok tt's sth 2 make me stay on. hmm. seriously, i don miss schl @ all. yea. n i'm pretty certain of tt.

anw. lol hq. a.s is nt mine. don make me paiseh sia. if ppl happen 2 stumble upon tis blog wah i tell u i'm gonna hide my head lyk an ostrich lo. but anw. i noe he's cool n he rox. LOL

ok. simply lookin forward 2 tml. jiayou bahx.

minsi

2006-12-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

1st day of wk-----i realise i'm such a big orchard noob. arg. ok larr i actually told a tourist wrong direction. shoot. if he eva c tis blog which is infinitely close 2 imposs, i'm sry. okk. anw. ya v.tirin. ok lar. i don wan 2 repeat cos i juz told hk bout my work stuff then everytime after tellin someone, i seriouisly don feel lyk repeatin. haha. tell u all more when i c u all bahx. =))

hmm. initially alot 2 say. but nw look @ e time. bz crappin with some friens. heh. cya n elaine soon!!!

minsi
[[sry tis blog abit random n contentless =.=]]

2006-11-30T19:59:00.000+08:00

super thnx 2 hc!!! ok man dono how long did i walked. esp e mrt whr i kept goin n out n e long stretch of road which i kept walkin 2 n fro. damn paiseh larr. i looked lyk some retarded sporean who don even noe e direction sia. argh.

anw. so happy i gt e job n so glad tt e ppl workin with me r nice. haha. xin ying--- tjc ppl guitar ppl shld noe bahx. hmm lucky i don hav 2 go so far 4 work. hmm okk lar. muz go memorise orchard de routes otherwise i wldnt b able 2 even tell ppl lol.

jiayou ppl =))

minsi

2006-11-29T13:46:00.000+08:00

aiya.. tis few days too free lerh. aiya. then grow fatter. nth 2 do=gain weight. too bz=hw undone+sick. tsk tsk. v.ma-fan. haix. e only thing i nw look 4ward 2 is 4 my bro 2 come home frm his npcc. well he'll start maplin n i can discuss some stuff with him. haha. my life tis wk basically hw+maple bahx. n guess i can almost envision e things i gotta do nxt wk.. scared no time 2 revise. but anw. i muz @ least finish my tys lar. otherwise wld b @ a loss when sch reopens.

*yawns* no matter how late i woke up i'll still feel tired. oya tis weekend muz start e tuition 4 my bro. hope he'll understand. actually i find ppl within e same age gp easier 2 communicate with w.r.t work. haix. actually physics don nid 2 tuition mahx. juz read n understand n memorise can le. tuition oso no use. ya so my tactic 4 tuition v.ez de. i'll make sure my bro finishes e tys even b4 he learns tt topic in sch. wahahaha. ok larr. if he does it accordin 2 my plans, i can guarantee tt he aces tt subj lo. well action speaks louder than words. i wish i hav someone who'll force me 2 mug lyk i wld force my bro 2.

aiya. no matter how sian i oso wont go 2 e student care lar. anw 3.30pm onwards i'll start watchin tv all e way 2 6.30pm then bathe n eat 1/2 hr then watch again frm 7-11pm. haha. guess tv has been e greatest invention eva. e only tech tt i had nv once found borin. LOL

siannn-er,
minsi

2006-11-28T20:51:00.000+08:00

yoee. haha. juz went 2 trial cip 4 tt student centre. wah although i tink its meaninful oso but i gt phobia 4 kids larrr. they too enthu n hyper liao. imagin 1 of 'em puttin a biscuit onto my shoulder n keep steppin onto my leg. aiyooo. somemore keep forcin me 2 reveal e ans when i tried 2 exp e steps.

me: come i exp 2 u, A+B+C=56, B+C=34, A=??
xx: (starin @ his friens) ehh i wan 2 eat lollipop lehh.
me: aiya conc larr. come i exp again, (repeat)
xx: (still starin @ his friens) i really wan 2 eat lollipop leh. y they hav but i don hav?? i wan lehh
me: aiyah u go ask e mdm yy.
xx: huh... i don dare. u help me ask
me: don wan lar. i don wan lollipop. if u wan go ask it urself lo. she'll give u de.
xx: u ask larr. after tt u give me lo. quick go ask.
me: don wan larr. come i exp e qn 2 u. after tt u go ask frm her k??
xx: (starin elsewhr) ....
me: (repeat)
xx: aiya. juz teeelll meeee larrrr.
me: tell wat??
xx: e ans lo. faster oso.
me: ........ i exp 2 u. i don care lar. i juz exp. if u don listen then too bad.
xx: (frustrated) i go ask ur frien lo. she'll tell me e ans de.
me: ok u try.

whr gt ppl lyk tt lo. i give up lo. but end up sh oso nv tell him ans. wah i realli gt phobia 4 p3 n p2 kids sia. my interact club oso around tis age. bet i'm nt lyk 'em when i was younger lar. tsk tsk. hmm. ok v.tired nw. gtg cya peeps. =))

minsi

2006-11-28T01:25:00.000+08:00

Went for a great CIP on the 26th! Kayaking can be really tiring but fun! I can't imagine if I have a kayaking or a canoing CCA. It will be horrendous because your enenrgy can be drained totally. Your arm power have to be good too.

Well, on that day, one of the coaches asked who did not even touch a paddle before in their life?Only 6 out of 20+ raised up their hands. lol.
Nevertheless, I learnt how to kayak at the end of the day and i think my arms power are not too bad. haha. kayaking and picking up rubbish @ Sungei Api Api CIP.. What can be more fun than this!! 2 thumbs up!! Moreover, I got to see the cameraman and the reporters at work. Those reporters are busying writing while the minister is speaking. Then, when the minister is at the beach area. All the channel U,8,5 and channel newsasia mikes like suddenly come out. When I was carrying the super heavy double kayak, a guy was being asked for his comments regarding this event. He's the 1 on TV.haha..
Do you all want to kayak and enjoy the sea breeze in the middle of the sea?
hmm..Wondering what's lame doing..kayaking in SH?
You all must be sleeping soundly. Good Night^^dreaming of kayaking..remember to wear a life-jacket!
sEE hUI

2006-11-28T01:04:00.000+08:00

Unhappy? Sad? yet you are unable to change the current situation. what do u do? face or avoid it. the decision lies in your hand. It is your mentality.

Well, a person wants to change x yet x is unchangeable. Sadness awaits her. But, life cannot go on like this. She really hate it. She wants to end it. But, it can't! However, x lasts for 1 year. But, it seems too long for her to take it. Simply too long. What is the purpose of going to x i.e. school and in particular a class? One clear reason is to study. Yup, this is the primary reason. Secondary ones are having friends, participating in CCA... If she can't hope for x to change for her or it is in the irreversible state, the best thing to do is to ignore x and carry out this primary responsibility-study.

Do you really believe in fate? In fact, do u let fortune tellers to dictate your life? Do u believe in them? Do u believe in horoscope? Do you trust those informations in a book or texts in the mail?

s33hu1*

2006-11-27T10:48:00.000+08:00

hey hq, try to bear w it.. think of it tt wae, it is just 1 yr and while u r busy w ur sch work, time ll pass then. mayb next yr by then u ll get close 2 ur class. Initially, I thot u get along pretty well w e other 2 girls in ur class. mayb u still haven realli get over the barrier betw u & ur class then? once u overcome tt, i'm think u ll get along w them since they are nice people to talk to. But don't worry, i m sure once sch reopen ur class ll then bond closer 2gather since time is short in which u won't feel so unhappy and scared anymore.? Rmb don't feel scared cos fear shd not b overcoming u but u shd be e one winning e battle against fear.. All e best.

Sarah

2006-11-26T17:18:00.000+08:00

eh hq i tot u accustomed 2 ur class le?? aiya. tink of e rest bein juz few classes away n u can c 'em after lessons lo. after tt tink of me, tink of me bein miles away tryin 2 struggle with work n e boredom w/o u all... haix. jy lo. don tink so much. i oso pray hard tt time will crawl n e day sch reopens will nv come.

hmmm. anw. pls gimme e date when u all can make it k? i feel v.sian 2 try n contact all of u larr. currently, e cip day is wed. KINDLY reply 2 me asap.

haix. juz finished mahjong with my family. today lose lyk crazy. i even owe my bro $$. but fake 1 lar. somehow realised tt i had nt chatted with my mum 4 a long time. ytd i was somehow awakened by her 2 my senses. yea. its time 2 make some tough decision. mayb i shld juz stick 2 my initial principles n nt get swayed by emotions easily. n cos of tt, i actually cant slp last nite n thought it ovr n ovr again. suddenly i realised i was headin 2 e wrong direction all along. anw, i used 2 despise e thought of guilds n bfs in maple de. but nw, i juz seem 2 give way 2 'em. 4 maple bf, he juz happened 2 b my bro's frien n i felt really weird. but @ tt pt of time i was too bz doin some quest n he was persuadin me in tis conversation box, i decided 2 give him a satisfactory reply. but somehow i cant bring myself 2 even type a simple "dear" cos it sounds weird 2 me. i tink tis kind of stuff can only b said when u truly lyk e person lo. ya so i wont say it so easily de. lol. n tis brings me 2 another thought. i tink confessin in real life n thru electronic devices hav a major diff. sincerity plays a huge role. plus, sometimes its nt juz sayin but e actions matter alot too. ok larr. i shld stop revealin my thoughts so much. lol.

haix. guess lame is lyk eatin some gd stuff @ some restaurant nw?? cant help tinkin of her cos amz is kinda dead w/o her lehhh. haix. e rest of u don scold me lol.

minsi.

2006-11-26T15:04:00.000+08:00

Heyy ppl.. I tell sth damn sad.. I was clearing my account e other day and i came across this. A converastion wif my cousin in china. But then, first, meet Inuyasha <--. I dunno why i chose to put his pic up but den it reminds me of tragedies... he has a tragic love story.. N tis pic seems to bring out tt point perfectly..

[twentyeight*06] - trOy- creating space between us says:heyy!
sihuii♥ says:heyy!
sihuii♥ says:just when i need you ><>< robot ="(" nice =")" color="#003300">End of convo.~ I cried when I saw tis. It triggered my memory. Now whenever I tot of my class i cry. My civics tutor says if i really wan to change class i can ask my dad to talk to e vp and try. But my dad wont do tis kind of things n plus wats e hope in e world do a little gal ve in changing the vp's firm "strictly no class changing policy"? It makes me real sick to tink i stil ve one year to endure e miserable times all over again. One year... one long long year.. one long and tough year.. oh how am i going to survive? I cannot see how am i going to pursuade e vp but i really really dont wan to ve tis kind of life again.. I scared of it.. real scared

zel; oh tell me wat to do=(

2006-11-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

haix.. tink frm tis v.second all e way till 3rd dec i'll feel v.sian liao. hmm but @ e same time, i hope 2 b able 2 finish my work durin tis days when laine nt arnd. oya, still gt cips. n yep, all of u muz meet me k... lame left sth 4 u peeps. n it'll b mine if u all fail 2 meet me durin e comin wk. i don care lo. don expect me 2 deliver 2 ur doorstep hor. n if u all don make an effort, u all will definitely feel guilty when u c wat lame made 4 u all. *frustrated*

okk lar. i'm juz too irritated by 933 n e blogs by dhs students. juz nw was frantically browsin thru their blogs 2 grasp e direction 2 e new dhs but, BUT they basically juz complained bout how bad e new site was larr. i give up. then 933 lehh, tsk, till nw oso haven hear anythin. shi**.

anw. i'll start countin down 2 e day laine comes back. u all muz blogg n tagg hor. don leave tis blog lyk hangin. n ya, i muz apologise 4 spreadin my illness 2 u all. but still i'm e worst lar. hc + elaine + sh = me lo. hai. i seriously wont go out tml liao. n ya, i'm goin 2 learn adobe n outdo elaine LOL.

ehhh. v. tired nw. head's throbbin. hope within e nxt 1/2 hr e msg'll b read out. i HOPE.

gogo jiayou!!
minsi =))

2006-11-23T18:17:00.000+08:00

You all really don want to go on Fri and Sat?
When I'm at home, I feel like going but when I'm there, I hope that time can pass quickly.

Nothing to blog so maybe let you all read the lyrics of a song to perk you all up? My chem teacher wrote both the melody and lyrics and he sang it during Teachers' Day concert. haha...This is very pro (not the vocal ability), right?He sang in Chinese. (the English part is just a translation)

更好的明天

A Better Tomorrow

七月五日的那天

老师给回我们化学考卷

看见他红笔涂满每一面

而我的分数只拿一点点

考卷拿回了之后才发现

就因为没听老师的忠言

平时我没有勤学和苦练

所以在考试时候没时间

下定决心要改变

不再让别人看贬

我要升到第二年

所以我为梦想努力向前

我抬头遥望着那宽阔的蓝天

就像那海鸥我要飞得更高更远

我要把握每一份时间

在美廉努力向前

追求更好的明天

经过失败的经验

我开始温习功课和测验

我读了课业一遍又一遍

有时还请求老师的指点

明天我又有多一个测验

我绝对不再让悲剧重演

我读书直到凌晨的三点

希望这次我能考好一点

虽然有一点疲倦

但仍旧学而不厌

为了要到达终点

我会尽全力使梦想实现

1^st verse:

On the 5^th of July

Our teacher gave us back our chemistry exam papers

I saw his red pen marks smeared fully across every page

And I only got a few marks

After getting back the exam papers then I realised

That it’s because I never listened to my teacher’s advice

Most of the time I was not diligent and did not practise hard

And so I didn’t have enough time during the exam (to complete)

I’m determined to change myself

No longer will I let others look down on me

I want to be promoted to the second year

And so, for my dreams, I try hard and press forward

Chorus:

I raise my head and look from afar the broad blue skies

Just like that seagull I want to fly higher and further

I will seize every moment of my (protected) time

At Meridian I will try hard and press forward

To pursue a better tomorrow

2^nd verse:

After going through the experience of failure

I started to revise my homework and tests

I studied my schoolwork again and again

Sometimes I also ask my teacher to guide me in the right direction
Tomorrow I have yet another test

I’m absolutely determined not to let the tragedy repeat itself

I studied until it was 3a.m. in the morning

Hopefully now I am able to do a little better

Even though I feel a little tired

Yet I still remain eager to learn

In order to arrive at my destination

I will give my all to make my dreams become reality

(Repeat Chorus)

2006-11-22T22:29:00.000+08:00

pls lo sh... can u pls "briefly" describe sth b4 u giv ur comments. otherwise make sure we wld understand lar. no flow de leh. everythin is sooo random. ok lar. nt here 2 comment on ur blog anw. lols.

seh. nw my mind all ah ma ah gong jr missy daddy n mummy lar. all e colors r blindin me LOL. abit sad tt i cant really work with u peeps all e way till end of dec. n mostly imptly, much as i don feel lyk admittin, i'm gonna miss jereen n her calls 4 us 2 eat n tok more. yea n oso her callin me mian xian. guess tis is e most random nickname i gt bahz. lol. apart frm speakin too much, i tink she's gd lar, though perhaps lyk 2 tok in a roundabout way @ times. n i'm lookin 4ward 2 tis fri lo. all e fun activities with e ah gong ah ma. but tt day will feel kinda sad cos lame's leavin 4 shanghai. n i'm so gonna miss her. haixx. how can ah gong survive w/o missy 2 look after him lehh. =(

as 4 e job, tink i'll call e agency 2 check again larr. don really feel secure cos they didnt tell me e mode of payment. but if ok rite, then 15th dec might arrive realli late then 16th will leave 4 wk in e morn. suddenly dec seems so distant 2 me liao. as in i cant really play n go out with u all as much as nw. ok larr, nw mayb abit too overboard. sick but still go out everyday. don tink i can recover lo. but nvm =P. nxt time lets hav dinner tgt lar =))

hc, i might cling on2 ur bk 4 quite long hor, considerin e fact tt i don hav much time plus e tonnes of work i hav 2 do. n ya, e upcomin "excitement" n e cips. lol man. i m seriously startin 2 doubt my ability in managin so much stuff within e remainin 1mth++. k larr. shall end off here. don say i nv blog huh. actually i kept tinkin it was only ytd tt i blogged. tt's y i nv blog tis few days. no time sia. psps.

ggjy!! n rmb 2 listen 2 933 fm on 24th nov which is tis fri frm 2100 till 2300. (helpin lame remind lol)

minsi (ehh. can i nt b ah gong.......)

2006-11-21T12:11:00.000+08:00

I wonder what you all doing now. Well, i think lame and ms are publicizing themselves. Sorry for not going. I am too lazy. To make up, I suggest that the both of you can email too.

Junior College	Team Name	Team Members
Tampines Junior College	Team Hairy Monsters	Shaun Lee, Loong Yu Ying, Chia Xin Ying, Kua Li Shan
Tampines Junior College	Team Hidden Abilities	Grace Ang, Germaine Chow, Theodra Ho, Adele Rae Seow
Victoria Junior College	Team Tyche	Loke Chun Ying, Liu Wen, Ying Teng Long, Ang Si Min
Victoria Junior College	Team Exopreneurs	Felicia Tan, Eunice Chew, Loh Wai Bin, Denise Teo
Temasek Junior College	Team KC³	Joy Koh, Christianne Ang, Cheryl Cheah, Chua Wan Hsin
Temasek Junior College	Team Temasek Flame	Liew Ee Chan, Harry Sutiono, Mccarl Leonardo, Tanaja Cheryl
Meridian Junior College	Team Ju$.4.Bizz	Neo Boon Hui, Koh See Hui, Tan Yan Ying, Lim Meng Hui
Meridian Junior College	Team X-plosive	Crystal Phua, Lim Yi Chen, Han Kian Yan, Rosalind Loo
Raffles Junior College	Team Xtrepreneur	Kenneth Kong, Kenneth Hor, Lim Fang Kang, Jenson Yip
Serangoon Junior College	Team the FourZ-some	Tan Jun Wen, Loh Li Zhi, Pegeen Wu, Norman Tay
Nanyang Junior College	Team NYBC	Cheong Mei Ping Angelina Pradana, Campbell Calina Donne, Soo Lin Hui
Nanyang Junior College	Team The Creative 4s	Fabian Chua, Soh Kok Yong, Ong Lun Kuang, Lam Jian Hua
Yishun Junior College	Team Sasa	Tok Yan Shuang, Loh Jing Mei, Chia Meiyi, Louisa Neo
Yishun Junior College	Team LEGS	Beryl Kwok , Sann Choo, Elvis Wang, Gary Ding
Hwa Chong Institution	Team o1	Jeriel Lam, Kelvin Toh, Hww Zheng Xun, Seng Che Hao
Jurong Junior College	Team Entrepreneurs Leaders of the Future	Cai Wan Ling, Cheah Shi Yun, Tan Yi Yan, Marcus Ong
Jurong Junior College	Team Entrepreneur	Nicholas Tan, Koh Li Hui, Koh Qing Ling, Loh Yo Qi
Pioneer Junior College	Team (Unnamed)	Yam Chan Min, Ong Xiang Rong, Song Wei Hong, Huang Yong Chang
Pioneer Junior College	Team Dremopreneur	Tan Guo Hao, Tan Jun Hong, Silvia Lim, Michelle Tan

Hey, you all know anyone from the above table (exclude me and yc)? tell me! Just want to know some before the ice breaker session. The above is a list of groups taking part in the NTU thing.

Chopsticks CIP(Ah Gong Ah Ma Day):
wed- 10 am at bedok mrt station platform
thurs- 10 am at bedok mrt station platform
fri- 10 am outside TJ?
sat-10 am outside TJ?
Please sms me to tell me the finial decisions.

By the way, you all like this nick:
[[--- aMz 4eva ☻ one]] ™
If yes, copy this and change to your number.

2006-11-18T22:29:00.000+08:00

yoyo!!! todae was fun...hehe=) thx for all amz members hu went to do the cip...really find it especially meaningful with u gals around...yea!

edited one of the pic i took for u gals @ ecp....dis is my first attempt using photoshop...so hope u gals lk it k? feel free to comment on it...=P

love ya...elaine=)

2006-11-18T20:52:00.000+08:00

lol. watchin e last 2 epi of goong. might as well watch b4 passin 2 my aunt lol. alwaz gt e strong kind of feelin everytime after i watched e drama. after tt will start comparin 2 real life. then will start complainin 2 my frien. haha.

today v.fun n meaningful.. =)) someone of cos lyk lo.. with all e packin stuff. i look forward 2 nxt time. n i feel tt it wld b more fun if all e ppl were those we noe. but today's quite eff liao lar. considerin we were sorted in2 diff stations n e div of labour really increases our spd. but seriously i cant really diff btwn colours. but its different frm e prev cips tt we did. @ least it sort of reminds us tt cip does nt really refer 2 hrs tt we nid 2 gain 4 schl but contributions we make 2 e soc.

gogojiayou orh!!!

minsi
[[life is ABIT of everythin]]

2006-11-17T20:28:00.000+08:00

seh. i'm e most regular blogger liao. so lame shldnt remind me 2 blog lo. nv blog still dare ask me?!?! =P anw.

1stly, sarah finnnally rmbed bout our existence sia. ok lar. 2ndly, maple gt tis new world. but dono y i keep gettin e lagg n it's so serious tt i hav 2 relogin every 5 min interval. so ****. hmm. 3rdly, haix. realise tt i started 2 slack. argh. ok. hav 2 reset my schedule. mayb i shld @ least finish those piles of hw by end of nov. then dec start revisin. 4thly, i don wan 2 walk tt city hall route liao!!! (but if gt e job then i don mind lar lols) i've been retracin similar routes 4 consecutive days man... details i don wana go into. cos e feelin is juz sick. but 1 thing i muz say... i've learnt e art of callin... as in i don really stutter so much n i don feel nervous tt kind of thing. haha. somehow, besides e feelin of nausea, i've derived satisfaction frm all e interviews amidst e search 4 jobs. haha. but somehow pity my n lame's legs. esp when she had 2 keep up with my pace somemore. LOL

hmmm. abit tired. abit irritated. abit satisfied. abit inspirational. ahh. thousands of thoughts r runnin thru my mind nw. lots of things 2 say. but dono how 2 put it across. tt's.... life. lols.

=))) minsi..
[[1 thing 4 certain. glad 2 hav known u all in my life]]

2006-11-15T11:39:00.000+08:00

haha.. Minsi describe like we r going to some posh camp. pple read liao ll xie mu a lot, i guess. So it is sort of finalise liao, izzit? Meanwhile, hav to do homewk while r & r @ e same time loh or else next yr ll be quite "xiong" haha.. ok lah, 1 more hr, i ll be headg to "si ma lu" w my mum to hav my fav. fd, Laksa.. so cya during e camp..

Sarah:)

2006-11-13T20:53:00.000+08:00

aiiiii...... even mornin oso nid 2 tag?!?!?! wats e world comin 2?!?! so happy n satisfied 2day. haha. hope everythin'll juz b fine tml =P. yep. but abit siann when i return 2 my rm.. cos e loads of work left undone r still as much as b4. (its nt gettin less mind u). mayb i shld divert more time thr. oya. finally. e day has arrived. 13th November 2006 marks e day of freedom, e day when pw becomes history... HISTORY. juz too great =))

hmm. ok. find myself abit wat. cos my wishlist is startin 2 grow even b4 i get e jobs. haha. but e 1st thing i'm so gonna buy will nt b 4 myself. heh. hope we get e jobs. *prays*

haiz. tink i'm too high 2day. so shall giv myself 1 more day. tml then i start muggin abit. actually kind of hated my brain n mind. they alwaz seem 2 b preoccupied with stupid n senseless stuff tt i cant focus on other things. haix. ok lar.

Go Go Jia You orh!!!!!!!

minsi
p.s i levelled up again hahahax +.+

2006-11-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

hey gals...check dis out...it's our new relay system...=) hope u all lk dis....though it was a bit too colourful...=x

love ya<3,>

elaine=)

2006-11-10T19:41:00.000+08:00

haha. tink i gt e laughin bug today. anw. been looong since i had such a fun time lyk today... =P. LOL. ok. but still felt kinda stupid today cos i tink i did quite alot of stupid things today lar. shoutin 4 u all ahmas 2 move away but i ended up bein e stupid ahma who was in e way of e cyclist. bet he was tinkin how retarded i was lar. haix. n i'll nv wan tt mixture of coke+chilli in my throat again plsss. its lyk so wat n i almost puked it out lar. (lol. it wld b in2 hc's face if i did tt). hahaha.

ok. e more impt thing 2 note. pls don 4get hor. n any queries ASK ELAINE. =)

Meet @ Harbour Front Mrt @ 1300 on 15th Dec 2006. E stay wld b 3 days 2 nitez @ Fullerton Hotel. Pls bring ur golden Plushies. We'll shop around Vivo City n proceed 2 Carrefour 2 buy some ingredients 4 e royal specialties sh is so gonna prepare tt nite. hc will b assistant chef. cindy n elame will do e washin up while i'll do e wipin. connie'll b e overall supervisor. @ nitez, we'll watch e Death Note brought by hq. (pls rmb 2 ctrl urself tt nitez. =))

Nxt morn, we'll hav breakfast @ e restaurant near Fullerton. After tt we'll retreat back 2 our rms 2 enjoy e ambience of e money-plated surroundings. We'll go 4 sauna n jacuzzi n other available services. Lunch'll b settled thru rm service. Sarah'll join us. Dinner'll b BBQ. Nitez we;ll watch movies @ e Gold-class theatre @ Golden Village in Vivo City.

yea. shld b bout all. further details we'll decide as e day comes. =)

ok lar. v.tired liao. tml goin kbox again. haha. cya then.

lame, go study sessions call me hor. sh, lets practise calligraphy with connie some time. cindy, gt any jobs intro 2 me n lame kk??

minsi------Go Go Jia You!!!!!
u'll b real retarded if u believe those crap (those in bold)

2006-11-08T13:46:00.000+08:00

lol i totally 4gt bout e fahrenheit dvd. finished watchin it n i realised tt yalun oso v.cute lo. yea... so my conclusion was tt i lyk 3 of 'em. haha.

tis few days been rather bz with my new korean drama. finally finished tt "My Sassy Girl" aka "Hao Jie Chun Xiang". haha. e whole show is lyk nicer than goong can. or mayb e settin is diff bahx. anw. tt show is really inspirin cos it stars e guy n e gal as students. then some irony caused e guy n e gal 2 get married. (sth lyk goong) then they ended up fallin up 4 each other. but then 2 nasty characters came into place lar. n bcos of 'em, e meng long went 2 uni but nt chun xiang. e story then goes on all e way till yrs later. haix. chun xiang was forced 2 go japan with another stupid guy who tot he's v.shuai but nearly made me puke. so e whole show was touchin yet sweet in some way, n disgustin when e 2 stupid characters r around. overall its better than goong lar. goong kept revolving around e same place. but hao jie chun xiang is diff. yea... u all really muz watch. =P

thru tis show, i learn quite some stuffs. ehh.. actually was rather slack liao. but nw suddenly gt e mood 2 study. yea. i mean @ our age, might as well juz mug lo. thr's nth else we can do oso. actually i wanted 2 say loads. but juz wrote those in my diary last nite. so nvm.

feelin rather optimistic. ok mayb tt's nt a feelin lar. but juz feel tt way. life is basically "jia you bah". lets all jiayou. n live life 2 e fullest.

cya all tis fri =P. so happy 2 c all of u once more. though fri might b my "dead" day.

minsi.

2006-11-05T20:11:00.000+08:00

yea!!! dis is the relay system we will be using to spread the msg....=D remember to folo it ya?

Love ya<3,>
elaine~~~

2006-11-05T09:27:00.000+08:00

hiyee! came to blog since it's the weekends....yesterday night was fun and HIGH!!! really enjoyed myself alot...=D got to see my fav SOUL but still nid to get use to ishi's new hair colour...hahax...

woah...minsi went on shopping spree le wor....bet u bought alot of clothes rite? coz u everytime dun buy dun buy, den now buy all at once....but hope u enjoyed ur shopping spree k? next time, perhaps when u have more money den we can go shopping or kbox again...=p

and ya, regarding the gathering stuff only minsi and chan replied me lo...seehui, huaqian, sarah haven yet....maybe we can ask connie and cindy to come along coz they are oso part of amz mahx...u gals agree with dis idea? can treat it as bonding camp...den can think of coming up with something as a common identity so that we are related by that one thing...=) anyway, just reply me asap...dun let me wait too long=x

one more thing is the badminton outing....me, minsi and chan cfm can go...nid an answer asap oso coz we will haf to book the courts if u gals want..it should be on next friday, most prob afternoon or evening since minsi has op on tt day....not sure of the time too....ps...

anyway, all of u mus take care k? DUN fall sick these few days especially we haf op next week... must eat well, sleep well and u be well for op!!! yea~~~GAMBATTE....<3>

elaine<3

2006-11-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

v.tired leh. n i tink i'm goin broke soon. n i really mean soooon. today went on a shoppin spree. bought lots of clothes. haiz. been 1 yr since i last went shoppin 4 clothes. *yawns*

anw. how's e charity show?? oyea. laine said i seem 2 b rather bz. haha. actually no matter wat i'll still go out with u all if either of u wan 2 go out. yep. tml sure has 2 bia my speech. new 1 but i haven even read yet. n mon nid 2 present 2 my ct liao. actually she's e tcher who scolded me even b4 i met her. n i rmbed her scoldin me 4 e whole week. but bcos of tt, i aimed 2 do well 4 chem. i did improve by 2 grades. somehow i juz wan 2 thank her. n yea, she gt 2 dogs. 1 of 'em is called minmin. haha.

hmm. life is really unexpecting. as in hopes can falter when u least expected 'em 2. actually i've alwaz been uncertain of things in life. i hate e feelin of uncertainty. but i alwaz get tt feelin. n my frien's nick was "freedom is juz another word for nth left 2 lose". in e past i wanted freedom. but wats freedom.. i hate it when ppl kept askin things lyk "whr r u goin?", "wat hav u been doin?", "who r u meetin?" even if my mum belongs 2 tt "ppl". but somehow she had e rite 2 noe. so no matter wat i noe i cant hav freedom. cos e day i attain freedom, i wld hav lost everythin, everyone.

oh shit. juz realised its past 12am. shld slp b4 i start 2 faint again. haiz.

cya peeps nxt fri. =P Go Go Jia You!!

minsi.

2006-10-29T21:31:00.000+08:00

ok... today met up with sh. wah thnx thnx!!! i really had a pw lecture today lo. n my lecturer was e pro ms koh. LOL. nw i finally understood wat u meant by 'childish' e other time. 2 tink i was quite satisfied. hmm. ok anw will edit my slides again. though its kinda sian n tirin cos i don really wana go all e way 2 my frien's hse, but 4 e sake of "mktin director", i'll do it. (abit no link. nvm if u all don understand.) ya, n i'm sure i wld feel more confident tis time round. =P

simply tired lar. but still hav 2 go 2 e web 2 check it out.

yesterday had 2 dreams. shit lo. kept dreamin of ghosts etc... tis few days. v.scary. but e 2nd dream was nice.. n i lyk it. haha.

k gtg. hope 2 finish summarisin my i&r tonite =)

ms.

2006-10-26T22:50:00.000+08:00

aiyoh!!!!! ksh. go find a color tt reps u best lar. otherwise u'll get mistaken 4 either me or lame lar. funny man. anw. although i oso disapprove of ur leader, but i muz say tt its better than those who push e blame 2 u. rather those who claim ur credit than those who make u take up e blame lo. anw. @ least u learn sth rite? relax. can almost feel ur anger LOL.

aiyo. today. so many of u bz sia. lame go watch movie. sh go take pics. my frien oso goin out with his friens. so after tt hoax op, i went out with my jc pals. LOL. we spent 1-2 hrs in 1 shop!!! n i can nv 4get tt Dorothy Perkins shop @ PP. haha. my 1st experience. 2 of my friens were tryin out e sizes n designs while e other 2 n me were in charge of bringin their clothes 4 'em. hah. i feel lyk a shop assistant. quite fun lar. actually i realise tt helpin ppl bring clothes oso quite interestin lehh. hahaa. juz tt its v.tirin after tt.

hmm... today OP was a hoax lo. but we still practised in our class lar. as in peer mark. wah seh... all my fears n worries came true. i kind of babble my way thru again, shift my weight frm left 2 right n vice versa n did nt make eye contact. i woke up lyk 7am tis morn n practise with slides 8 times lo!!!! but when i went up, my heart pumped so hard till i cld almost hear it lar. lucky my legs didnt shiver. but i kept leanin on either leg. i tried 2 look @ my classmates lar. but its lyk when i attempt 2 do so, my mind wld blank out n i wld 4get wat i was goin 2 say. i ended up tryin desperately 2 find my line amidst e lines of words on my paper. HAI x1000000000

aiyo. tml is e filmin thing leh. i'm sooooo worried n scared lo. wats more is tt we're goin 2 join another class tml. scared i'll mess things up n get e ppl 2 mock @ me la. aiyo. y in e world muz pw b implemented. shit. of all things, i hate 2 do public speakin most lo. anw. i've decided 2 heck bout e rest of e audience n juz look @ my tcher tml. muz try 2 make eye contact with her since she's e person i'm supposed 2 impress anw.

ok lar. hav 2 go mug bio. cya peeps.

minsi
(o btw, i realise thr's alot of spies here. mayb we shld change e blog soon.)

2006-10-26T15:31:00.000+08:00

wah..just came back from a gym centre to take some pic for op...sian...today's morning really s**!!
a mixture of feelings due to thg related to OP...

my class had 1st OP rehearsal today in a classroom..only 3 out of 5 grp presented cos the other 2 are not ready. my grp is the 2nd grp. i am the 4th speaker, presenting the entire proposal 2: enjoying and benefitting frm TAF club..a sick and rather sensitive issue to certain ppl..

I was nervous. I dono y i cant stop being nervous. the heart just pumps faster. hate it. i presented proposal 2 too fast until i swallowed and mispronouncing some of the words. Part of the reason is becos i am nervous and another part is that i don have sufficient time. think i need to cut down a bit and talk slower. in the middle of my presentation, a major error occured. i dono how my frens click cos my script and the slides didn't correspond. so i had to stop and press the slides to where i had said.. pissed off..

the happy part is tt my gp cher aka pw ST like the slides except tt there are lack of pics. i was happy to hear tt cos all except 1 slide design is done by me.. but, the sad part began when my cher went to the front of the classroom and made his comments... in short he said tt 1st and 3rd speaker's slide designs were good... they were done by me... i didn know this can boost ur marks or stg like good impression..abit wad like giving mark away to my grp member yet i knew the slide design for my part was so so..den, cher also mention stg tt my script and slides sort of not telly... i did check it was telly unless maybe my frens edited wrongly... the most angry part is tt when my cher asked who did the slides... GUESS WHAT THE SLACKER LEADER SAID WITHOUT SHOWING ANY SIGN OF GUILT..HE SAID "EVERYONE DID TGT." I WAS THINKING MY FOOT. MY FOOT... THE BEAUTIFUL SLIDES DESIGNS WERE CREDITED TO THIS SLACKER WHO DIDN CONTRIBUTE MUCH..YET, HE WAS TELLING ME..COME ON, THIS WAS OUR PROJECT....TELLING ME HE WAS RIGHTFUL TO LIE CHER...GOOD LA.. I HATE HIM.. NOW, I HAD TO GO AND BRUSH UP MY OWN SLIDES. I BOTHER TO HELP THEM WITHOUT EVEN A WORD"THANKS." AND WO CHER KNOWING OR ANY CREDIT...AND WHAT I GAIN WAS TT MY SLIDES WERE DISCREDITED.....WHY?

when the slacker leader and i was abt to leave sch..we met kwek(pw ST)..he told me tt my grp slides are the best among his 2 classes..great lol...as if i got stg

i cant log in animationfactory..sian.. some grp are using it...when will they get out so i can get in...cos there is only one account...platinum membership...haha