eh hq i tot u accustomed 2 ur class le?? aiya. tink of e rest bein juz few classes away n u can c 'em after lessons lo. after tt tink of me, tink of me bein miles away tryin 2 struggle with work n e boredom w/o u all... haix. jy lo. don tink so much. i oso pray hard tt time will crawl n e day sch reopens will nv come.
hmmm. anw. pls gimme e date when u all can make it k? i feel v.sian 2 try n contact all of u larr. currently, e cip day is wed. KINDLY reply 2 me asap.
haix. juz finished mahjong with my family. today lose lyk crazy. i even owe my bro $$. but fake 1 lar. somehow realised tt i had nt chatted with my mum 4 a long time. ytd i was somehow awakened by her 2 my senses. yea. its time 2 make some tough decision. mayb i shld juz stick 2 my initial principles n nt get swayed by emotions easily. n cos of tt, i actually cant slp last nite n thought it ovr n ovr again. suddenly i realised i was headin 2 e wrong direction all along. anw, i used 2 despise e thought of guilds n bfs in maple de. but nw, i juz seem 2 give way 2 'em. 4 maple bf, he juz happened 2 b my bro's frien n i felt really weird. but @ tt pt of time i was too bz doin some quest n he was persuadin me in tis conversation box, i decided 2 give him a satisfactory reply. but somehow i cant bring myself 2 even type a simple "dear" cos it sounds weird 2 me. i tink tis kind of stuff can only b said when u truly lyk e person lo. ya so i wont say it so easily de. lol. n tis brings me 2 another thought. i tink confessin in real life n thru electronic devices hav a major diff. sincerity plays a huge role. plus, sometimes its nt juz sayin but e actions matter alot too. ok larr. i shld stop revealin my thoughts so much. lol.
haix. guess lame is lyk eatin some gd stuff @ some restaurant nw?? cant help tinkin of her cos amz is kinda dead w/o her lehhh. haix. e rest of u don scold me lol.
minsi.
