wah..just came back from a gym centre to take some pic for op...sian...today's morning really s**!!
a mixture of feelings due to thg related to OP...
my class had 1st OP rehearsal today in a classroom..only 3 out of 5 grp presented cos the other 2 are not ready. my grp is the 2nd grp. i am the 4th speaker, presenting the entire proposal 2: enjoying and benefitting frm TAF club..a sick and rather sensitive issue to certain ppl..
I was nervous. I dono y i cant stop being nervous. the heart just pumps faster. hate it. i presented proposal 2 too fast until i swallowed and mispronouncing some of the words. Part of the reason is becos i am nervous and another part is that i don have sufficient time. think i need to cut down a bit and talk slower. in the middle of my presentation, a major error occured. i dono how my frens click cos my script and the slides didn't correspond. so i had to stop and press the slides to where i had said.. pissed off..
the happy part is tt my gp cher aka pw ST like the slides except tt there are lack of pics. i was happy to hear tt cos all except 1 slide design is done by me.. but, the sad part began when my cher went to the front of the classroom and made his comments... in short he said tt 1st and 3rd speaker's slide designs were good... they were done by me... i didn know this can boost ur marks or stg like good impression..abit wad like giving mark away to my grp member yet i knew the slide design for my part was so so..den, cher also mention stg tt my script and slides sort of not telly... i did check it was telly unless maybe my frens edited wrongly... the most angry part is tt when my cher asked who did the slides... GUESS WHAT THE SLACKER LEADER SAID WITHOUT SHOWING ANY SIGN OF GUILT..HE SAID "EVERYONE DID TGT." I WAS THINKING MY FOOT. MY FOOT... THE BEAUTIFUL SLIDES DESIGNS WERE CREDITED TO THIS SLACKER WHO DIDN CONTRIBUTE MUCH..YET, HE WAS TELLING ME..COME ON, THIS WAS OUR PROJECT....TELLING ME HE WAS RIGHTFUL TO LIE CHER...GOOD LA.. I HATE HIM.. NOW, I HAD TO GO AND BRUSH UP MY OWN SLIDES. I BOTHER TO HELP THEM WITHOUT EVEN A WORD"THANKS." AND WO CHER KNOWING OR ANY CREDIT...AND WHAT I GAIN WAS TT MY SLIDES WERE DISCREDITED.....WHY?
when the slacker leader and i was abt to leave sch..we met kwek(pw ST)..he told me tt my grp slides are the best among his 2 classes..great lol...as if i got stg
i cant log in animationfactory..sian.. some grp are using it...when will they get out so i can get in...cos there is only one account...platinum membership...haha