It's nt I. It's WE.

Saturday, September 30, 2006

The GM Legend

I've heard a lot of gm stories from my bro.. he talks abt e gm like his enemy.. like some kind of all-know invincible monster tt lurks in e dark, whom we cannot see but noes our every single action.. n if we r doing a quest n e monster didnt spon enough, he'll say e gm did tt on purpose.. n if he hunt 2 equip in a day, he'll say e gm rocks n tt he'll find e equip its becoz e gm likes him.. n if i cannot login into my account, its becoz e gm had log in into my acc (gm noes everybody's id n pw) and if i dc suddenly its becoz gm has ban my acc.. he speaks of gm ever so frequently n i'm actually quite sick of his gm theory.. i didnt even noe e exsistence of gm..
i tot creators n manipualtors of game will stay hidden from view.. My bro was once a fifty plus warrior till his acc got banned.. so i guess he's a bit paranoid abt e gm n everything tt happened to me in maple is due to gm...

But den, todae, e gm myth izit juz simply a myth. It came true. There is really such a group of ppl hu cld do e impossible, winding through e entire game, looking at e game as a whole n makes necessary measures when needed. I saw e GM today.

GM had summoned an angry looking monster at free market 22 chl 10. Many pro died while attempting to kill it cos its like keep on cursing... even like lvl 90 plus warrior died upon touching it. Pros gathered n tried ways n means to kill it, dragon roar, bless, meso explosion were all over e place.. but all were misses.. e best attack was only like 2k plus..

Den, like heros, 3 GMs appeared n start fighting e monster... they r e ones wif "GM" floating abv their heads n their attack was like 6k plus lah.. standard attack sia.. GM used haste, bless n holy smybol n e whole map got it.. yea.. go Gm! N each stat was added 100... can u spot me in e pic?

^The 3 GMs fighting e monster.. there was tis gal who got killed by e monster.. n e gm Revived her on e spot. lols. GM's worz... dun play play.. Den there was one GM tt was very funny coz he changed himself into a lot of forms n was running abt e whole map n ppl r like chasing him all over e place like fans meet their idols. Ppl r making funny request like "gm lvl me", "gm give me bless", "gm give me haste".. gm here gm there.. gm is not yr fairy godmother can?.. lols

^ If u can c, e teddy bear behind me, e one hus smiling in e center of e pic holding maple staff, is e Gm. Sb typed she loved gm la.. lols.. i soo totaly agree...

^ See? GM takes pics wif me lehz.. as a teddy bear n as a pig somemore... sweet! Lols.. sad i didnt smile.. wad to do? Coz nobody says "say cheese" mah...

^ A family portrait... hahaz.. can c me? N can see e cute mush in e centre behind? Tts our beloved GM ya? GM smile until so happy.. i always forget to smile at e crucial times..aiya.. all camera man's fault.. lolx..

GM, till nt time den!

Zelcy; GM does wonders

Sunday, September 24, 2006

wah man.. todae damn touching.. firstly, i watched e last episode of teen titans.. LAST episode.. terra came back.. without rmbing the past tt she had.. seriously teen titans is juz such a nice show tt eb shld watch.. for every episode, u can c e titans' strong spirit to protect each other n to stick together.. they keep hoping n hoping againist all odds n robin keeps fighting.. even during e times he stand thoroughly alone... i wld ve given up.. sadd.. terra's an touching issue to e titans n e episodes "end of e world" is one of e few shows i'll nvr forget.. go robin.. go terra.. go raven.. go beastboy.. terra n robin's my fav character.. i'll be waiting.. till e nt season comes..

Juz now my cousin called me to go maple for a while.. he's been like tt for a while.. we tried our best to fight together so tt our lvl will nt differ so much.. but he's still 2 lvl higher den me.. aw, he's a warrior n has long life n i'm a cleric n can heal his long life n he can save on pots n i can gain exp from his fight.. he always bring me to fight dangerous creatures n i'm afraid.. dots.. but still tt's when he nids my cleric most so i still went.. he told me nt to tell my bro tt he brought me to fight brock golems.. coz he always reckon tt i'll die.. but i'm very tired n started to nod off n my bro juz come n help me fight n promise tt he'll nt tell my cousin tt its him hus fighting.. but den after a while, my cousin suddenly asked hus playing e character.. my bro was like looking at me n how? den i typed ah beng(my bro).. but knew be4 i gave him my ans.. he knew it wasnt me hus playing.. den when he said tt he knew coz we'd dif fighting pattern n he can recongnise, i was so touch lar.. yr cousin is able to idenify e way u play a game.. he says tts becoz i wont use teleport n wldnt snatch things from him.. n tts how he realised it wasnt me when his money was taken away.. ya.. my bro is very bu ke qi de.. LOLX.. its only todae i realise how much closer me n cousins were den i think.. but i really do touched me.. he saw e person playing behind e screen.. not juz e character..

PS: i only played for a while.. so laine, no comments hor
Zelcy; cheers to cousin

Friday, September 15, 2006

sheesh. nw stomachache again. everytime it aches i'll tink of e times when i can faint lar... anw. yea... finally borrowed e high schl musical cd frm my frien... haha. actually gt it on mon. but cant burn lar. n it was only today my frien told me whr e songs r located. aiya.

felt super rich on mon lo. felt as if i cld give everyone i c a treat.. haha. okk. so on tues me n my friens escaped 2 parkway durin e 1 hr break 4 lunch. n ya, i went 2 eat my fav yoshi. haha. 1st time ate e $5.95 set. haha. but it's nice!! =P okk. tt's was nt all lar. on wed, i took a taxi home.. haha. lucky we shared taxi but nvrtheless my $$ was kinda wasted lar. hmm. guess those were juz warm-up bahz. heh. on thurs (ytd!!) me n 3 others went 2 airport starbucks 2 eat cheesecake lar. wah i paid $9.25 4 half a drink (2 ppl share 1) n 1 pathetic little piece of mango c.c. ok its nice lar but i finallly felt broke ytd. hmm guess i hav 2 stop all tt luxurious lifestyle frm today onwards. feel abit guilty cos my mum called me ytd n said i was damn rich. she's eatin tomatoes 4 lunch while i was lazin @ e couch enjoyin every bit of my "tea".

anw. ya lar. sian lar. every nite struggle 2 read my notes. but wasnt too productive ya? my mind kept wanderin off lar. n i kept dreamin of e same ppl tis few nites. wonder if i'm really ready 4 my papers anot.... argh

minsi

Sunday, September 10, 2006

白色的风筝
安静的纯真
真实的感觉
梦境般遥远
甜甜的海水
复杂的眼泪
看你傻笑着握住我的手
梦希望没有尽头
我们走到这就好
因为我不想太快走完这幸福
很可惜没有祝福
但爱你并不孤独
不会再让你哭
我陪你走到最后
能不能不要回头
你紧紧地抱住我说你不需要承诺
你说我若一个人会比较自由
我不懂你说什么
反正不会松手
我陪你走到最后
能不能别想太多
会不会手牵着手晚一点再到尽头
你说不该再相见只为了瞬间
谢谢你让我听见
因为我在等待永远

my fav song in jay's new album!!!! haha. v.nice. nv regret buyin. i tot track 5 was nice e 1st time... but nw i realise e best is track 8. thr's still alot of nice de. e only 1 i cant stand is track 4. really don understand lar. but track 1 reminds me of ye qu. dono y. initially don really tink much of qian li zhi wai... cos still cant accept fei yu qing's voice lo. but after watchin e mv, v.touchin lar. haha. okk. dono how many times i replay e cd liao. jolin's xin xing quan n tis bai se feng che can fight lo... haha. both r nice. super nice i mean. anw, juz gt tis feelin tt jay's track 9 gt sth 2 do with jolin's track 5.. yup. mayb i'm tinkin too much =P

shit lar. tml schl reopen. guess i'm e only 1 in spore who's dreadin schl nw lar. haiz. even when i only hear my frien's voice i feel super stressed lar. cant stand it. argh. hope e promos end asap. but nvrtheless, my mum sorta planned sth (bad) 4 me liao lar. so i don tink i'll b tt free afterall. =(

minsi

When there was me and you

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here
but all I want is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
miracles could happen
coz now I have to pretend
tt I don't really care

I tot you were my fairytale
a dream when I'm not slping
tt my wish upon a star
is coming true

But everybody else could tell
tt I confused my feelings with the truth
when there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
tt I heard you singing
and when you smiled
you made me feel
Like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now you are not my fairytale
and dreams were meant for slping
and wishes on a star
don't juz come true

Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liketh of you
When there was me and you
I can't believe that
I could be so blind
It's like you were floating
while I was falling
and I didn't mind

Cause I liketh of you
tot you felt it too
when there was me and you

Zelc

Friday, September 08, 2006

hey juz realised i nv used tis color b4. ok 1stly. met yichen lar in tm. so sad nv c hq. nvm. anw. preordered jay's album.. nxt mon then arrive. aiya. shld hav gone 2 mj. but mayb thr'll b no more posters thr? ok lar. wadeva.

hmmm life can b complicated sometimes. my aunt said she wana b an ant nxt time. e only way she died is being trampled 2 death. haha. i wish i'm lyk tt sometimes. but i rather b air. @ least i can b anywhr... i can feel everything everywhr...

2ndly. done with maths. don feel lyk lookin @ it again. yucks.

3rdly.. my bro's friens came 2day. haha. 3 of 'em. funny lar. my mum bought a wig 4 50 bucks 4 their pw. n 1 of 'em is supposed 2 wear it. its soooo funny. e guy simply refused 2 wear it lar. so my bro ended up bein e "gal". funny lar. n lucky i stopped him in time.. he almost used my comb 2 comb tt disgustin mob of hair. eeeeeks. oya. his frien makes me realise tt peserverance can makes successs possible. n i m referrrin 2 losin weight. yup. so somehow, i believe in miracles nw. ppl out thr, don give up hope easily. =P

aiya. ok. i'm damn confused rite nw. hope i wld clear everythin up tml

minsi
p.s KOH SEE HUI. u freak!!!! i smsed u n called u.. then u DAOED me!!!! how dare u ah... muz b muggin madly nw rite. how can u 4get me lar. argh. gd man... i gonna kill u

Thursday, September 07, 2006

today leh. juz wana thnk tis frien. yup mayb 1 of e things which make me nt regret goin 2 vj is meetin him bahz. sometimes its juz hard 2 get friens who can really tok alot 2 u lar. yup so i'm really glad. well so glad tt everytime online i wld c his conversation box poppin up n we;ll start crappin n complainin n wadeva. topics don seem 2 end. yep so ytd was feelin quite down n depressed.. n instead of "don tink too much" he said " tink it thru n thoroughly" which i did n it miraculously solved my problems. n he tok bout some attitudes which r hidden within ourselves... n i was sort of reminded of sth tt happened in e past. it might nt happen 2 everyone so i juz felt so great tt someone alike was juz around me... but wait a min ar, i'm nt e inferior clone k.... hahah. yup. so wadeva it is, thnx 4 bein thr n alwaz listenin 2 me.... =P

anw. ok so frm nw on i'm nt goin 2 zhuan niu jiao jian lyk wat my mum alwaz said. how bout facin my probs directly tis time?? yup. much disappointed as i m, i will still rmb tt u all r alwaz around lar. hmm. ok hope all my friendships will last 4eva. =)

minsi

Monday, September 04, 2006

yea.. finished tt horrifyin probabilities tut I n II which almost killed all my brain cells. then thr's tis graphin tut which i tot wld make me totally freak out... but well, its manageable n yep, i still tink probabilities is 1 of e worst maths topic tt i had evr encountered. haiz. still had econs left undone. leavin it as my "supper" tonite. hope i don get digestive prob. tml onwards shld start muggin i guess... haiz. tis comin sat is my last maplin day. then i'll hav 2 wait all e way 2 after promos. oh no. can almost envision myself muggin whole day long. cant stand it. anw. i muz ensure tt my mind don wanders off unnecessarily. focus.... heh. its time 2 prove my tchers wrong le. hope i can b lyk my sec 2 self.. haha. my results curve was exponential lar. wahaha. VJ spirit... EXPONENTIAL IMPROVEMENT... haha. ok. shall do myself proud.. (i hope =P)

mInSi..
ps. hope i can really b a victorian. anw. i'm a temasekian as well as victorian. 2-in-1... results shldnt b too bad la huh. LOL

Saturday, September 02, 2006

freak lar. sick when its hols.. sick when its time 2 mug. argh. no matter wat i muz persevere. heh. today carnival quite sian cos my schl quite small n e activities r nt really appealin.. but its kinda fun cos thr's e AMZ participation. LOL. haha. ok lo. though i cant really try out e food due 2 my throat n nose. X_X

anw. yep was quite tired lar. woke up @ 8am n went out till so late. its nt as if we sat down lar. in fact we were walkin most of e time. ya lar. so my legs damn pain lar. n i'm still chasin after my nose. worst, my supposedly recovered throat comes hurtin all ovr. fine.

haha. nw i'm watchin all e stuff regardin RFLP. aiya tis is so damn tough. even bio tchers cant gimme an instant reply when i asked 'em. n we r supposed 2 understand it within weeks n ans qns regardin 'em in promos. well tt sorta makes me a PRO rite?? haha. ok i luv DNA alot lar. its relatively interestin compared 2 others.

find me when u can give me wat i wan. u might nt b superhuman but if u dono wat i wan then u don understand me @ all n it's pointless 2 continue.

minsi