wat news!!!! hq i sooo excited so cant help nt callin u immediately... LOL. sry.
ok... seriously, i soooo down these few days... hai. really feel lyk slpin on n nv wake up... hmmm. ok perhaps i'm gonna say out wat i really feel. whoeva readin tis juz hope u don take offence.. even if u do, its none of my business....
felt damn disappointed with my jc friens lar. dono y things turn out lyk tis.. but i juz feel so sian of goin schl everyday. told my frien tis afternoon lar, in sec schl days, i cld pon if i wanted 2, but sometimes i came 2 schl bcos of friens.. nw leh, i wld hav ponned if thr's no lectures or tut... my friens were nt e reason 4 me 2 go @ all. v.sad rite... haiz. depressed lar. tt day my frien smsed me 2 say tt JY's singin on tv... i was simply so sad of my life tt i simply didnt hav e mood 2 turn on e tv n watch. well wat m i supposed 2 say when my frien asked me y i didnt watch.... bcos of 'em?? suck lar. aniwae... its really freakin irritatin sometimes lar. well i wished tt i nv tink bout it but juz feel tt friens r a major part of life... so how 2 stop it gettin 2 me?? sort of envious of another clique lar... its lyk they will really get together everytime n ask bout whr one another is when they didnt c each other. even durin lessons when some go 2 class later, they'll save seats 4 1 another lar. my clique gives me e feelin tt they r scared of enterin classrm late... its lyk they'll juz bother bout themselves, lyk will they b seated in places which sorta make 'em seem outcast. its lyk they'll quickly sit down together... then if e rest of e clique don hav anymore places, too bad lor... they juz sit @ e front row. i really cant stand tis kind of thing lar. if its really gd friens shldnt we lyk pei 1 another... i'm sure 4 us, we wld really give up e gd seats juz 2 get together lar. haiz. cant stand nt sighin lar. ppl r oso damn realistic. they will nv pei u do sth 4 no reason or even wait 4 u lar. its lyk they wont do certain things with u if they don benefit frm it. ... feel sooooo sad lar sometimes... perhaps b4 e mid yrs when i don mug so much, we gt along "better" lar. but 4 nw, i dono wat 2 say lar. mayb such friens can enjoy laughter together but nt hardship?!?!
ok lar. nw i'm goin b lyk hq... hehe. was watchin movie these few days durin GP. its bout a gal frm colombia... she's frm a super poor family.. n she juz gt fired... well she broke up with her bf who gt her pregnant.. then bcos of economics prob she turned 2 becomin a mule carryin drugs 2 new york.. well its tt kind u swallow pellets containin pure drugs... its swallowin a lot of pellets whole @ 1 go.. ya.. when u reach america u r supposed 2 shit 'em out... hmm so tis gal (she's quite pretty) was caught lar. but bcos she's pregnant e ppl didnt do xray on her n trust her. so she gt out. 1 frien of hers gt sicker as 1 of e pellets broke. n both of 'em with 1 other gal were taken 2 a rm whr they were 2 stay till they shit everything out. yep.. e sick gal died lar. e 2 guys watchin over 'em sliced open her stomach 2 get e pellets out n throw her 2 some place.... then e gal (Maria) n her frien ran 4 their lives... Maria contacted e sis of tt dead frien 2 give her a place 2 stay lar. then she n her frien returned e pellets 2 e 2 guys...yup. then Maria gt thrown out when e sis realized her sis had died. she believed tt maria caused her death. so well with e $$ earned frm pellets, both she n her wanted 2 go back 2 colombia. but upon reachin e airport, she turned back... her frien left.. but she walked towards e direction of new york.. she wana start everythin afresh... so she walked on n on...
hah.its rather touchin 2 me... i felt quite inspired lar. hmmm yup everythin anew. if 1 day i found myself a new chance 2 restart everythin, i wont give up e chance. really.
hmm oya.. hope u all go 2 e carnival lar. sh u v.wat leh... go ur hse can, go 2 my schl carnival u rejected so bluntly. tsk. better go hor. otherwise i'll kill u. (p.s. I MEAN IT)
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