ok. hope everythin juz fade off juz lyk tis color is gonna b. happy 4 a frien cos yea, xx succeeded. BUT it reminds me of sth. yep... hmm been tryin 2 avoid tis feelin 4 perhaps a week?? yea tests n spas r keepin my mind off it. but well nw tt all r ovr, i'm kinda addicted 2 youtube shows, mp3s, maple, etc... haha. shant elaborate further. somehow don feel lyk really tinkin bout it. cos i'm scared of makin e wrong decision. I'M SCARED. i truly do. mayb i can start lettin go nw. tryin 2 get used 2 it... cos evrythin is juz sooo nt rite. thr's nv a sense of security... nv a feelin of bein wanted. but its ok. since evrythin started with a proposal, all wld b gone if it's deleted. it was nv an EE proposal aniwae.
juz went with AMZ 4 dinner. haha. so fun. tok so much lar. hmm i'm replenishin my saliva nw. LOL. aniwae... its was really great 2 crap with 'em. look 4ward 2 tis sat n my schl's carnival. =) luv u ppl
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