It's nt I. It's WE.

Thursday, August 31, 2006

ok. yichen complained bout my blogs... argh. ok lo. u n elame win liao. bleh. thnx hor... bcos of u, i hav 2 eat tt cake lar. haha. lucky hc pei me lar. LOL. poor her.. i made her eat e bigger piece leh. but she threw it away aniwae. haha. oya. saw all e tchers liao. gd man.. all nv change... but saw ex-classmates... wah some become more gd-lookin liao lo. noe how 2 doll up lar. haiz. then i'm still lyk wu-suo-wei lyk tt. ok nt gona say y liao.

hahahah. guess wat. met XX again. ok lar. outside tms, connie shouted my name across e road. well she wanted 2 let me noe XX is standin bside her lar. wah i juz gt so excited. but whille crossin e road XX passed by me lar n SAID HELLO A FEW TIMES. but i was payin attn 2 hq so dint notice. connie shouted again n i sorta came 2 my senses. haha. so surprised cos i dint expect XX 2 walk back 2 tms mah. so i approached connie n started tokin. then saw XX crossin road back 2 us. then connie told me tt XX went back cos of sth impt. ....... ok then i tok alittle bit 2 XX b4 my bus came. well i told connie i was jealous cos XX can pei her wait 4 frien since he's waitin 4 his too. haha. but its juz a joke lar. heh. then XX shouted bye 2 me b4 i boarded bus. haha. he's cute lar. but nt connie's shuai. cute lor. i lyk his smile. can compete with my bro liao. guys with such smile r really cute lo. ok. told my mum tt if i were younger i wld hav gone after him liao. LOL!!! *oops he better nt b readin tis. ok. connie don laugh.

feelin lousy in tms today. but its juz a flash. yichen lar. said sth tt hit my nerve. haha. nvm tink i'm halfway over it. alittle bit more effort i will succeed. haha. ok i'm improvin everyday. oya wrote some crappy stuffs 4 my mortal. damn lame i can guarantee. tink he's gonna laugh his head off man. but my angel v. jia-lat. tsk tsk.

yichen don complain bout tis blog. cos i long time nv blog. although its alwaz me. ppl r juz bei dong lar. argh. AMZ rox. LWH rox too... hhah my vj friens wld laugh if they c tis man.

minsi

Saturday, August 26, 2006

o wat a freak i m lar.ask my frien send me e tcher mail dono how many times n i still lost it in e end. wats more stupid is tt i lost my pw alevels bklet lar. n another thing, my precious new interact badge which i had nt started usin @ all was gone!!!! how idiotic can i get? haiz. i'm losin things almost every other day. haiz later go relative's hse sure hav 2 mug liao lo. perhaps i'm lookin 4ward 2 only maple every sun. seriously, if i cld maple wheneva i lyk, i really wldnt hav time 4 other things liao lo. hell noes y i'm so into maple.

aiya. somehow dono wat 2 write here. haiz.. oya... finally found someone 2 go ponderosa with me... hehe. but well i helped him in maths lar. tt's how i gt tis deal. but its worth it k. hahahahhahaa.... vj carnival is gonna b fun leh. i tink lar.

ok 4 nw i'm goin die of work. i was discussin with my frien bout how maple is linked 2 our life lar. we train (we study) and we level up (we grow). hmm. but in maple, how much effort we put in we wld get it back. in life, who's gonna b a guaranteed success?? if i cld, i rather b a maple character. @ least it is unfeelin. i've changed my ambitions too. 2 fulfil my aspirations, thr can only b a thing 2 do, 2 remove everything tt's hinderin my path..

my frien is tellin me how fun shootin game is... haiz. if only he's maplin. then thr'll b more 2 discuss. we rock!!!!

minsi

Thursday, August 24, 2006

ok. hope everythin juz fade off juz lyk tis color is gonna b. happy 4 a frien cos yea, xx succeeded. BUT it reminds me of sth. yep... hmm been tryin 2 avoid tis feelin 4 perhaps a week?? yea tests n spas r keepin my mind off it. but well nw tt all r ovr, i'm kinda addicted 2 youtube shows, mp3s, maple, etc... haha. shant elaborate further. somehow don feel lyk really tinkin bout it. cos i'm scared of makin e wrong decision. I'M SCARED. i truly do. mayb i can start lettin go nw. tryin 2 get used 2 it... cos evrythin is juz sooo nt rite. thr's nv a sense of security... nv a feelin of bein wanted. but its ok. since evrythin started with a proposal, all wld b gone if it's deleted. it was nv an EE proposal aniwae.

juz went with AMZ 4 dinner. haha. so fun. tok so much lar. hmm i'm replenishin my saliva nw. LOL. aniwae... its was really great 2 crap with 'em. look 4ward 2 tis sat n my schl's carnival. =) luv u ppl

minsi

Thursday, August 17, 2006

ah. i'm freakin tired everyday. argh. ok lar. SPAs week after week. n its lyk 2 spas n 1 lect assessment nxt thurs lar. 3-in-1 day. v.great hor.

hmm. realised tt it's been donkey yrs since i last blogged. hq!!! i wan 2 watch e high schl musical!!!! lend me k.... =)

oyea... ppl when's e dinner?? pls keep me updated lar. hc, izit wat we've decided or has thr been changes 2 e time n venue??

okk. will keep u update on e carnival stuff nxt week when we meet. buaiz.

minsi. AMZ6

Saturday, August 12, 2006

Hey Temasekians! Did u all heard e song we will get there on national day? such memories.. aw, i feel weird not seeing people dancing fun dance to e song.. normally ppl will at least do some hand actions or sth.. but when e song was played.. e hall was so still n quiet except for e singer's voice.. not even swaying was seen.. no smile no fun not high.. sian..

Todae i quite happy.. anybody seen e show 'high sch musical'? Such a sweet high sch story like tis u simply cannot miss! forget it.. i tink nobody watch or even noe wat it is.. always like tt de.. makes me wonder wat exactly we ve in common.. aw, i was spirted by e show.. coz e guy's so nice..

den rite.. i became a cleric.. anybody wans 2 congrat me? lols.. self-healing powers, teleportation, blessed with holy arrows tts gd againist evil monsters and even get to summon dragons in future.. sounds cool.. but e dragons r not very smart..

my biao ge n his parents came down today. Big surprsie. Coz he normally wait for e moon to turn pink or sth before coming down. Aw, he was nowhere to be seen. But his parents asked me if i wanted to go malaysia wif them tis december.. i agreed immediately without even tinking of asking my mum.. so clever.. I'll galdly follow anyone who could get me out of singapore anytime ^^;

i gtg.. so sweet dreamz everyone =]

Zel; in for a buzy week nt week

Monday, August 07, 2006

hey, gals finally back to blog again...my most sincere apologies for not blogging for so long coz i really no mood to blog or too busy le....hmm, for a start i wan to say that i miss all of you!!! actually planned to meet on last sat but due to some reasons we dismissed the idea so i feel that we shld go vj's carnival!!! hehe=D i think i can make it as long as nth crops up on that day itself so hope all of u gals can make it too, den we treat it as some amz gathering again....yea!!! finally can meet up with all of you le...must take pic with all of you den can keep it in my wallet den i can see all of you everyday....quite lame since i see most of you almost everyday....hahax....

den minsi dun ponder too much over ur jc friends le....perhaps they are just lk tt de, i think jc life is whereby u learn to be super-independent bahz...so dun read into it too much k? life is short so y not live each day to the fullest and live it with joy!!!=) jiayou wor....remember u can always sms or give anyone of us a call when u feel bored or vexed de....tt's what friends are for....aniwae, hope u can learn to love all ur jc friends some day k?

hugs and kisses,
eLaiN3<3

wat news!!!! hq i sooo excited so cant help nt callin u immediately... LOL. sry.

ok... seriously, i soooo down these few days... hai. really feel lyk slpin on n nv wake up... hmmm. ok perhaps i'm gonna say out wat i really feel. whoeva readin tis juz hope u don take offence.. even if u do, its none of my business....

felt damn disappointed with my jc friens lar. dono y things turn out lyk tis.. but i juz feel so sian of goin schl everyday. told my frien tis afternoon lar, in sec schl days, i cld pon if i wanted 2, but sometimes i came 2 schl bcos of friens.. nw leh, i wld hav ponned if thr's no lectures or tut... my friens were nt e reason 4 me 2 go @ all. v.sad rite... haiz. depressed lar. tt day my frien smsed me 2 say tt JY's singin on tv... i was simply so sad of my life tt i simply didnt hav e mood 2 turn on e tv n watch. well wat m i supposed 2 say when my frien asked me y i didnt watch.... bcos of 'em?? suck lar. aniwae... its really freakin irritatin sometimes lar. well i wished tt i nv tink bout it but juz feel tt friens r a major part of life... so how 2 stop it gettin 2 me?? sort of envious of another clique lar... its lyk they will really get together everytime n ask bout whr one another is when they didnt c each other. even durin lessons when some go 2 class later, they'll save seats 4 1 another lar. my clique gives me e feelin tt they r scared of enterin classrm late... its lyk they'll juz bother bout themselves, lyk will they b seated in places which sorta make 'em seem outcast. its lyk they'll quickly sit down together... then if e rest of e clique don hav anymore places, too bad lor... they juz sit @ e front row. i really cant stand tis kind of thing lar. if its really gd friens shldnt we lyk pei 1 another... i'm sure 4 us, we wld really give up e gd seats juz 2 get together lar. haiz. cant stand nt sighin lar. ppl r oso damn realistic. they will nv pei u do sth 4 no reason or even wait 4 u lar. its lyk they wont do certain things with u if they don benefit frm it. ... feel sooooo sad lar sometimes... perhaps b4 e mid yrs when i don mug so much, we gt along "better" lar. but 4 nw, i dono wat 2 say lar. mayb such friens can enjoy laughter together but nt hardship?!?!

ok lar. nw i'm goin b lyk hq... hehe. was watchin movie these few days durin GP. its bout a gal frm colombia... she's frm a super poor family.. n she juz gt fired... well she broke up with her bf who gt her pregnant.. then bcos of economics prob she turned 2 becomin a mule carryin drugs 2 new york.. well its tt kind u swallow pellets containin pure drugs... its swallowin a lot of pellets whole @ 1 go.. ya.. when u reach america u r supposed 2 shit 'em out... hmm so tis gal (she's quite pretty) was caught lar. but bcos she's pregnant e ppl didnt do xray on her n trust her. so she gt out. 1 frien of hers gt sicker as 1 of e pellets broke. n both of 'em with 1 other gal were taken 2 a rm whr they were 2 stay till they shit everything out. yep.. e sick gal died lar. e 2 guys watchin over 'em sliced open her stomach 2 get e pellets out n throw her 2 some place.... then e gal (Maria) n her frien ran 4 their lives... Maria contacted e sis of tt dead frien 2 give her a place 2 stay lar. then she n her frien returned e pellets 2 e 2 guys...yup. then Maria gt thrown out when e sis realized her sis had died. she believed tt maria caused her death. so well with e $$ earned frm pellets, both she n her wanted 2 go back 2 colombia. but upon reachin e airport, she turned back... her frien left.. but she walked towards e direction of new york.. she wana start everythin afresh... so she walked on n on...

hah.its rather touchin 2 me... i felt quite inspired lar. hmmm yup everythin anew. if 1 day i found myself a new chance 2 restart everythin, i wont give up e chance. really.

hmm oya.. hope u all go 2 e carnival lar. sh u v.wat leh... go ur hse can, go 2 my schl carnival u rejected so bluntly. tsk. better go hor. otherwise i'll kill u. (p.s. I MEAN IT)

minsi

Sunday, August 06, 2006

hiya ppl.. long time no blog.. coz its like so many things happening and everyday i tell myself to blog and in the end its either too tired and realise too many things not done and did not blog..

so, i shall backtrack all the way to last sat..

last sat.. guitar cip.. woke up at 5 plus to walk around 5km.. but compared to the 25km we had walked.. tis is nth.. prob is i wore my sis shorts and she found and and later ahe get so angry she delated my account in the laptop.. so, there goes all my songs, conan, pictures, games and every precious little things i've stored in it.. i seriously tot i'll be angry.. but truth's is i didnt feel anything.. took it damn easy.. u cannot believe how much time i've wasted on my conan collection.. i sort them out page by page for like 50 plus episodes.. and i didnt feel anything at all when its all gone.. i got so scared of myself.. the way i numbed myself..

tis wed.. i went to btmc - basic military training centre.. a place where all NS guys muz go for abt 2 -3 mths.. listen up guys! i, e future great mage, saw yr future.. yr food there is gd, there's nth 2 wry abt food.. but guys, pls be fit.. if not it'll be hard.. i tink its quite fun.. esp the gun part.. we saw how to load real bullets into real guns, dismantle them and got to try a few shots wif it.. guns heavy, so are bags n helmets.. but the gun's impact is strong.. n wif every shot it hurts my shoulder - a lot.. guys sprawled on the floor aiming and carried e guns themselves.. gals sit and guns are supported.. lols..

tis sat.. morn i went to a cip li wen organised.. saw xiao huo long's whole class.. i followed xiao huo long to mjc and she gave me a tour.. den later when we slack at white sand's mac, we saw her friend whose in tj now.. den e friend rite is in e same class as zacharcy.. cherylene will be interested.. i guess.. ^^''.. and he is in the same class n pw gp as zacharcy.. and told us a lot of things abt him and joel.. e joel who was in tms and very pro in wushu de.. so damn funny..

den later in the nite me n laine went to superband finals.. wahhh.. hot sia.. the ppl there.. my god... gals n guys so damn hip hop.. we were in the soul part.. though i haven really decide who to support.. laine's for soul, cherylene's for lucify.. i liked both.. but not as like as i will support them.. so i waited and see how they perform.. den when the mi lu bing sang xiao wei rite.. wahh.. so nice ar! mi si ren le.. so i decide to support them, keeping in mind tt i'm surrounded by soul's fanz..

sun.. i went to cui laam's church coz its their anniversary thingy and she invited me as guest.. she asked me to go there n c n it'll fun.. so i went.. saw desmond there.. realise tt they r from e same church, same sec sch, n same cca now.. no wonder they'r so close.. e whole thing is a concert ar.. got rock band so punk.. from sydney.. den e guy's voice was so gd.. lighting was better den jj's concert.. ppl are damn friendly there.. so lame oso.. so we'r laughing through e concert.. n ms.. i got some news for you.. dunno its gd or bad.. n dunno how to tell you oso..

zel- i wanna run to u.. so badly.. n yet, trying so hard 2 resist