wahahhahaha. hq juz told me 2 things which make me feel so excited!!!!! hahaha. ok wait. let me say my piece 1st. i'm sooooo happy lar. @ least i finish all my work... includin those due weeks l8ter. hehe. its been a loooong time since i really bia n did my work. wow. i really admire my own peserverence. heh.
juz went 2 c JY auto session lar. if only.. IF ONLY i had $$ i wld hav bought e series. damn it. ok nvm.
hq!!!!!!!! haha. yea man. i'm sooooo damn lookin forward 2 tis comin sat. wahhah. AMZ go go go!!! sarah u'd better go hor. but i doubt u'll b readin tis aniwae. haiz. haiz haiz. aniwae. thnx 2 hq who make me feel sooo high nw. yep she brought me another news which well, i'll tell u all nxt time. its CONFIDENTIAL... LOL.
ok. some thoughts 4 today....(abit sad though, but cant help tinkin bout it)
wat if 1 day ur 1st crush comes tellin u tt he had been lykin u all along but juz don hav e chance 2 show it?
wat if 1 day u realize all e friens who seem 2 b good pals all along tell u tt u suck?
wat if 1 day u find out tt e person u lyk so much has been lyin 2 u all along?
wat if 1 day u realize tt all e hard work has juz gone down e drain?
wat if u nv live till e day when u realize all e aspirations?
wat if u nv get 2 tell e person u really lyk tt u wan 2 b with him?
wat if u discover tt e person u really idolise is juz some irritatin guy who tries 2 act shuai but nv will b?
wat if ur favourite teacher turns out 2 b a hypocrite?
wat if wat if wat if????
so many wat if(s). wat if i nv get 2 noe e ans 2 e above? i really wan my life 2 go well. sometimes i realize tt my pace is too fast 4 me tink bout wat i shld hav really done or said n wat's nt. sometimes i really juz mug till i forgot 2 take a look @ e outside world n b glad of whr i m. it'd been a long time since i really sit thr n eat some food tt i ate when i was still a child. i wana seek back tt old self. i wana gain back my freedom. i wish i can.
once again. thnx 2 hq 4 bringin excitement 2 my life today. =P
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