hey ppl listen up! Coz i've got a lot of things to tell...
Todae i went to my xiao shu hse and feels that he's very santa claus.. coz he's moving his hse and he was giving his things away.. and i've got a new roller blade n flat screen com! He RAWK!.. he was my fav. uncle since long ago coz he used to stay at my hse when i was small n had entertained us wif his humour n tricks.. He was cool n stil is - he didnt care less if his things were taken away if he really had no use for it.. i mean gd things.. n doesnt care if his money was spent without tinking... during new yr, he took like fifty out and became e banker for blackjack.. but he didnt run his post.. his sis-my aunt, ran for him n lose quite a bit.. she said openly tt its alright coz it was his money.. and he juz smiled.. a smile tt juz wipe away any awkwardness and reavealed him as an gentleman.. i was like very pei fu of him..
Den, in the afternoon, my cousins came down coz my china cousin came down.. WAH! guys! my cousin from china as so pretty ar.. like fairy.. long hair, jingling ear-rings, slim, mango shaped faced (tis adj was used by her friends) and talks wif a cool mixed euro china acccent.. wat do u expect? She's from a international sch after all.. wah.. i predict she'll ve a lot of guys after her when she offically came back to sing to study.. aw, she brought her yr-bk back.. juz for me to see.. coz i tink it was so cool to ve europeans and jap and ppl from all over the world to be in yr class! their class photos look weird.. coz of the dif characteristic of the country ppl.. i saw a lot of korean guys inside there.. including e one tt my cousins like.. she kept urging me to go there.. to ve a look wats exactly tt place like.. i can see tt she really wans me to go there.. but prob is.. is not i dun wan to go.. i tink i'm not able to go anywhere as long as i'm under tis roof.. e earliest chance tt i tink i can make it is when im out to work, which, she's out of tt sch le.. so i'm really sry.. i didnt promised her.. nor did i tell her the impossibility.. i dun wan to disappoint her la.. n mb some day i might tis chance though i dun tink i will... Den, we played.. as usual.. though not as fun coz there's too many things to do.. so we did a bit of everything n didnt get to play e games wholeheartedly.. time was limited..
Tis is the sad part.. see.. i've won tis consolation prize.. a makeover.. but coz my age didnt touch 25, i nid to bring my mum along wif me - not cousin's mum, not grandma, not dad.. strictly my own true mum to go there wif me.. they will give her a makeover too.. but she not only rejected me on e spot but oso scold me like siao.. saying things like im too naive n innocent n believed ppl's words without tinking if its a fraud and there'll be conditions n cannot be so simple and all tt.. there's a possibilty of tt.. so i called e person n asked thoroughly n e person said it is as simple as juz a makeover and there is really nth else to it.. but she refused.. juz simply wldn't listen to wat i've got to say.. i mean like she can go wif me n if there's really conditions, we can always walk away n come back rite? i noe i really shldn't say tis but she making me wishing tt she wasn't my mum.. i noe its not rite to say tis.. i noe.. but y cant we even try? wats wrong wif trying? Not only tt.. i wanted to learn swimming, jap, n france.. and go for tuition.. she rejected all.. instead.. all chances were diverted to my brother.. he got to swim n go for tuition.. my sis got to learn jap coz she's working n e money's hers.. i cannot say n do anything to her refusal and i'm tired of crying over these things.. sometimes i really wonder.. wld i be better off if i've gone straight to work like my sis..
Also.. me in class wasn't me at all.. i mean i was being myself.. ya. my class's quite funny n a bit like 4s.. when we r trying to be funny, we are and we can forget abt evrything n laugh our heads off.. when e cher changed to a more serious tone.. laughter will automatically die off and den silence....... even those talkative boys held their tongue.. n get serious.. but tis resemblance makes it even more obvious tt tis class is uncomparable wif 4s and is far from it.. i dunno but e feeling's strange.. weird and i dunno how to describe.. in tj like things r like dead.. not literally.. ppl still talked n laughed.. juz tt i really couldn't feel anything anymore.. i'm still too talk n laugh.. but without heart.. quite miserable actually.. i stil tink tt my life wld be a lot beta if only there's a temasekian in my class..
Nite.. i went over to charmaine's hse coz todae's her brithday.. i got her a latest conan comic n drawings of shinichi.. we watched a show tt has according to aiysha, hot guys in it.. quite nice.. guys inside r indeed nice n food nice too.. they had the chocolate fountain thingy where u can dip strawberries n marshmallows into it and eat.. shhiookk! nice strawberries! since i dont eat marshmallows, charmaine's bro help to eat it all up.. after all, he's e one who wanted to buy a third packet of marshmallow.. haha! i swear tis is e first time in my life i wished for no more chocs.. i was so full ar.. den we went to her room n watch an anime.. so funny lor! e characters like very exaggerated n ve emotions all over e place n very cute.. it was a high sch love story.. tis pretty poor gal got into tis high sch n accidentally broke sth of e host club - a club made of hot guys to entertain the gals.. sth like a cca.. in order to pay them back wat she had owed, she was forced to pretend to be a guy n join e host club to become one of the hottest guys in sch.. so tt gals will fawned over 'him' n 'he' can pay back watever 'he' owed. In the host club, there's like 3 gd looking guys.. a pair of twins n e leader.. they sort of fall in love wif 'him' but e rest of e sch didnt noe tt 'he' was a gal.. so, e 3 of them r fighting for him, unkown to e sch.. e twins r funny.. whenever they feel heartbroken, one will dye his hair pink n e other blue.. den when they stepped into e classroom, e gal will ask " yr hair's blue.. wats up?" den e guy will like 'fly' in e air until his twin came in wif pink hair.. haha! E leader.. i'll say he like her e most of all.. coz e gal's poor.. so she'll bring her own packed lunch to sch while e rest of e sch will get high class food.. its a very high class high sch.. n e guy's willing to swap his set lunch wif e gal's packed lunch! n she was like its e most delicious food i've ever eaten n e twins were like burning wif fire at e side n they started fighting.. she got enough wif these kind of things n walked over n scolded them (a lot of gals were memorised coz she's being very successful in being a hot guy.. quite popoular in sch) n e twins r like made it up instantly..
i really miss pri n sec sch a lot.. sb plz invent a time machine for me to turn time back..
zel..
