Sunday, July 30, 2006
wahahhahaha. hq juz told me 2 things which make me feel so excited!!!!! hahaha. ok wait. let me say my piece 1st. i'm sooooo happy lar. @ least i finish all my work... includin those due weeks l8ter. hehe. its been a loooong time since i really bia n did my work. wow. i really admire my own peserverence. heh. juz went 2 c JY auto session lar. if only.. IF ONLY i had $$ i wld hav bought e series. damn it. ok nvm. hq!!!!!!!! haha. yea man. i'm sooooo damn lookin forward 2 tis comin sat. wahhah. AMZ go go go!!! sarah u'd better go hor. but i doubt u'll b readin tis aniwae. haiz. haiz haiz. aniwae. thnx 2 hq who make me feel sooo high nw. yep she brought me another news which well, i'll tell u all nxt time. its CONFIDENTIAL... LOL.ok. some thoughts 4 today....(abit sad though, but cant help tinkin bout it)wat if 1 day ur 1st crush comes tellin u tt he had been lykin u all along but juz don hav e chance 2 show it?wat if 1 day u realize all e friens who seem 2 b good pals all along tell u tt u suck?wat if 1 day u find out tt e person u lyk so much has been lyin 2 u all along?wat if 1 day u realize tt all e hard work has juz gone down e drain?wat if u nv live till e day when u realize all e aspirations?wat if u nv get 2 tell e person u really lyk tt u wan 2 b with him?wat if u discover tt e person u really idolise is juz some irritatin guy who tries 2 act shuai but nv will b?wat if ur favourite teacher turns out 2 b a hypocrite?wat if wat if wat if????so many wat if(s). wat if i nv get 2 noe e ans 2 e above? i really wan my life 2 go well. sometimes i realize tt my pace is too fast 4 me tink bout wat i shld hav really done or said n wat's nt. sometimes i really juz mug till i forgot 2 take a look @ e outside world n b glad of whr i m. it'd been a long time since i really sit thr n eat some food tt i ate when i was still a child. i wana seek back tt old self. i wana gain back my freedom. i wish i can. once again. thnx 2 hq 4 bringin excitement 2 my life today. =Pminsi
Thursday, July 27, 2006
zelcy; I lost my glass slipper...zhi dao ni zai wo shen bian pai huai, bu guan duo me yao yuan, wo du hui you yi zhong hen xing fu de gan jue.. zhe yang.. jiu zhen de gou le... =]
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
haiz..maybe it's not good to do so early..no..still good...haiz..my pw leader wanna use my article..wadeva go ahead and ST will reject him..and another person got e same article as me diwe to coincidence..haiz..feel sorry for her...think she's changing...but for tt slacker, i just hope tt he wont be stubborn..wadeva..my interest for phy is nt as high as it was in sec sch..i dont know y i like chem nowsadays...i hope they are balanced...as in the interests of the 2 subjects..as for maths..still neutral bah..lol...how to feel "high" for maths..maybe i shld ask lame...as for phy, who shld i ask?ys?haha..i know she is passionate abt chem..only?...burning passion 4eva..I got to calm down..there's a new machine in mj..a big vending from NLB where one can borrow books!!!!!!!!! cool?i feeling sooo great abt it, but as if i will borrow those brand new books..maybe to try and see how it works? so exciting, isn't it?!!!!!!! this rox~..but, tt's not the right attitude toward reading..but, i still prefer newspapers..hahaanother thg is tt, there a radio telecom. competition..the top prize is soooo attractive!!$ 7000!!!!omg...$7000...but i think it's gonna be tough..haha..-_-"" some of us(gsc students) are keen abt it..tt's a good start..lolfinally, no one blogging nowadays..but nvm, we are frens 4eva...muacks...missing u all... see hui(i'm glad tt ST is happy for mi and my cousin is proud for me..=p)amz rox^^
Monday, July 24, 2006
yoz..see hui here..making a short post b4 gg for the damn internal competition..ok..was so suprised tt cher put my eom on ivle(a sch portal)..i cant believe it i was the 1st to get ee..i feel weird...cos i did 5 drafts..feeling so lousy liao..hahaha..but sort of worth it..wad's more surprising is wad the cher show to ppl in a LT..stg like congratulation to see hui of 06s213, you can channelled your energy for WR and I&R..it was like -_-""..haha..but there's no I and R template for mi..so ntg to do for indiv. work...
waitng for my slow grp to start WR..=p
c u^^
see hui
amz rox..i luv amz~
Friday, July 21, 2006
ok. here i m, back once more. lol. aiya!!! ytd dint go jolin auto session. wasted. her songs r really nice. esp love in e shape of e heart. so nice n touchy. hehe. ok today tms ppl came 2 our schl leh. cos we gt a sci fair n some sec n pri schls r invited. haha. i was involved initially but due 2 some miscommunications rite, i didnt get a tshirt so i went home early. if only i saw my frien's sms earlier i wld b able 2 stay in schl 2 c whether mubarak will b thr. haiz. miss tt. but nvm lar. tms in e shape of a heart. ah wadeva. hehhaniwae. today definitely muz blog cos gt lots of things 2 say. tonite gonna get my dad 2 sign my result slip. hmm wonder wat his reaction will b?? when my tcher passed e slip 2 me, she said "work harder nxt time". hmm somehow she don sound convincin... as in perhaps she don really believe i will... aniwae i tink she didnt really expect much frm me since e day i ponned O1. nvm, let time prove everythin. hope i can change her perception of me juz lyk how lao zhong changed her opinion of me after e mid yrs. wahhahahahaok. nw 4 sth more serious. juz went 2 c blog of a frien. wth!!!! cant believe she said such things lar. perhaps i might nt b in e same schl as her, but she shldnt hav said tt she felt ashamed of her sec schl lar!!!! i felt so damn irritated lar. her excuse was damn lame. n its juz her own stupid n foolish thinkin tt led her 2 feelin ashamed. how can it b tt way??!?! no matter wat, her sec schl had moulded her 2 b wat she is nw... she wld nt b wat she is nw without help frm her schl. WTH. all in all, i'm ashamed of her. n i felt sick 2 hav tis frien. I FELT DISGUSTED BY HER COMMENTS.ok. rmb e qn i asked u all last time. if u hav a choice wld u opt 2 b pretty, cool or cute? ok. since i feel lyk typin further, i might as well analyse tis. if u r pretty u can either b cool or cute. but definitely nt all 3. 1 can nv b cute n cool @ e same time. perhaps u wana b cute but in fact others perceive u as cool. as 4 e pretty looks, y choose pretty if u tink u arent smart enuff. in fact, brains n brawns go hand in hand. if u hav brawn but nt brain, u'll end up actin lyk a complete retard. but if u r smart n cool/cute in ur own way, u'll end up with a successful career n ultimately, a wonderful life. ok. 4 me, i'll go 4 cool n intelligent. of cos lar. cant b too ugly rite. yup. ok lar. aniwae, AMZ is cool n cute!!! tt's y its diff frm e rest. eh. well i ended up praisin ourselves. heheheheh.AMZ^6minsi
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
hey. paiseh tt i've nv blogged 4 soo long. aiya. really bz sia. so many hw n notes 2 read n do. so many proposals too. srs, pw n cca ones. i'm dyin le lar. everyday slept 4 abt 5 hrs only la. sometimes i will wake up @ bout 4am 2 study lar. ytd woke up @ 3am lo. but i slept @ 9.30pm lar. ah. super tired. hmm results all out le. elephant grades lar. hai. disgustin results. nvm hope i can create a miracle tis comin yr end. oh btw, i'm super satisfied with GP results. heh. tt's bout it. with regards 2 e sentosa stuff, i'm set lar. juz inform me when u all decide on e time. hey ppl jia you. b lyk energizer. NEVER SAY DIE... cos i wont give up. i will buck up!! =P hope 2 cya soon. send my regards 2 everyone minsi
Saturday, July 15, 2006
Yeah! Todae rocks..My cousins came down to play.. again.. I think tt todae will be last day i'll see my cousins until they came back to Singapore again coz they'r leaving nt week.. so sad but sch hols r limited.. We wanted to do sth special.. playing wif imagination n gambling are things tt we did a million times... n we decided to have a movie screening at my hse.. coz e com my xiao shu gave has a good sound system.. we went to e shop tt rent discs tis is e movie i chose: Howl's moving castle..Years ago, when i saw e advertisement for it, i knew it was a movie i nid to watch n it'll be good.. so when i saw it on e shelf, i took it instantly.. There r like 7 of us n we closed e doors, windows to make it as dark as possible n bought potato chips n drinks to eat.. like a real movie.. but tis was better..It was such a NICE show lar.. PPL you all seriously muz watch.. it's abt a magician, Howl, falling in love with a gal, Sophie, who got cursed by the witch of waste and got turned into a old woman beocz of him.. n Howl has got tis castle tt moves on its own.. even without him around.. Howl is struggling - to survive in e vicious magic kingdom which summons all magician to war.. in e end he battled hard n got very hurt at e cost of a lot of things.. he struggles to find back his heart he sold to a demon n finds the reason he's fighting for - sophie, even though e curse was not broken..Den my cousin told me e story of omen.. N i'm supposed to be e storyteller..lols.. so freaking.. luckily she told me e story first.. by how e story goes, i tink i'll die if i watch e movie without having any idea wats going to happen..Zel; i hope u r real.. howl
Friday, July 14, 2006
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Thursday, July 13, 2006
Todae my xiao shu and kor kor came down to my hse.. e xiao shu tt gave me my blade n com.. he came to bring e com table and a cupboard for me.. and dragged my kor kor along coz he cannot manage alone.. den rite.. i rmb clEaRlY.. when i left e hse, my bro was definitely at home.. den i went to my cousin's hse nt blk, which was oso my kor kor's hse.. den my xiao shu called my hse a lot of times n nobody picked up, esp when he told us before hand tt he's coming.. i was like huh.. where e hell tt git disappear to.. so i came down wif sky n rain.. (do not mistaken for tian kong n yu; they r my cousin's names.. yes.. they are called sky n rain n tt was their official names.. i played a part in their names calling..lol) I was waiting for them near e carpark.. so i see them e moment they reach n perhaps n help out a bit.. i was quite worried coz i waited for quite some time n i cannot see anybody.. i tot they may like ve gone up by themselves or sth.. den my gu ma said impossible coz if he had reached he wld ve carried e table out to beside e lift first.. i was like true^^.. he's always like tt..Den i heard my gu ma calling me from behind.. n there he was beside e lift with e table.. i was like huh.. how did he get there when i was standing at e entrance all e time? Forget it.. cos it was e wrong time to figure tis out.. they r carrying things n it was heavy..They both worked very well; fast. Wat u expect? They both work in tis line.. My xiao shu's e boss n my kor kor his employee.. i gave them 2 packets of cold drink from e fridge after they r done and they saw e fish tank.. it was utterly dirty lah.. he didnt say anything but i noe he was quite sad.. my dad installed e filter a few days ago but didnt try to make it work.. e filter n e fish inside are my xiao shu's.. he gave e fish to my bro, plain small fish n fighting fish to my kor kor.. den he suddenly ordered me to bring water.. he was trying to make e filter work.. It worked.. after many trials n errors and we are sitting on e floor to xing shang their hard work n drinking their water.. until my kor kor suddenly bring up abt my prize.. i told them tt i was forbidden to go coz my mum tot it was a fraud.. N i told them abt e phone call n everything.. A lot of ppl says its a fraud... but it sounds so true.. Until my xiao shu told me with such certainty tt it was confirm a fraud n told me tt i had beta not go n listen to my mum, i agreed instantly^^..I had to clear up e mess for e spilled water n their drinks but i was happy.. i'm gald to ve them as my xiao shu n kor kor.. i'd learnt to treasure them more..I had one nightmare a few days back.. I tink i was crying in my slp coz i felt my face was wet.. it made me miss elaine so much n i've asked her so many funny things e nt day tt i tink i've scared her even.. I'm trying hard to be yong gan dian..Zel; fresh new look, fresh new life
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
a 1st ray of sunshine!!!! passed my maths!!! heh. don wana fail any subj... ok.. 2 more oncomin battles=Pnvr-e-less, my life is fantabulous nw?? wahah. other than e pathetic fact tt i'm nt studyin with u all... i feel so satisfied almost everyday. hey btw i'm nt sick larx. aniwae juz suffer frm missin u all. hai.. scared thr'll b 1 day when we hav 2 really separate. as in emigrate tt kind of stuff. wah i wld die of cryin. hmm. ok.in comp lab nw. tink i can only blog in schl lar. 2 save time. eh. lots of pw n srs stuff 2 do. v.bz lar. hai. hope 2 c most of u all @ tms tis comin fri. =P. muggggggggggggg. oyeaminsi
Monday, July 10, 2006
Its rare tt i'll blog twice in a few days.. I did coz there's sth ermm..
I cut my hair todae until damn damn damn damn damn damn damn short.
It's not my fault.. I asked e person where does she wanted to cut my hair until n den she said shoulder lenghth.. i tot it was alrite until laine told me tt she meant the longest at shoulder length.. which means tt average was like my ear there or sth.. And I looked weird... very weird..
Very hard to manage but it was lighter den i tot.. Is there a good hair cutter in singapore? Coz normally i hear ppl after they had cut their hair is all no good comments, unless u really go to tt kind of very ex hairdresser place n spend hundreds... They'll do well if they polish their skills you noe?
I had no more energy left in me to hate e person n to complain to much..
I'm really tired out..
All i hope now is my hair can grow as long as it can before december comes..
zel; ren ming bahz
hmm..it is now lunch time...com will not be ready until early sept..so, this is v.toublesome for mi..EOM..i think got to do in sch..moreover, sch's technicians are so pro..restrict this and tt..cannot save as attachment; cannot save anyting in the com; no dling..so guesss wad..i duo have thumbdrive so a primitive way is the diskette..haiz..i shld have asked my bro to buy one for mi during the pc show period..cos cheaper..i tot the cost os like $80++ for 512..den, my bro laughed and sae $80++..u think u wan to buy a 100GB de..okie..i super slow...he told mi tt a 2GB one cost $50++..damn piss off....
actually, i got back my last paper to day which is GP..just pass...but my tests fail..so overall fail..but result slip will only appear midyr results cos there's still CAs in this sem..must get a better pass..haiz..
others oso not good...i can form one word.."aces"..so u all smarties, get it rite?hahaz...no..sob..sob..for upcoming CA hope to get "a cad"..these do not appear as good results to u all..but my standard..lol...
see hui o_0
Sunday, July 09, 2006
hey ppl. sry 4 nt bloggin so long. hmm ok. i was pretty upset n demoralised durin e last few days. don really feel lyk sayin anythin @ tt time although alot of things happened. e worst was my results. guess all tt slackin had made me realise sth. i'm really stupid n nid 2 mug. damn sad when i gt back chem n bio. EE. i cried when i told my mum bout it. its really sad lar. well mayb u all will nt understand... even though i've sorta expected such results. but i still felt guilty n sad n seriously speakin, i don tink i can eva 4give myself 4 givin such disgustin ans n gettin such horrendous marks. ok. nvm i've recovered le. if u all gt anythin oso can call me up de lo. hah. hc nvm lar. fated bahz. i oso nv learn in e end. mayb nxt time. nw i juz wan 2 focus fully on studies. i juz wan 2 mug everyday.... yea... blogged today cos i felt rather satisfied tt i finished most of e tuts. even some which e lecturer had nt finished teachin... wahhahaha. tt's y lar. tink i've found back myself. as in e mugger side of me.... well i willl still nt give up on playin de... so we still can go out. haha. aniwae i'm nt watchin any tv show nor onlin-ing as often nw le. haha. suddenly don hav e mood. but nw i lyk studyin leh. as in really... i don feel irritated or wat. i felt sooo happy when i finished studyin n understandin sth. hah. lyk i said, i don wana get such results animore. hope we can do well 4 promos. =)thnx 2 those who really sort of console me durin e last few days. minsips. sms me if thrs anythin... i wont b goin online so often
Saturday, July 08, 2006
hey ppl listen up! Coz i've got a lot of things to tell...Todae i went to my xiao shu hse and feels that he's very santa claus.. coz he's moving his hse and he was giving his things away.. and i've got a new roller blade n flat screen com! He RAWK!.. he was my fav. uncle since long ago coz he used to stay at my hse when i was small n had entertained us wif his humour n tricks.. He was cool n stil is - he didnt care less if his things were taken away if he really had no use for it.. i mean gd things.. n doesnt care if his money was spent without tinking... during new yr, he took like fifty out and became e banker for blackjack.. but he didnt run his post.. his sis-my aunt, ran for him n lose quite a bit.. she said openly tt its alright coz it was his money.. and he juz smiled.. a smile tt juz wipe away any awkwardness and reavealed him as an gentleman.. i was like very pei fu of him.. Den, in the afternoon, my cousins came down coz my china cousin came down.. WAH! guys! my cousin from china as so pretty ar.. like fairy.. long hair, jingling ear-rings, slim, mango shaped faced (tis adj was used by her friends) and talks wif a cool mixed euro china acccent.. wat do u expect? She's from a international sch after all.. wah.. i predict she'll ve a lot of guys after her when she offically came back to sing to study.. aw, she brought her yr-bk back.. juz for me to see.. coz i tink it was so cool to ve europeans and jap and ppl from all over the world to be in yr class! their class photos look weird.. coz of the dif characteristic of the country ppl.. i saw a lot of korean guys inside there.. including e one tt my cousins like.. she kept urging me to go there.. to ve a look wats exactly tt place like.. i can see tt she really wans me to go there.. but prob is.. is not i dun wan to go.. i tink i'm not able to go anywhere as long as i'm under tis roof.. e earliest chance tt i tink i can make it is when im out to work, which, she's out of tt sch le.. so i'm really sry.. i didnt promised her.. nor did i tell her the impossibility.. i dun wan to disappoint her la.. n mb some day i might tis chance though i dun tink i will... Den, we played.. as usual.. though not as fun coz there's too many things to do.. so we did a bit of everything n didnt get to play e games wholeheartedly.. time was limited..Tis is the sad part.. see.. i've won tis consolation prize.. a makeover.. but coz my age didnt touch 25, i nid to bring my mum along wif me - not cousin's mum, not grandma, not dad.. strictly my own true mum to go there wif me.. they will give her a makeover too.. but she not only rejected me on e spot but oso scold me like siao.. saying things like im too naive n innocent n believed ppl's words without tinking if its a fraud and there'll be conditions n cannot be so simple and all tt.. there's a possibilty of tt.. so i called e person n asked thoroughly n e person said it is as simple as juz a makeover and there is really nth else to it.. but she refused.. juz simply wldn't listen to wat i've got to say.. i mean like she can go wif me n if there's really conditions, we can always walk away n come back rite? i noe i really shldn't say tis but she making me wishing tt she wasn't my mum.. i noe its not rite to say tis.. i noe.. but y cant we even try? wats wrong wif trying? Not only tt.. i wanted to learn swimming, jap, n france.. and go for tuition.. she rejected all.. instead.. all chances were diverted to my brother.. he got to swim n go for tuition.. my sis got to learn jap coz she's working n e money's hers.. i cannot say n do anything to her refusal and i'm tired of crying over these things.. sometimes i really wonder.. wld i be better off if i've gone straight to work like my sis.. Also.. me in class wasn't me at all.. i mean i was being myself.. ya. my class's quite funny n a bit like 4s.. when we r trying to be funny, we are and we can forget abt evrything n laugh our heads off.. when e cher changed to a more serious tone.. laughter will automatically die off and den silence....... even those talkative boys held their tongue.. n get serious.. but tis resemblance makes it even more obvious tt tis class is uncomparable wif 4s and is far from it.. i dunno but e feeling's strange.. weird and i dunno how to describe.. in tj like things r like dead.. not literally.. ppl still talked n laughed.. juz tt i really couldn't feel anything anymore.. i'm still too talk n laugh.. but without heart.. quite miserable actually.. i stil tink tt my life wld be a lot beta if only there's a temasekian in my class..Nite.. i went over to charmaine's hse coz todae's her brithday.. i got her a latest conan comic n drawings of shinichi.. we watched a show tt has according to aiysha, hot guys in it.. quite nice.. guys inside r indeed nice n food nice too.. they had the chocolate fountain thingy where u can dip strawberries n marshmallows into it and eat.. shhiookk! nice strawberries! since i dont eat marshmallows, charmaine's bro help to eat it all up.. after all, he's e one who wanted to buy a third packet of marshmallow.. haha! i swear tis is e first time in my life i wished for no more chocs.. i was so full ar.. den we went to her room n watch an anime.. so funny lor! e characters like very exaggerated n ve emotions all over e place n very cute.. it was a high sch love story.. tis pretty poor gal got into tis high sch n accidentally broke sth of e host club - a club made of hot guys to entertain the gals.. sth like a cca.. in order to pay them back wat she had owed, she was forced to pretend to be a guy n join e host club to become one of the hottest guys in sch.. so tt gals will fawned over 'him' n 'he' can pay back watever 'he' owed. In the host club, there's like 3 gd looking guys.. a pair of twins n e leader.. they sort of fall in love wif 'him' but e rest of e sch didnt noe tt 'he' was a gal.. so, e 3 of them r fighting for him, unkown to e sch.. e twins r funny.. whenever they feel heartbroken, one will dye his hair pink n e other blue.. den when they stepped into e classroom, e gal will ask " yr hair's blue.. wats up?" den e guy will like 'fly' in e air until his twin came in wif pink hair.. haha! E leader.. i'll say he like her e most of all.. coz e gal's poor.. so she'll bring her own packed lunch to sch while e rest of e sch will get high class food.. its a very high class high sch.. n e guy's willing to swap his set lunch wif e gal's packed lunch! n she was like its e most delicious food i've ever eaten n e twins were like burning wif fire at e side n they started fighting.. she got enough wif these kind of things n walked over n scolded them (a lot of gals were memorised coz she's being very successful in being a hot guy.. quite popoular in sch) n e twins r like made it up instantly.. i really miss pri n sec sch a lot.. sb plz invent a time machine for me to turn time back..zel..
Friday, July 07, 2006
hey...damn sian...got back jct results for some subjects...my results are horrendous...esp maths...super disappointing...sort of kena grounded now...so cannot go for swimming lessons with minsi...sad...sorry ms...wat a bad wk...next wk getting back 2 more papers...shld b gone case liao...
wc ending soon...finals on mon morn...so fast...brazil n england got kicked out during the quarter-finals...haiz...no more ah pui and kaka...hope france will win but hav this feeling tt italy will win...go les bleus!!!go zidane!!!
feeling very tired now...even though it's only the 2nd wk of sch...pw lecture this afternoon was quite scary...i din realised we hav to do so many stuff for pw...siao...think we a lot of time is it...my group still stuck at the survey part...eom is one big headache...very hard to do on statistical info...stupid subject...
gtg sleep liao...hope to see the rest of amz soon(when i'm not grounded anymore)...cya guys...i wan to go swimming!!!!
hui chan
~~Hey, why suddenly the blog so cold and quiet? Must come blog la, dun just dun blog becoz u are tired(coz of the world cup) or becoz of the results and you just feel demoralised and haf no mood to blog...hai^^ we live in a world where results and paper qualifications are the ultimate goals of education but i feel that we shouldn't get too carried away by such pursuits and slowly lose control of our real selves on this learning journey....though results are important, i feel that as long as you haf put in an effort to study for it, there is no reason to really get too upset by them...always bear in mind that a positive study attitude can then yield the most fruitful results you expect, this way den will you haf the motivation to perform better than this time's jct or mid-yr, dun dwell too much on it coz these haf become history and what is important now is to look forward and to strive harder in future=D...den for those tt feel you did not put in very much effort in this exam, oso dun blame urself too much k? you will always haf time to start preparing early for the upcoming tests and exams as long as you manage ur time k? try not to feel too disheartened becoz of the results coz tml will be a better day!!!=)just promise urself to try harder next time bahz, moreover we can always study together de mahx...."Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow." quoted from an anonymous person....Remember DO NOT LOSE HOPE!!!!ok, enough of this long long nagging, feel lk an ah ma but just hope you all will feel a little better after reading this post okie? cheer up ya? coz life got its ups and downs, but what's important is to change our perspectives on these downs as they are meant to be learning experiences for us to grow up....dun noe why suddenly talk until very emotional, but i hope i can be a shoulder for you all to lean on when you all are down, and to be a friend that can accompany you beside you for as long as i can live....coz i really realise that friends and family are the most important part of everybody's life and their presence can simply turn someone's bad day to one that isn't that bad at all....=) love ya guys....thankew for being by my side when i needed you so now it's my turn to repay you....if you really feel down and simply msg me or call me k? i will definitely reply or return you all a call sooner or later de...just hope you noe i am always beside you when you needed help...=Dthese few days finished watching ai sha 17 and i really feel that i learnt quite alot from this show.... although this is a mystery-typed of show but there is a tinge of kinship, friendship and love that surrounds the characters in the story....in this drama, the story starts when one of the twin sisters' jealousy and hatred of her twin leads to a series of murders and mishaps...it teaches me a fact that looks are deceiving and we definitely should not judge a book by its cover....the young twin sister may seem to be an angel on the outside but deep down her heart lies a terrifying devil that struggles to escape from its cage to emerge out....in this show, in order to seek revenge on her twin sister, the younger persuaded her bf to woo her sis and make her fall deeply in love with him and then make her lose everything at another instance and advised him not to have true emotions for her sister or else the consequences will be unpredictable....however, as time passes, the bf gradually fell in love with the elder sis due to her purity and caring which can be contrasted with her younger sis who is petty, revengeful and cunning....in order to protect his new gf(elder sis) from any mishap planted by her twin sis, he had to kept thise secret from the younger sis and in the end he killed alot of people just for her gf's safety including her sis.... however, in the end he was killed by the twins' mother and hated by his gf coz of his wrongdoings but his gf did grieve over his death and forgived him when he was killed despite her thoughts to revenge for her sis previously... i feel that the most touching scene when the guy was on the verge of dying and when he confessed to his gf for killing her twin sister but later said that he did really fell in love with her and his last words were "i really love...." although he did not finish saying "you", i understood the true meaning of love that is no matter how deep somemore you love betray you, you simply cannot forget ur feelings for him and will eventually forgive him because you really loved him with all your heart=) anyway, i feel that this is a good drama that you all can watch if you haf the time=)gonna stop here le....hope to cya guys soon...miss all of you...muackz=D
Sunday, July 02, 2006
finally!!! i've found e mcfly songs liao... wah. dl e w.a. LOL. ok but del 3 songs cos nt too nice n mp3 no SPACE!!!! hai. tryin my v.best 2 balance myself btwn eng n chi songs. actually quite hard larx. cos chi songs will usually seem appealin when i'm quite down lar. then 4 eng songs, i suddenly so hc lar. finally understand y she enjoys eng hits sooo much. haha. hq too lol. haiz ytd after JY session, i fellt sooo tired lar. its lyk i cant even tahan sittin in front of e com lar. n when my friens smsed me bout e pw meetin time n e cca names i felt soooo irritated lar. well actually its my job lor. haiz. gotta go down 2 bedok reservoir again later n 2 my frien's hse as well. lucky she lives only a few busstops frm me lar. hai. really v.tired n pok nw. thrs a super huge hole in my pkt lar. wah nid 2 scrimp n save 4 e comin 3 weeks. tsk. tinkin of all e comin ccas n events, i feel lyk dyin liao. i can almost imagin myself rushin 4 tis n tt n goin 4 all e pw n stuffs. haiz. oya. interact notice board oso nid a MAJOR reformat lar. LOL!!! haiz. actually JY is gettin more gd lookin each time i c him lar. aiya. noe thr's ppl out thr lyk sh who refuse 2 admit lar. hmm. ok lar. although i've slept 10hrs last nite, m still feelin exhausted rite nw. sickenin lar. haha. i'm oso quite a failure larx. searched 4 mcfly album 4 soooo many days b4 i found it juz nw. tsk tsk. oyea. if by any chance u all c jolin's remake cd inform me hor. tink i'm more n more laggy in chinese songs liao. LOL!!!!minsips. y do pw exist in tis world?? if only "my world" exist. ah crap lar XD
Saturday, July 01, 2006
^^. lols. ^^. GUes where i've been todae...
Nan yang gals' sec, Jurong East, Clementi Safra and Bukit Timah Beauty World...
I've went to my cousin's carnival and there are ultra many ppl there! U can see like all the smartest ppl in sing.. Hwa chong, chi high and got like 130 stalls all over the school! The things they sell at the carnival got anitiques, jewellery and crystal tt has pricing at two hundred plus! Cherylene! I tell u horz.. there r a lot of shuai ges down there lahz.. But u muz tink lehz.. they r not only smart but shuai.. haiz.. i didnt even care too much at tt time.. i went there wif my cousin den after tt, we went to my another cousin's hse together and ve decided to stay there over nite n tt's where i'm now!!!
My biao di paid for e taxi fare.. he seemed to be especially rich todae... nvr md.. n my biao ge cancelled all his program to entertain us.. so.. we went to play bowling n pool later.. but e prob is pool now ve to be older den 16 to go in.. n e 3 of us travelled to 3 pools before we got admitted coz my biao di is 15 now and is birthday is in dec.. den my biao ge was all like understand-his-plight... coz they r both dec boys n had a hard time living through 15-going-on-16 yrs.. haha! i was so gald i was a feb child.. and they r like giving me a u-beta-shut-up-or-i'll-kill-u-face... so i shut up..^^; though i didnt play much, but pool was fun.. it was a battle of pros.. n i'm obviously e observer n laugher - laughing at them.. haha! coz there's a lot of taiko shots n miscalculation.. we walked to a lot of places when karna rejected so we walked again n travelled to many places.. very tiring.. they crossed a lots of bridges - very scary.. i didnt dared to comment too much.. it was me n 2 guys.. so i was following them whenever they go from mac to kfc or wherever.. very fun.. like a hike of three - walk, bus, taxi, car..
i dunno y but i tink adults like my biao ge a lot.. my biao di wanted to stay here so asked for permission.. but his dad was like NO! den my biao ge took his phone and pleaded for him.. but e dad was still NO.. but when he told e dad tt he had nth to do on sun n mon's a holiday, it changed to a yes. A familiar scene. I've always begged my parents for me to stay elesewhere when i was small but it was always no. But when biao ge asked, it'll change to yes. So, in e future, e pleading is always kao ta le.. aw, it always works.. Den my biao di told me that we can actually die le coz our parents rather listen to him den us.. ^^
Den, while we are having fun in e west, my another cousin, from china, has came back to sing in e east!!! that's was like long long time no see.. but i tink they miss us more den we do.. aw, todae is a very cousiny day.. hope tt i can stay through e night to watch e cup coz i tink i will surely fall asleep halfway through de..
a very fun day.. though tiring.. it was a bit like back to when we were small..
zelcy
