hmm ok. haix. so sian. so ended up bloggin again. lets c ah. ytd write sooo many testi 4 ppl lor. heh. hmm i too free liao larx. tsk tsk tsk. tis morn wana go swimmin but it's drizzlin so ended up goin 2 visit my grandma. haiz. wat a "waitin" day lor. we went 2 popular in some shoppin mall which i 4got wat its name is by a shuttle bus. wah. waited 4 lyk 45 mins larx. then when we go home rite, we waited 4 another 20 mins 4 a bus which did nt come. then we switch 2 take mrt n lrt. haiz. wait until so tired. n my aunt's hse is short of sofas. haix. be it lyin sittin or standin, i felt soooo uncomfortable tt i wish i was nv thr. hmmm. so nw i'm actually complainin larx. nid some place 2 complain larx otherwise i wld explode lol.
waitin n waitin has made me realise sth 2day. hmm i found out tt actually i'm nt tt kind of person who wont wait @ all de. its lyk i wld allow myself or rather, i'm willin 2 wait till i run out of patience b4 i give up waitin. tt brings me 2 e thought of my li xiang qing ren (song by rainie).. hmm. i'm willin 2 wait 4 e person i lyk 2 become my li xiang qing ren. but if i waited toooo long till i'm sick n tired of it, i wld really give up waitin n 4get bout it. haha. well @ least i gave e person some time bahz. but thr's a limit lerh. oyea, sh don say i wat liao hor.. nw i can declare tt my 8 yrs long of wait has finally ENDED... haa. though i sometimes still kpoh n ask qns... but yea... its over le!!!! e only reason 4 me askin is 100% kpohness. hehe.. "wait" is sth tt really requires patience n nt all ppl can do it. hmm lyk waitin 4 e bus, who can sit thr without movin n yet waitin patiently 4 e bus?? its actually a kind of skill de leh. ok larx. i'm startin 2 crap liao.. so might as well stop nw.
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[[sian. AARGH. my feelins nw: irritated+tired+sian+disappointed... sad larx. alwaz liddat. sometimes things r better if i leave 'em as they r. nt 2 b probed further... perhaps 1 day when my patience runs out... ...... ......]]
