ytd was juz gr8!!! after a tired day @ schl, i went back 2 tms with elaine, sh, eve n connie 2 get e yr bk which i didnt buy... haha... aniwae we met our fellow cca mates... e feelin rox more than it had evr did b4... i felt a special sense of belongin 2 e cca when i saw some of e members discussin bout some camp stuff... rmb i had said tt i wld nvr go 4 e cca camp once i left tms, but nw, guess i wld really consider carefully on whether i wld go 4 it.... cos i simply luv evythin tt tms had given me 4 e last 4 yrs....
well, in e day amidst e bz lifestyle of rushin here n thr, no one wld hav thought of all e past times, be it happy or sad, but when its late in2 e nite, esp when i felt alone, all e past memories wld flow back... 've been readin blogs of some friens, n i juz came 2 realise tt every single day of e sec schl life was a precious pg of my own diary.... e days we gathered in e morn @ e parade sq 2 gossip n copy hw... e days whr we wld approach tchers 4 help in studies... e days when some of us cried in schl upon knowin tt our idols hav been kicked out frm e superstar competition.... e days when we cracked lame jokes n laughed 4 no reasons.... e days when we ate sweets behind e tcher's back... e days we planned bout ponnin our ccas... e days we scolded our tchers bhind their backs... e days we grumbled bout e low quality of food in e canteen.... e days we endure e "torture" frm pe tchers.... but nvreless, we've survived, n hav grown 2 bcum more mature n realistic.... we r no longer e young innocent kids we were used 2 b... tms has taught us alot... n i hav become more outspoken than i've eva been in pri schl... i was no longer one who did nt dare 2 look into a person's eyes while tokin.... thru e tis way up camp, i m sure of my goals... i m confident of my future... i noe wat i wan.... n all these r decided in tms, a schl which i did nt really lyk in my sec 1-3 days... its only in yr 2005 when i started 2 lyk my schl... e tchers, e friens i made durin those yrs will owaez b betta than my jc friens n tchers.... e ppl who help n watch me grow, e ppl who teach me e way of life, i really appreciate everything they did 4 me... n i really hope i can meet such ppl in jc.... n i hope jc ppl will nt b too realistic... which i tink they r rite nw... n most imptly, i hope tt my form tcher can disappear frm my life... (i really hate her)....
okk... back 2 e topic... thr's tis jr in my sec schl cca who gt tis young bro look..... haha... so cute... aniwae after leavin tms, we went 2 eastpt 2 eat kfc... n we met mr tan... oya... kenneth was thr as well... so we chatted bout schl life n asked mr tan bout e tms concert @ kallang theatre tt nite... we gt e tix @ $15 each... tt nite we went 2 watch e Brothers performance... it was nice though i didnt fully understand e plot... but overall its touchy.. perhaps bcos of e sadness i still hav 4 leavin tms... after tt while i was waitin 4 my dad 2 come, i saw some tchers leadin e students 2 e buses... n as usual, mr cuthbert was thr usherin e students... e sec life.. haiz
vj may b e schl i really wan 2 go 2... i really look up 2 e schl... it rep my future...but sec schl is e one tt'll remain deep in my heart....
oyea... 2 frien out in tis world, pls stop doin tt cos u really get on2 my nerves... e day i stopped goin out with u will b e day when i'm sick of ur realism....
JY rox,minsi
