It's nt I. It's WE.

haha.... life's fun!!!! i really luv e life rite nw... its tough n tiring... esp when my lessons end late... but i sure do luv it!!!! yea!!!!!

i really luv interact club... cos it gives me e kind of satisfaction tt even seeing JY cant b compared 2... finally... i manage 2 communicate 2 e pri 4 students more le.... its a bunch of boys... n tis makes it even more diff 4 us 2 mentor 'em in their work... cos boys ma.... will naturally b more active de.... well rmb e 1st time rite, they keep calling us names n laughin @ us... i felt damn sian n demoralised then cos i felt tt it's gonna b difficult in tutorin 'em.... so i was super sad... but today, i manage 2 tok more 2 'em... n mix with 'em better... LOL!!!! i was so happy, esp when 1 boy said "bye bye" 2 me while i was walkin out of e schl.... well 2 simple words can change my day.... haha... i was feelin so happy on e way back.... haha... i'm sure i'll commit myself 2 tis cca cos i wan 2 change their attitude towards studies n leave a positive impact on 'em.... oh great, my mind is all on interact club rite nw.... ha

okk... life's great.. well i noe i've been sayin tis 4 e 3rd time... haha.... o btw, i really luv tis blogskin... ah.. nvm... u guys wont b readin tis blog anyway....

JY rOx
minsi

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heyy ppl.. i finally watch e whole show of "e land of wine" finish lezz.. its a very nice show, basically it has 2 very shuai ges n one mei nu... minsi n laine.. u all muz watch when u ve e chance too.. i dun tink hc will watch korean dramas de bahz.. she only watch eng movies i tink.. no pt talking abt them.. u all muz watch to noe how shuai they really r.. too bad xiao jun died.. spolit e drama... wth..
poor xiao jun..

im quite fine for e time being.. conductor for guitar is not as fierce as i tink he wld.. but hard 2 say in e future... he may explode one day.. my class is oso better.. wif so many newcomers.. juz tt everything is changing n i juz need time to get use to it.. e ppl i once laugh wif, e ppl i always look for help, e ppl i stick wif... everything has changed.. every single one.. juz how long my fine days will last? time will tell...

im really learning how 2 treasure.. but not so much for moving on... i wish time will stay still in sec 3.. n forever stop moving n stay tt way... i cannot grasp 2 many strangers at once.. i'll be scared.. so far i've avoided them, resulting in me even not knowing my own classmates, ogls, seniors.. but wadever.. tts not important.. for now..

time machine will be e best invention ever.. trust me..

zelcy

mon 2 thurs so late return home.... so tiredzz!!!!!! haiz... ok i've used up e late allowances 4 tis yr... 1 more time i'll b off 2 c e principal or e dm... either 1 accordin 2 my ct... but @ least i've used up e allowances v.meaninfully.. as in i really reached sch @ 8 sth 2 9 sth.... so i cld wake up l8ter... LOL!!!!!

ok lo.... 4 nw, my june hols r still empty... no trip n nth @ all... tinkin of e days i wld b stuck @ my so-called "cosy" home with my so-called "nice" bro was enuff 2 make me sick n scared.... i tink i've been quarrelin with him 4 e past few mths... eva since sch had started..... haiz.... dono how many cells hav died in me....... n i'd beta eat more tonics 2 prepare myself 4 more troubles n probs....

been watchin lots of shows larz... plus e times @ which i've reached home,.... i almost cant finish my hw.... its accumulatin... tinkin of e comin pw pi... i'm gona die of fatigue.... so sick larz!!!! hey so how's today ppl??? izit fun??? oyea, did sh sing well?? well she claims she can sing ritez??? haha.... ok larz... since u all go kbox liao... then i'll go with my friens nxt mth le.... =)

e yr's gonna b great... i hope so... may i survive thru all ordeals....

minsi
JY rox

heyhey ppl... i ve got three motivations... which i so desperately need now.. one; i receive great encouragement from IT shuai ge.. which works e most out of the three, two; fredy's coming to guitar concert!!! i muz work hard now... lastly; n i like him e best, is i've got a new idol!! I've watch a korean vcd n his acting as xu jun (xiao jun). i tink minsi n cherylene will like him oso bahz...

Name: Kim Jae Won
Brithdate: 18 FEB 1981
Blood type: B
Height: 183cm
Known for: his "kid" face n smile

i thank them for being hu they r..n for making a difference in my life..

nitez..

~zelcy~

hey peeps... feelin quite sianz as well as enthu bout tml.. u muz b wonderin how cld i poss feel sian n enthu @ 1 time ritez?? well, its alt. feelings lor... LOL!! ok larz... feel quite excited 2 wear e schl uni formally tml.. but i'm afraid e uni will bcome v.tight soon.. then it'll mean i'm fatter than ever... haizz... @ e same time, wearin e schl uni means a fresh new start all over again.. meanin tt i've gotta work x-tra hard n thr'll b no more slackin, reduced msnin, watchin tvs, goin after idols.... haiz... wad an empty life it'll b... with only lects n tutorials n ccas.... haiz... worse still, i'm seriously broke lo... wad can ever b more worse than havin no $$??? broke can means lesser food, lesser neoprints (but i'm gettin sick of it anyway), lesser shoppin, n all these add up 2 no life again.... aargh!!!!!

ah wadeva... its sian larz... n after this march hol, i'll look 4ward 2 june hols.... haha... but i can still envision myself muggin damn hard 4 e mid yrs.... well, i'm quittin gylc too... its nt exactly quit larz... cos i wasnt even sure if i cld get in... but 1 thing 4 sure, i'm nt up 2 e standards... so its better 2 quit.... ok.... today will b a muggin day.. cos nid 2 finish up those leftover topics which include all subjs other than maths..... which i simply gave up le.... so diff larz.... how 2 do??!!

jy will rox my life cos he alrdy did...
minsi

heyo....firstly i must say that AMZ rox!!! yesterday was very fun and we really enjoyed ourselves rite?! i can say that all were very enthu den took a lot of pictures too....haha....we really had fun....=D hope dere will be more such outings in future, so we can meet up and chat about how we are doing....i will miss AMZ de....=) AMZ RULEZ!!!!!

guess which shoe belongs to hu?! haha...

family photo....

funny-looking shape but still rox... keke

informal picture...

so cool...=p

the two lunatics...

another informal picture...

yea...AMZ ROX!!!!!

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Who will be friends forever? AMZ! Who will be the super-dooper group? AMZ! Who's gonna be their best? AMZ! AMZ, AMZ.We are one big family. AMZ,AMZ.We are one big family. YEA!! This cheer is highly modified! The creator is sEE hUI. Fellow AMZian! where's yours? Those who did not create a decent cheer will do a forfeit! Rmb rules and regulations go with responsibility. Freedom is meaningless without responsibility. Sound weird? There is some underlying reasons.

1stly, i wan 2 intro this 2nd shuai guy (after JY, lol)>>>>

great things r meant 2 b achieved... great friens r meant 2 b made... shuai ppl (JY) r meant 2 b talented (AGREE TOTALLY)... haiz.. 99% of my heart is filled with JY... LOL!!!! so ppl, muz learn 2 accept JY since i'm ur gd frien... LOL!!!!!!!

ah... i too crazy liao.. but muz emphasize e pt tt i'm way better than eve... n it's true k?!?!
ah wadeva... juz wana say tt bu si zhi shen is a great song...
feel kinda weird nowadays... don wan 2 feel tis way again.. cos tis feelin sux!!!!!

okk... loved, still lovin, will love JY
minsi

hey... so tired now... don really feel lyk msnin lor... LOL... these few days went out lyk siao... so tired sia.... of cos... my tutorials n lectures were left undone.. so i'm gonna work on 'em tis comin new wk... ytd damn unlucky larz... i made a big fool out of myself lo... cos thr's e 2nd selection 4 e gylc.. n guess how's e selection done?? all e ppl who took up e 2.45 time slot had 2 sit round e table... then we gotta debate larz... as in make a view pt... i was in e 1st world nation gp... n i gt 2 argue tt 1st world nation shld nt prevent global warmin... while e other gp had to argue tt we shld... sth lyk tt larz... n 1st my eng sux... 2nd i was nervous... 3rd i wasnt sure of e facts... 4th i kept 4gettin wat i wanted 2 say halfway.... i wish i was kenneth @ tt v.moment.. cos i made a mistake... i said china is a 1st world nation which obviously showed tt i dono anythin @ all... i wish i had a hole 2 bury myself in @ tt moment... well... 90 percent i'm out of gylc... so sad lor....

kk.... i spent $$ lyk siao larz... muz quickly buy sh's present otherwise i gotta wait 4 another mth... haiz... 1 meal cost $8 lor... can c how much i enjoy rite... then i bought alot of accessories larz... my pri schl frien said i changed alot... n had bcum rather trendy lor.. my bro said e same thing... my frien said she wld nt hav dared 2 tok 2 me if she had nt known me since pri schl... lol...n my friens said i don look studious lor... n instead look lyk e kind who don study @ all... LOL

ok larz... so accordin 2 my friens, i look lyk a rich slacker... ermz... so funny larz.... ok.. gtg...

minsi--JY rOx

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Everything isn't that bad. Hope that it is blessing in disguise. But hope won't come true, if you just hope only. However, without hope, there will be no will.
Anyway, i will just go out with minsi since some of you all are still in your "very own school" mood. So you all enjoy yourself. I am the one and minority. If I were to go out with you all, I will drown. :( arrgh... So see you all after promos?
Got nothing to do. No lectures notes to study or tutorials to do. This is the first day of holidays. It is very boring currently. Little people online. Those who I want to talk have not appeared. So i am blogging now.
Hey, Zelcy at least you are better than me. I have to experience a complete change. You may think whatever, but remember you still got the others.

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idiot!!!! my worst fear came true. I was back to where i started. No change. No difference. No improvements for the better. I knew hope was hopeless. I knew no pt praying. And now eveything was gone. Too late to do anything, to late to change anything. ARgggghhh... wth!!!! wish tt i could cry, fall upon my knees, find a way 2 lie, bout a home i'll nvr c....

haixx.. im tired... tired of hoping n hoping n hoping for e impossible, im tired to get disappointed again n again n again, i hate tt kind of wu nai de xin qin. I wanna do sth abt it n yet reality is pushing you rite back n yelling at you rite in yr face "forget it!!!" So how? Shld i stay as it is, as destiny wans me to be or be myself n fight for wat i wan? im taking a step at a time, to see how far i can go, to see how i can even defy fate....

it hurts... a lot... to face ordeal after ordeal, telling us to be resilisent when so many things r happening n so many tough choices we ve to make n so much hw to do... to force me away from my comfort zone n force me to stand up againist fate... it hurts so much tt i wanna cry... but one day it'll all end... one day we nid to wry no more abt hws, tests, lessons, sch n everything tt's making me miserable now... one day... i wish n wait n pray for tt day, for sb to come n take me away from here...

zelcy

boo...it's me again....haha=p...seehui though i am really goin to miss you in tj, i hope you too can really enjoy your life in mj coz it's really tj's loss to lose such an enthu student (btw one of the qns liwen got for the interview was why do you think we should accept you in tj since you did not perform very well in o's)....anyway try to make more friends bah...promise me to live each day to the fullest, okie?!

2nd orientation was fun coz all the ogls are friends from our class so feel very comfortable....haha, den i managed to learn to dance 'retarded'....feel so proud of myself =p....keke....den cheering was oso fun except that we were not as enthu as orientation 1....=( sigh~but still can pass la...den learnt cheers of other clans, so fun!!! lk exchange programme lk tt, but tml haf dragon-boating, scared i really haf not enough strength to row....ending off with a cheer...hehe=)

sh and ms cya soon! muackz...

INVICTUS CHEER: WE ARE FIRE, WE ARE WARRIORS, WE ARE FIRE WARRIORS, WE WILL FIGHT, WE WILL KILL, WE WILL COME TO FIGHT AND KILL....FIGHT KILL, FIGHT KILL, FIGHT KILL, FIGHT KILL, FIGHT KILL!!!!

okk...aiya....sh u v.kpoh leh....still giv comments bout hk n v...LOL...ok larz...jkjk only.... anyway....hope u'll lyk mjc larz.... lyk wat ur bro says... thr can b scholars frm thr too.... ya... aniwae lucky thr's val... otherwise u will really hav 2 stone... but y nt make new friens... i tot tt time in tjc og u manage 2 make new friens?? juz use e same skills lorr.... at least u r better than me larz.... i 4 eva cant mix around in og lor... even these 2 days i juz pon thruout....so i nv get 2 c my og members.... but recently thr's new ppl in my class..best of all... my pri schl frien managed 2 transfer 2 my class.... cool rite?? n my frien's frien gt in tooo.... so i felt rather happy... cos i'll get 2 noe more ppll.... hehe...

aiya.... sh.... u make it sound lyk i prefer jc friens leh.... actually ok larz... actually its lyk makes no diff.... its juz tt with u all.... can b more zi4 ran2...its nt exactly bein fake with 'em larz... but its nt so zi4 ran2 cos i'm with u guys 4 4 yrs afterall lar....

oh yea!! i gt in2 GYLC lor!!! so happyy sia.. so now muz start 2 find sponsorship... otherwise if cant pay up i'll die.... LOL... oya.. tonite 8pm show @ channel 8 gt JY.... muz watch kk

cya.... minsi....
(wad e lor... i owaez go visit u all in tjc n u alll pang seh me lor....aargh)
luv JY

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just now..ms started off w her happy mood..wanted to tell her i n in e exact opp..but 4 get it since she is so excited bout her reconciling w jcfrens..as seen frm her nick..i ask u bout e jobs cos u r a realistis person..promising jobs are attractive..but it is better to be interested in e job...cos career is life-long..cannot tahan so long if no passion..

congrats to adraino..he is a black horse!

1st dae in mj...lucky gt valerie..if nt..i will seal my lip...and just stone...anyway..she is v cute and friendly..In my own opinion, i think she is simply too close w hk..yup..
aiyah..i taking gsc...just dun wan econ,e rest remains e same..cca duno yet..shld i join a promising cca?or a new one??haiz..
bb..my jc frens helps mi ask ..sae no chance liao..which is contradicting to elaine one..i think she dun wan to tell mi e truth..bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb
-sh-

Juz like what Minsi has said, it does not really matter where we will be heading to. If it is fated tt we will go to different JCs, so be it. It is a true test of our friendship and thus we must show to the others tt we can maintain our friendship forever, k?

~sarah~
(AMZ nver drifting apart)

lol...is all i can say larz... wow...wat seehui said has inspired me... (bout me being a doc or lawyer or takin up a promisin job) i was lyk wow.... she had so much faith in me when i'm nt really tt confident...LOL.... okk... i will work hard.... cos i'm truly touched by tt sentence although i dono y....

okk...rmb wat i told sh this afternoon...sometimes when i'm with my jc friens, i will stone n say nth much.... its nt bcos i'm anti soc or wat...its lyk i juz feel too tired to exp wat i'm tinkin 2 'em... mayb i'm a lazy person... cos 4 yrs with u guys make u all understand me lyk hell.... its lyk i nid nt say sth n u all understand..... juz lyk sh knows tt a burger n a cup of ice milo r nt enuff 4 me.... well... if it'd been my jc friens...they wld hav thought i had small appetite n nt tt i wanna go on a diet or wat so eva....ya.... mayb it'lll take a little bit longer 4 my jc friens 2 understand me... n its definitely my prob...cos i'm quite lazy 2 open 2 ppl.....

haiya... finally bought my watch.... but it was out of my expectation... e 1 i had wanted tt day i did nt manage 2 buy it ytd cos e shop had closed downn.... idiotic sia...i i walked 4 1 hr juz 2 realize tt e shop had closed.... shux lor.... so today finally bought mine @ marina square... cheap n nice....LOL...well i'm nt rich, although my jc friens keep sayin i look rich...m i?? nvm....i wanted 2 buy tt kind of X hairclip...but too exp....then e cheaper 1 looks dirty...so 4get it... my mum said nxt time when she go abroad, she'll buy 4 me... oh great... she meant well..but i'm juz worried she might nt noe wat sort i wan... but i still ended up buyin one which is quite nice too.... at least sh n elaine agreed with me....

time 2 diet... i'm gettin fat all ovr again...sian ah!!!!
minsi...jy will rox my life

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thx everyone..anyway...3 days more...counting down...soon..this uncertainty will soon be over...
to e: i think i will be meeting u at NIE..hopefully..
to ms: if u become a doc or lawyer or any promising job, congrats!
to s: phy or bio..just choose wad u like?this will be better,isn't it?anyway, pls blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wad does blogging means? AMZ thinks tt by blogging, you hav to type ur emotions n feeling...do blog..dun tag...pls...
to hc: sorry doesn't cure alwaz..but action speaks louder..show us..cum on...
to hq: hope u can sucessfully change ur class....anyway.... u alwaz live in ur own world...no offence..my perception of u...if it's wrong..do blog to tell mi bout it.
to c: hi..pal..seldom tok to u...anyway..gd luck to ur life...
hope to cya soon..

hey guys...i'm sorry that i dun blog a lot...i'm sorry that i'm a big blur sotong who always pang seh u all...but i'm very grateful to have such nice friends like u..to sh:hope tt ur appeal will be successful,dun give up...and u can always talk to me online even if i'm listening to songs...to ms and elaine:i'll try to be more active in future amz events...to hq:hope tt ur appeal to change class will be successful...and to sarah:hope tt u'll sort out ur thoughts of whether to change subject combi soon...

seehui, must promise me not to gif up any slightest hope to stay in tj ok? i really want you to stay.....

dun be disheartened, where-ever you go always remember dere is still us behind you giving you support in whateva you do...you are never alone......NEVER!!! i agree with minsi, just call us when you need us, we will definitely help you out one....that's what friends are for!!!

~eLaiN3~

hugs seehui, minsi and those hu really noe e true meaning of friends....

hey ppl... i really feel lyk scoldin u all lor....esp some of u..u all shld noe who lo.....

1st...sh...don feel so sad n depressed leh....even if u cant get into e same schl as elaine they all.... its ok de.... anyway i'm nt in e same schl as u all rite?? sometimes it can mean better things...lyk u might meet more n better ppl thr?? n ya i oso feel tt amz is slowly driftin apart... but u r nt e 1 driftin away frm us k?? n i tink hc doesnt mean it lar...she's lyk owaez doin some stuff so its nt her fault she didnt initiate e chat...n it doesnt really matter who initiate rite.... esp btwn friens.. unless its a bgr sort of thing..... so don worry lo...if u nid my help or wanna tok juz call me up larz...i'm lyk so free lyk tt....LOL...cos i dint even finish my tutorials....

2nd... sarah...well at least u tag lor....but sarah seems bz lor...everytime so busy>>>aargh!!!!

3rd... hc!!!! wah u pro larz...u win liao larz....everytime last min cannot make it....even blog oso no time....wah....feel lyk scoldin u sia....:/

oi...lets go out some time nxt week can??? aiya....elaine sure can make it bahz...sh oso....e rest i alrdy noe ur ans liao larz.... so nvm (no offence...but i alwaz get e same ans everytime)

minsi....
LUvIn JY cos he shuai, rox, cool, talented, (everything tt's gd)

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crying..when i see what e had written..e nvm de..feel like drifting apart w some amzians...nvm..bye...we talk lesser gradually.....hc online..wanna tok..but alwaz i sae hi 1st....since she is listenin to songs..dont bother...now, i am talkin to another sarah...e feelin is wierd tt now i am closer to jc frens..sad..anyway, all e best and bye..
thx ms 4 accompanying mi n elaine at least u ask in e morning...

woohooo!!!! no schl today, tml...n meng pin tu starts tonite!!! n, this comin sat....gt JY events!!!! oh great...everythin's juz so fine...lol...but haiz...tinkin back...i failed my chem test...worse, i'm e last in my class....last lor!!!! i nvr get last b4 leh....omg...cant imagin i gettin last 4 e rest of e yr...e feelin sux!!!!

anyway....vj really rox..... in terms of academic as well as fun....hhaa...its getttin more fun now..n i can finally feel a sense of homeliness ....haha.... anyway...kinda worried bout e postin....cos i heard 9 pointers gettin kicked out....i feel threatened sia.... may i remain...oh pls.... n i promised 2 do all my tutorials n study hard if i can remain....truly... (wow...i sound as if i'm prayin hard) :P

nth much 2 say liao.... elaine get well soon.... seehui may u stay in tjc.....sarah b more enthu abit la....hc may ur grandma recover soon....hq may u mix better around in ur class....yea....

oya....happy belated bday 2 sh..... i give u ur present another day hor....i too broke now.... n i still owe present 2 ppl 4 a few weeks liao...haiz..... $$$$$$$$$

k la....bYe bYe, minsi....jy rox my life....