haiz....sian lor....today went 2 train myself in e runnin....so i went 2 run on e tracks with a couple of friens after schl....its lyk hav 2 finish 6 rounds within 17 mins lk tt..... so i asked my frien 2 time 4 me....then 2 guys frm my class ran beside me lor.....they lyk sort of encouraged me nt 2 giv up n continue 2 run.... persevere n persevere.....well, i really canot do it lor....cos my legs r hurtin lyk crazy.....its lyk tt kind of pain whr u tot ur bones r breakin kind...its nt really muscle cramp or wat.....haiz...n its both legs somemore.....so in e end, i ran 4 2 rounds lyk tt n walked 4 another 2 rounds....rmb when i juz started e run rite, my class guy lyk walked bside me lor while i was runnin...its lyk his walkin pace is same as my runnin pace....its lyk omg lor.....felt so idiotic leh....anyway, i couldnt finish e run la...n my mum said she's gonna bring me 2 c doc lor....2 c y tt part of my leg alwaz aches till i cant run....ya...wadeva....n i hope e doc declare tt i can b excused frm further runnin till i become old....muahhahaa...
haiz...my class lyk really nt united leh....as in lyk e bondin nt gd enuff....its lyk durin breaks, nt all e ppl sat together....haiz....n i really wanna tok alot 2 those i seldom tok 2 lor...but its lyk dono wat 2 say....sometimes when i'm sayin something 2 some ppl, "someone" will lyk barge in n sort of take ovr e conversation....aiyah....anyway they r still my friens la...so doesnt matter much.... though i sometimes felt quite irritated....haha....oso rite, i today actually spoke up durin class discussions lor....can u all imagine?? u all noe la....i'm lyk tt kind of unenthu ppl in sec schl rite...so its lyk when i really suggest sth 2 my class, it shows how much i care bout this class liao lo.....haiz....moreovr today 1 girl in my class asked us do we really lyk our class....its lyk she don really lyk bahz...cos of tt disunity thing....n i'm lyk nt quite sure of e ans too...cos i'm lyk quite enthu bout ccas (can c frm my5 ccas) but its lyk i dono wat 2 feel bout my class....its lyk i kinda b enthu bout class as well but i dono y i cant bring myself 2 speak up durin class discussions or watevr..... + i dono wat 2 tok sometimes....haiz....then yesterday nite saw a guy's blog frm my class as well....its lyk wat he said is v.true....i saw liao oso felt quite sad.....its lyk everyone wanna b enthu but dono how 2 make it come true.....
haiz... this fri kinda e o's results release day....felt quite sad.....actually still quite ok n calm de...but nowadays lyk keep hearin ppl say n ask...so now is lyk quite scared lor....tink i wanna go later 2 collect my results tt day..cos i don wan 2 hear e principal's speech...haha
minsi....
