Monday, January 30, 2006
aiya...don tink so muuch. kk?? cos i felt tt way sometimes too.... haiz... its juz we r nt tt sociable lor... n plus, i don tink it;s necessary 2 try 2 mix in with e rest..... cos e friendship wont last tt way.. it shld b automatic de... juz lyk us.... as in we don nid 2 tok sometimes but we know tt deep inside our hearts, we r great pals...rite?? anyway, this cny kinda sianz.... really lor... its only e $$ tt matters all.... haiz.... yea.... tts bout it lela... dono wat else 2 say... cos i sort of lazy 2 type too... yea... hq jiayou k?? don tink so much le... cos thr's alwaz someone else out thr who's facin e same prob as u too...so u r nvr aloneminsi
Saturday, January 28, 2006
friends (: AMZ rox 4evaZelcy: I feel like an outcast. Its not tt my class's bad or anything. My class's been great. They r high n very enthu. But juz, no matter how hard i try i still cant fit in. For abt four weeks in tj, my soul's still wif tms. I wanted to go back to e past. But now, im sort of neither here or there. Im sick of tis class. Sick of staying quiet for lessons n lectures n tutorials. Sick of wanting to say sth n nobody there to listen. Im tired. Tired of making new friends, figuring out new places n struggling. Hope all tis will end soon. Have fun during cny.
hihi....happy cny!!! yesterday walked till 8pm then reached home.... so tired... actually cld hav reached home earlier... but i realised halfway on bus tt e sport shoes i bought were of diff sizes... how blur cld i hav been??!!! luckily hq n sh went back with me... haiz.... elaine... how r u liao?? i cant sms u larz.. cos my sms exceed le lor.... so sianz.... other than tt, my outgoin calls oso max liao... so my hp now is actually useless de lor.... lucky e incomin is free...otherwise i die....haiz... vjc's cross country comin liao.... feelin so sian cos i don lyk 2 run de... u all noe la... rmb last yr we actually walked thruout e whole thing... hope it can b this way as well this yr... then after tt gt e judo... its still ok cos i lyk judo 4 now... but in e evenin nid 2 go 4 e jts thing.... it's so exp lor...then when my class rep told e seniors tt me n a few others cant afford 50 dollars 4 1 meal, they felt rather unhappy as in bu shuang.... they complained tt we shld fork out 50 dollars cos they gave tt amt last yr as well.... well, dont u find them demandin?? its lyk u cant expect others 2 pay this amt juz bcos u paid others.... its lyk they can afford mahz.... i'm nt tt well-off lor.. then somemore this schl had asked us 2 pay so much le.... then i told e rep tt i will pay 4 their meals but i juz skip tt jts thing so i don hav 2 pay 4 my own meal... well, e senior class refused cos they said e whole thing is 2 gather everyone together n nt 4 $$.... ok larz... then y wld they feel unhappy if its nt e $$ they wan?!?! siao 1 lor.... irritatin siaz... y muz hav this kind of stupid tradition.... i cant imagin myself payin so much 4 1 meal leh.... sian lor... go eat themselves up larz... or stuff their own mouths with $$ lar... since they lyk eatin exp stuff so much... might as well swallow $$.... then get indigestion.... better still.. cos e $$ will stay in their bodies alwaz... n they can hav $$ in their stomachs 4eva.... ya.. ok... finally let out all my steam le... been feelin rather upset ovr this matter lor.... its lyk they might b changin e venue 2 seoul garden lor.. but i'm worried later e class will lyk b unhappy with us 4 causin 'em 2 eat @ tt place.... then later e senior class will oso bu shuang us.... aiya.... if only i'm richer.... stupid larz.... everything in this world is $$ n more $$..... may all those in e senior class get $$ stuck on their eyes..... idiotic....aargh....actually i'm still pretty worried....how?!?!? its lyk my gang is nt really tt close with e class kind.... scared later we even more outcast leh..... haiz.... wadeva.....sick of my class n senior class..... omg....how?!?!?!minsi>>JY ROX
Friday, January 27, 2006
friends (: AMZ rox 4eva Sch in a new sch is always e same; like u r on a new planet, breathing in a new atmosphere.. I prayed day n nite for e chance for things to go back once they were. And todae, i had my chance. I decided to go back to e places tt made me hu i was todae; back to pri n sec sch.. But, things didnt turn out e way i expected to. Pri sch teacher got transferred n visitors werent allowed in. All my hopes were pinned to tms. I went back. E feeling was strange. I was away for one month plus. I tot i will be glad to be back. To e old sch i know for four whole yrs. But i couldn't feel anything. Nothing. Classmates were there, teachers hadn't change a bit, but sth was missing.. sth tt makes e whole lot of dif in e world. Sth tt makes me realise things will nvr be back they were, no matter how hard i try. Things will change n move on, no matter how hard i try to pull time back.
To all bloggers out there: try to move along wif time despite how unwillingly u may; e only constant is change. Though i may say these now, i quite certain tt i can nvr do tt..
All e best in e coming new yr, put behind e past n look at e yr ahead.. Nitezz, Zelcy
Thursday, January 26, 2006
hha... today gt e tjc carnival... well, i went thr 2 look 4 my best buds.... its sooooo fun n great!!!yea... okk..i will start frm e dismissal time of my schl.... yea, i finished e schl @ bout 12.45 pm but since i had e lib meetin @ 3.30pm, i gotta stay in schl till e carnival..... howeva... i felt really sian so i went 2 tm with my frien.... n shopped till bout 3pm.... after tt i took bus 38 n finally reached tjc....do u all feel abit sianz?? haha... okk enuff of my stupid crap.... tt seehui lor... don wanna fetch me... tell me 2 look 4 tj track myself.... then she went 2 fetch kenneth....can u imagin??!!! so bad lor... ok.. 4get it....ya... elaine e best la... but she;s late... muahhaha.... i met penglai, xinying, anthony, marcus, val, chuanli n e rest of amz n oso most of my vj classmates n friens.... e atmosphere is so warm n friendly... hey guys, i don mean tjc k.... i mean e atm;s warm bcos my best buds r all arnd... haha.... best of all, sarah n elaine treated me 2 food n drinks... n i actually had e stomachache tt nite... haha.....we even played with whipped cream by smashin it into ppl's face.... tt elaine lar.... spoilt my image.... haha..... but it's really fun!!! after tt we went 2 hav dinner... its nt reallly reunion dinner cos sarah's nt arnd.....muz thnk hq 4 buyin warm water 4 me cos i had e terrible stomachache... n oso 2 elaine 4 helpin me 2 buy food.... thnx guys!!!! haha....haiya.... its alwaz fun 2 b with great friens!!! hope i can soon b on close terms with my vjc friens.... but i guess i'm alrdy on good terms with some ppl in my class le la.. so muz b quite satisfied.... yea, but durin break, we seldom sit with e rest of my class... its lyk e table's quite small n if we tried squeezin it wld seem so weird n uncomfortable.... but this had seemed 2 make us anti-social lyk tt as we alwaz sat on another table... i wonder if my class ppl understand this pt anot.... haiz.... i don wanna b e member of e isolated gp in my class... n i really look 4ward 2 e greater class spirit..... really....enthu-ing towards cca..... i luv judo!!!!wishin all e bez to u all in e comin cny!!! cya on tues!!!!! luv u guys 4eva...... :P minsi
Saturday, January 21, 2006
hihi... don say i nvr blog k??? aiya elaine, even if i go tj, its nt i help u but e other way round.... i'm oso facin difficulties lor.... cant even understand simple maths... n for e gp.... i cant understand e 6 pg long passage leh.... its soooo chim.... almost gt 2-3 diff words in every sentence.... so sucky.... i tink i'll go remedial soon... yea... e verdict's out nxt week..... swimmin is soo tirin... n i'm e lousiest swimmer thr lor..... e tcher said my probs were e worst..... its lyk i cannot catch up with e rest.... really cannot tahan... then will feel so tired.... worst still, i sprained my waist today.... so painful... cant walk too fast or run..... so sad lor..... i tink nid 2 c doctor liao..... then mayb can skip pe for mon n tues.... haiz....aiya....i'm jealous of eve leh... she took a pic with jy n wc lor....can u imagine??!!!! she's so heng!!!! if only i went 2 j8 today... but its nt poss la.... i gt tonnes of hw lyk tt.... n i've slacked 4 1 full week liao leh.... but its bcos i reached home @ round 7pm, which is y i'm too tired 2 do anything.... i oso nvr reply 2 my angel lor... i only wrote back e letter today... which is late by 1 whole week..... haiz..... so sian...n i haven go online 4 2 days lyk tt..... miss everyone thr too.... although wont chat with some ppl... but at least c 'em thr will still give me a warm feelin....hey guys... i wanna go swimmin on nxt sat leh..... cos i wanna train up.... pls say yes k??? elaine said ok liao.... e rest leh?? sh, i dono when u'll get 2 c this blog anyway.... so i doubt u noe bout it... elaine, its ur responsibility 2 inform her liao hor.....missin u guys.....minsi
Thursday, January 19, 2006
wah...here no one post one....it's me again....haiz~dis week started lecture and tutorials already, i really dun quite like jc style of teaching coz the lecturer will be the only one going on and on den if dun understand must wait till tutorial...sigh...felt that i am becoming more and more stupid...
minsi why you go vj??? come tj lahz, i need you to tutor me leh otherwise i dun think i can pass the tests....worst of all is my maths, ah!!! i like blur liao lo...wat ellipse and circle, so funny....i now very scared of econs tutorial coz everyone will surely have a chance of answering at least 2 qns...
=( anyway, thats what i have to complain about....hey, we meet up dis week or next week can, i miss minsi already....we go swimming? this time must have full attendance otherwise must have makeup meeting....hehe....attendance is COMPULSORY!!! cya soon...muack...=0
hUgs aNd kiSseS,
~eLaiN3~
Sunday, January 15, 2006
finally blog again....last week was a busy week as i was held up by something almost everyday....today went swimming with seehui, minsi, huaqian and liwen and my house.....it was fun but also tiring esp my legs....keke=) today's swimming is somehow like a one-day crash course to recollect what i have learnt in my swimming courses in primary school....but i kept drinking the pool water, so i felt bloated after that....haha....after that went for lunch and to chase the stars....den proceeded on to buying seehui's goggles and meiying's present.....now i am broke.....sigh~~nid to finish my tutorials now....gtg...cya soon=)
*~eLaiN3~*
Hihi...tml goin to elaine' house ther to swim..yupee..although i dislike swimmin..but it'll be fun to swim w frenz,esp AMZian..they rox!!includin me..LOL..hahax..E pro-AMZ-swimmers are ms n hc!!So i guess i may benefit tml 4 their free swimmin 'lessons'..haha..good rite?but our v vj swimmin sch team member sae tt 1.8m is not deep enough..but as long as ur legs cant touch e ground den it is alrite..hope tt tml swimmin will be fun!!Oop..but i haven even find e goggles..die :x
Haiz..tokin abt e hw..i n damn slow..shit..if there's a lot of hw,it's alrite if u kno how to do..but e prob is alot n i duno how to do mostly..aiya..i take hrs to come up w a sol..worse..if it's wrong!can sumone help mi...pls..chem.phy,maths..i haven finish a thg..die..i m still stuck w e chem!!sian..n my bro still suan mi..tellin mi he is e chem pro,phy pro,maths pro................arg....nah..everythg pro la..v wad..%^**&*@
nite nite everyone...
sEE hUI.It is good to be an AMZian!
Friday, January 13, 2006
heya...nowadays v.tirin.... say sth great first bahz, my new class 06s37 quite good leh.... e ppl quite jovial n nice..... i hope this will stay on 4eva n i can remain in vjc..... :P... then er, i oso bought new specs liao, red one lor n plastic de... u all c le will sure laugh la.... but i can only get it tml... haiz....so sad.... ermz, this sun goin 2 meet JY again!! so happy sia.... then today after schl went 2 elaine's house 2 make board 4 JY... while elaine n sh made 1 4 derrick n eve made another 1 4 weichoong.... aiya... i gt banner makin in schl today so only went 2 elaine's house quite late... so i actually juz used marker 2 write.... e board is yellow.. so sh said my board was lyk e bee cos of its yellow n black colors... but i find it more of a zebra crossin.... wadeva....anyway, these few days v.tired la.... so much hw.... then e chem so diff... wanna break down liao.... haha.. then i nid 2 use calligraphy skills 2 write on e banner 4 my class... AGAIN lor!!!! haha..... ok.... mayb its fated i will alwaz b associated with calligraphy... bsides, i oso hate e lectures... really so sian till i wanna slp lor... but then c e ppl around lyk so focused on wat e tcher's sayin, i suddenly feel so stressed.... haiz... in temasek, i tot i m e hardworkin de... but now c others, i find myself so lazy... ppl finish so much hw n i still left a great deal bhind... then everytime i wanna do work, i fell aslp.... haiz... wonder when can i finish tt loads???ok.... so tired.. tml still nid 2 go swimmin @ 9am... hahah.... its my cca la... anyway, i will try my best 2 chiong 4 my cca.. cos i wanna take part in e competition n get some medals... speakin bout this, i luv my cca alot.... haha.... n i oso lyk its members.... lyk although i juz noe 'em, but we can tok alot.... so nice!! hope all of us can stay on.....haha... i hope tt all of us can hav tt team spirit n win medals in competitions!!! jiayou everyone!!!!enthu minsi.... haha... JY roX
Sunday, January 08, 2006
pic of e ring+necklaceyooee.... hahaa.... yesterday went to bowl with sh n e... as u all can c la hor.... v.fun.. tt elaine say dono dono but end up sparrin lor.... but i still gt highest.....wahahahahaz.... no la... otherwise later will get bashed up by 'em.... hahaok... we walk 4 9hrs lor... accordin 2 wat i calculated... 1st we bowled... nxt we went 2 eat kfc....then we walked 2 pasir ris mrt.... then took mrt 2 east point....2..... c JY!!!! haha.... so nice.... i used my hp 2 take his pics (i took 30 sth), sh used elaine hp 2 take pics (she took 100 over lor) n elaine used her digi cam 2 take pics... so when combined together, its a LOT!!!! so wow lor... haha... then i oso took 1 video... he played games with e ppl, sang n took pics with some ppl.... well, i wasnt brave enuff 2 play games with him... haiz... then opportunity slips lor... argh!!!then later weilian's turn... sh insisted on watchin him sing cos she wanna take pics... btw, sh is e crazy photographer.. she used my hp n took photos of me n elaine eatin ice cream lor.... n of course, my photos look so ugly..... well, i eat things in a rather nt gentle way..... haha...after tt we went 2 look 4 sh's swimsuit in tm cos she wanted 2 buy it 4 tj swimmin lessons... last event 4 e day was 2 look 4 e xing4 wu4 4 3 of us... we bought e similar necklace n ring... it will b an identity of our everlastin friendship.... hahaz.... guys, i will really keep it safely de ok???finally, today i heard frm my pri schl frien tt 1 of her friens is in e same class as me... so happy lor....cos finally gt ppl whom i will get 2 noe soon.... now v.enthu again le.... haha.. btw, i noe my house le lor.... i gt into aquila.... although nt yellow house which is jyfc de color, but i still lyk it cos it sounds so maple..... haha...
Saturday, January 07, 2006
hey ya..will be meetin elaine n minsi later to go bowling!!yeah!!zEnItH e BEST clan~!!!!so happy..hahaz..ALPHA ROX!!
Haiz..during these 4 days of orientation get to know a few frenz a little...but when we walk around e sch or outside i alwaz walk w sarah..of course nt e AMZ sarah!SHE TOLD MI SHE WILL BE GOIN TO POLY.THIS IS OMG.I oso got to know Ting Jie of CCHSM and found out tt she is hyperactive.Anyway,i was happy tt she is frm CCC so she oso join CCC.Same as me!Next i oso got tok to Yu Ling, May, Ning Yi, Jin Wen,BK...but just chit-chat a little oni..but this is better than ntg la...Hope to be in e same class w elaine[but i duno y she sae WADEVA...arg...] and make more frenz!!
to be continue>>
luv u all,
sEE hUI.Amzian Rawkz 4eva.
Thursday, January 05, 2006
yea, me back again le...dunnoe why seehui never blog left only minsi and me keep blogging....so enthu.....haha....yesterday i super upset and demoralised coz i just can't get the dance steps rite, find myself stupid.....and also started to hate dance....but really thanks minsi, she comforted me and that is the time i felt the real meaning behind true friendship.....love you alot, minsi!!! dun worry you will find friends in vj one, me oso lk nv talk lk tt but i tink i will try my best to express myself better....actually i tink we can't really make true best friends in this short span of time of two years and jus like my tuition tcher says secondary friends are eventually the ones you will stay friends forever with....talking about today i felt it was again tiring of course and i think i am burnt!! ah......today dance again but i felt that the og leaders really rox, coz they really helped us alot, clearing all our doubts....den tml still must perform a skit item, and must DANCE!!! (faints) can't they just choose other performances?! forget it, one must really look on the bright side of life....haha=)p.s--> to minsi, i anything la, discuss with you via sms k? INVICTUS ROX!!!
yoz.. me again lor... e rest suddenly seem lyk dead ducks... seem lyk i miss u all more than u all miss me.. ~haiz~... nvm... things didnt exactly change la... but at least a little bit better... e gals in e gp lyk sort of nvr tok 2 me.. n well, it turns out 2 b e guys who r more friendly... so i end up tokin to 'em lor... pathetic rite.... actually no la... @ least still gt ppl 2 tok 2... yea... tml n mon i nt goin 2 schl le.. cos i don really feel lyk playin gp games... haiz.... otherwise will feel v.left out.. but otherwise, e activities nt too bad la.. but best of all, e vj cheers rox lor... its lyk in tms, i wont feel lyk cheerin lor... but in vjc, its so diff... i really shout with all my might lor... n e feelin rox.... though we didnt win e cheers mostly... haha... tml evenin gotta go 2 suntec 2 dance lor... juz e day rite after tj.... ermz.... i tink i wld go 2 suntec lor if e schl go separately as in nt takin schl bus..... then i can meet up with my friens n join 'em... n nt my gp of course.... oya.. rmb today gt mass dance whr 1 of a dances req 1 boy n 1 gal 2 pair up.. 1 of e moves req e boy 2 place his hand ovr e gal's waist... n my partner was lyk so shy lor... n i dono wat else 2 do other than pullin his hand n place it on my waist.... haiz... i feel so embarrased lor... but nvm la.... later on which is halfway thru e dance, he started 2 dig 4 his tissue n wipe his sweat.... its lyk... omg... it makes it look as if i'm e 1 who's seem 2 b enjoyin everything lor... ok la, i enjoy e dance la, but i was oso nervous lor... but in fact, i was more enthu than nervous... so i didnt really sweat so much lyk him.... so i guess he shld b frm victoria sec...erm, m i rite?? hahaaiya.... vjc overall is nt bad la, but its juz socializin prob which i keep facin.... worse, i dont noe anyone in my class lor... all my friens r in other classes... which is quite sad larz.... i really dono how 2 go on if i'm still facin such probs... may i get 2 noe great friens in my new class soon:)missin all of u de MSps: elaine i heard JY goin east point this sat, so we go c him le then go bowlin k?? or vice versa after i check e time k??
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
hey guys i so sad... 1st day so haiz~~... ppl 1st sentence is wat sch u frm then dono la... haiz... got a feelin lyk ppl don feel lyk tokin lor.... izit cos our sch is nt a sap sch?? wat a superficial thought....my dad said sth rite... if ppl tink tms cannot make it to such a gd jc, then our presence in these jcs have proven tt we r exceptionally smart to get into such top jcs lor... n its pretty true.. so elaine, don tink so much... cos we muz work harder 2 thrash ppl de... n i really mean THRASH...aiya... now i cryin again le... e feelin so sucky....n i really hate it.... omg... muz stop le... i cried so many times le la... elaine la, u la... alwaz make me feel so sad... hen tao yan ni leh... tml my eyes swollen le la...
okk.... nvm.. don tink bout it... guys, i miss u all a damn lot, n i really mean it... REALLY... may our friendship really last 4eva kk?? aiya.. i cannot go on le... otherwise my keyboard will flood with my tears... cya le....
i will try to blog everyday :) jia you everyoneminsi
guess hu's back in the house....haha....is me lahz....today super tired and my legs are aching like hell....dunnoe why i felt i had a difficult time trying to mingle some students from other schools because many are already in their small groups....haiz~perhaps just like what meiying says, they choose their friends based on schools....but nevermind, i dun want to care so much about all these le, waste my brain juice....tml playing monopoly which is somehow like amazing race, should be super tiring.....god bless me....=( the worst is still the dance, i really can't dance lahz, still must go for the mass dance thing, aiyo, like forcing us like that.....enough of my complaints.... so how do you find ur first day of school the rest of AMZ....feel free to blog ok? cya....
hUgs & kiSseS,
eLaiN3
Monday, January 02, 2006
yoz ppl... haiz... elaine y nt we delete our own blogs n juz blog here?? i'm really sianz of bloggin on both sides since both muz write different things... then it will seem so troublesome... erm.. my view la... i'm goin to act on it.. today went 2 watch narnia with hengky.. its a really touchin show... its shows brotherly love..n i really luv e war part.. dono y, i could feel my tears almost fallin out b4 e war starts, but lucky my contact lenses sort of absorb my tears n act as a barrier... haha... btw, i m a super duper NOOB... i bought e china's version of e she album... n it seems so singapore lor... omg, now even thr r ppl 2 help me get autograph, oso no use.. i might as well go eat shit... really idiotic lor... still so happy yesterday.... aargh!!!elaine n sh, don feel scared or sad la... cos i'm worse off than u all.. at least u all still gt ppl frm same schl all over... haiz.. i'm nt even in e same gp with my pri schl frien... really damn worried.....PLUS i'm afraid i cant communicate with others... ~haiz~JY rOx
meow....meow....me back again....noe my cg for tjc le, sigh~ never same class as seehui, but lucky still got meiying to accompany me....seehui dun be too upset about the cg k? we work hard together den maybe after first 3 months we can be in the same cg le.....must always look on the bright side otherwise we will always be discontented.....but i also very scared la, dunno how to survive....haha....forget it, just cheer up!!!=)minsi, u also hor, must JIAYOU!!! coz i really have faith in you that you can really thrash the other students from the top schools since no one will always remain at its peak....hope to see you soon....muackz....miss you lots....
Lastly, i want to wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR and stay happy always.....=)
*~When I find myself fading, I close my eyes and realize my friends are my energy ~*
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